The 8 year old woke up after getting a splash of ice cold water on his face. He flinched badly, the november cold breeze was coming from the creak of window whose knob was broken.
The boy looked up in fear only to meet his mom looking beautiful as ever with a red dress and bold crimson lipstick.
She kept her one leg beside Jeongguk. Jeongguk looked at her confused. He then looked at her heels. There was a tiny bit of dust on one her heels. He immediately wiped it with the corner of his wet shirt. She backed away her feet angrily and grabbed the boys hairs.
"YOUU SHITHEADDD...."
The boy was whimpering in fear.
"HOW DARE YOU WET MY HEELS..." She yelled grabbing one of her heels. She raised the heel to hit the boy on his head but someone intrupted her.
"JANGMIIIII.... YOU WILL KILL HIM..." Mr. Jeon yelled horrified. She was about to stab the fragile boy with the tip of her heel.
The lady huffed and went away. Jeongguk was looking at the man who saved him. Haneul gave him a smile. Jeongguk got a rush of warmth running in him. Someone smiled at him..... He was reminding of it and kept smiling forgetting all his pain.
"Jangmi... I will take the boy today after I am done with my mom's funeral." The man said casually.
The lady huffed in sarcasm.
"So she died.... finally....... Take him as soon as you can... I can't bear the risk of people finding out that I am a mother of a kid.... It will be difficult to control him as he is growing up."
Haneul nodded and went upstairs to bring the boy with him. The boy was hiding behind him as his mother was constantly glaring at him.
"Jeonggukah... we will go at my house okay..." The man smiled holding the boys hands and smiled lovingly. Jeongguk got to know that he is going to a better place.
"You want to say something to your mom???"
The 8 year old looked at her mother hesitantly.
"Wh... why... do... you.. hurt..." The boy's stuttering turned into painful scream as his mother put her the pointy heels on the boy's toe.
"Because I hate you.... I hate parasites. You destroyed my body.... You... You destroyed my status.... You filthy parasite... You hid yourself until the day you can't be aborted.... You hideous creature..." She kept talking darkly rotating her heels on the poor boy's toe. Haneul backed her away.
"Jangmii.... That's enough... I am taking him right now."
"Take him out... I don't want to take a risk of being a murderer." The lady spat angrily. Jeongguk looked at her last time with no emotion at all. She was still thinking about herself. How can a mother be so selfish. They say women are more ambitious about their careers.... but what he was seeing was everything but not ambition.
The man took him to his house. It was not as big as the previous house. It was stinking and totally messed up. Haneul dressed Jeongguk's toe. Jeongguk was smiling all the while. Haneul took the fragile boy to the washroom and removed his shirt, looking at his wounds intensely. Jeongguk felt so exposed under his gaze.
"S...Sir..."
"Yes baby..." The man said huskily.
"I... can wash up by myself..."
The man composed himself and smiled leaving the boy alone in washroom handing his some bright coloured sweater and shorts.
He became 15.... The days were brighter for him now, he satrted going schools, he was happier.... His father loved him so much. But still he couldn't make friends... His father told him not to trust anyone and don't share anythingwith anyone, and who he was to go against his sole saviour.
On a usual morning he woke up with a back pain and went to get ready for school, he went to the subway stop. The big digital board was viewing some news of a girl getting raped and killed in an old alley. He was looking at the things showing on the screen. There was some vivid blurred CCTV photages playing on the screen. He shivered looking at them. A 23 years old college boy was sitting there watching the news. He tsked at the news. The 15 year old looked at him questioningly. The 23 year old smiled brightly at him. Still Jeongguk was hesitant to approach him.
"What's the matter kiddo??" The elder ruffled his hairs.
The younger fiddled his fingers. And asked pointing at the screen.
"Why... they arrest that uncle??" He asked in pure innocence.
"Because he hurt that girl..." The boy smiled at the innocent boy, he was shocked too that a 16 year old doesn't know what rape is.
"But he was... he was loving her..." Jeongguk asked again.
The 23 year old snapped his head at the boy.
"Umm.. hey.. Can we talk somewhere else?" The boy asked earning a nod from the little boy.
The boy walked ahead of Jeongguk, Jeongguk ran and hold his fingers casually. He smiled warmly. Jeongguk found that he can trust this boy. They walked in a park and sat on a bench.
"Soo... My name is Kim Seokjin... You can call me hyung..."
Jeongguk smiled showing his bunny teeth. Jin cooed at his cuteness.
"Umm hyung... the news..." Jeongguk shifted in his place.
"Why do you say he was loving her.... Jeongguk." Jin asked looking at the name patch on Jeongguk's shirt.
"My dad says...." He said smiling brightly.
"What he says..." Jin was terrified. He knew what was coming.
"He says we love each other like this.... And my dad loves me so much... His friends also love me.... this much..." Jeongguk said smiling and extending his hands to show the amount of love.
Jin looked at the boy again.
"Where is your mom??" Jin asked.
"We left her... she hurts me..." The younger said showing the scar on his cheekbone.
"Jeonggukah.... Your father...." Jin was afraid to break the bubble of the kid. He searched the perticular news on his phone and handed the phone to Jeongguk. After some minutes of watching news Jeongguk was shaking and breathing heavily. His head was spinning. His mother was evil... but he didn't knew his father was a monster too.
"Jeonggukah... You know dad loves you so much...."
The 13 year old nodded.
"Do you know how people show love to each other??" He asked caressing the head of young boy. He shook his head.
"Do you want dad to show you how much he loves you?" He asked.
Jeongguk nodded desperately... he wanted to feel loved.
The man chuckled and took the boy to his room. He started removing the younger's clothes. The young boy was hiding himself and was confused at what was happening with him. Until his father entered a finger into him. The younger yelped in pain.
"Shhhh.... Don't make noise.... let dad love you...."
Jeongguk looked at him horrified.
The man entered the second finger and started scissoring the young boy. The boy was shifting in his place due to the uncomfortable feel that his father was giving.
The man went to the cupboard and took out a box. He picked out a dildo from it and inserted in the boy, who was screaming and crying at the pain.
The man opened his phone, went to some website and started the live stream, shooting Jeongguk panting and moaning at the sensation of the vibrating dildo inside him.
After an hour he ended the live stream and checked his bank balance and smiled. He went to the boy and took out the toy out of him, caressed his head and tucked the passed out boy in the blanket.
"You are precious Jeongguk.... Your mother was stupid to not find a way to use you.... But I'll use you accurately... every inch of you."
And after that Jeongguk was convinced that this is how people show love to each other. He started getting payments from his friends to spend the night with his son in the name of love.
The 13 year old hated how everyone used him but the daily dose of his father about love made his mindset that we have to bear something to get love.
He was coping up with every kind of beast just for his father. He cried in nights and smiled on days. His heart was paining, he didn't wanted this kind of love. But still.... his father was better than his mom... cuz he was giving him love. That's what the little boy thought.
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