***This chapter contains mentions of sexual content
A few minutes turned into an hour and a half. What was supposed to be a quickie, turned into full on love making. He fucked me in literally every inch of his damn studio. Watching him take me in different positions in the mirror was enough to make me cum multiple times. A satisfying shiver ran through my body as the many flashbacks consumed my thoughts.
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The feeling of pure satisfaction engulfed me as I watched him take me from behind. We were in the center of the studio, under the spotlight, directly in front of the mirror. I was lying flat on my stomach as he pushed into me. The way he was in my ear, forcing me to look at him.
"Look at me, love," he grunted into my ear.
He had his hand securely around my neck, as he encouraged me to look at us in the mirror. His hand gripped my throat, as he tightened his grip just the way I liked it. With his other hand, he had a handful of my hair, slightly pulling it so that my head was leaned back, and our cheeks brushed against each other.
"Don't act shy, open your eyes, Lauren. I wanna see you," he said through gritted teeth.
He wasn't just fucking me, he was making love to me. He was making love to my body. And I loved every moment of it. I had to admit, a part of me felt terrible for what was happening right now. While everyone awaited our presence, I was being fucked into oblivion.
"Fuck!" I moaned aloud before immediately going silent, instantly regretting it. Still gripping my hair, he used this opportunity to pull my head back even more, allowing me to feel his lips come in contact with my ear.
"Don't hold back. No one can hear you, love," he grunted. "I wanna hear you," he added before sending a hard slap to my ass causing me to cry out in pleasure.
As he continued to fuck me, I did exactly as he wanted and let him hear me. I lost complete control, shouting every obscenity possible. I pressed my hand into the floor, not being able to grip anything, causing me to ball my hand into a tight fist. He grabbed my hand intertwining our fingers as he pulled my arm behind my back, holding it there.
He let go of my hair before using his hand to turn my chin, sloppily kissing me. He continued to sloppily kiss me, moving from my mouth down to my neck. He kissed, licked, and bit me.
Every now and then, brief thoughts of our families would emerge in my head. The guilty feeling I once had was no more. Fuck the family.
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"You ready, love?" Michael asked breaking me out of my thoughts. I looked at him before biting my lips as I tried to refrain from attacking him. "Yoo hoo," he sang as he waved his hand at me.
"I'm sorry, babe. I'm almost done, I just need a few more minutes," I told him as I continued to cover up all of the places where he marked his territory. Leave it to Michael to dress me up with all these damn love marks.
I took my attention away from doing my makeup so I could look at him. I took in his outfit, noticing he was wearing one of his red button down shirts and a pair of black slacks that he paired with one of his many fedoras and a pair of loafers. I grinned to myself when I noticed his cute little Mickey Mouse watch.
"What?" He asked smiling small.
"Nothing, just looking," I smirked as I turned my attention back to my makeup.
"Like what you see?" He asked as he walked up behind me, pressing himself against me before wrapping his arms around me. He began placing kisses along my collar bone as he kissed his way up. I couldn't help but let out a satisfying sigh.
"Not enough to get started with you. Again." I replied sternly.
After finishing my makeup, I turned around and faced him. With his arms still around me, he pulled me into him and I threw my arms around his neck. We just stood there and looked at each other giving me the opportunity to stand on my tippy toes and steal a kiss from him. He smirked at me before biting his lips.
"And you sure I didn't hurt you?" He asked nervously moving his eyes towards my stomach as he gently rubbed his hand over it.
"No baby, you didn't. I promise." I assured him looking into his eyes referring to earlier. He was skeptical about me laying flat on my stomach, but I told him it would be fine and even laid on a pillow. I looked away from him and at his shirt before back at him. "You sure you wanna wear a long sleeve shirt? You're not gonna be hot?" I asked.
"I'll be fine, love," he replied quickly.
I just simply nodded my head deciding to take his answer. It's no secret he was always wearing long sleeves and jackets, but in this particular moment, I knew he wasn't feeling up to having to put on all that makeup to cover up his vitiligo. I completely understood his reasoning and I wasn't gonna protest it at all.
"Come on, we're already late as hell," I told him as I stepped out of his grasp.
I heard him groan and mumble something under his breath causing me to laugh as I pulled him out of the bathroom, soon making our way out of the bedroom.
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We were all outside together enjoying each other's company. Michael's brothers including his brother in law, Nathaniel were grilling, music blasted throughout the ranch with Sly & The Family Stone currently playing. Some of the younger boys had a football game going. Everyone was everywhere doing something different. And there was so much out here to do.
Michael pulled out all the stops. He even had trainers come by so the children could pet the animals, every single ride was up and running, and there were different little carts around. Each one consisted of candy, snow cones, popcorn, pickles, ice cream, and so much more. It really was his very own amusement park, and for someone like him, it was pretty convenient.
Surprisingly, all of my nerves seemed to flee from my body, and I was at ease as I mingled with his family. I looked around seeing my family interact with his family and I couldn't help but smile at the sight.
Michael had a big ass family. All of his siblings, cousins, nieces and nephews, it was truly a beautiful thing. I smiled to myself at the thought of raising children with him and expanding this damn family even bigger than what it is now.
I looked on as everyone rode different rides, taking pictures left and right not wanting to miss out on a single memory. Janet's boyfriend René walked around and filmed everyone. I continued to take pictures until a distinctive laugh caught my attention. I turned and looked over at the Octopus where Michael was riding with some of his nieces and nephews. The oldest and the loudest one on the ride as he held onto his fedora so it wouldn't fly away.
I stood there and watched until the ride came to an end. I made sure to take as many pictures of everyone as possible. The looks on all of the kids' faces were priceless. They all looked like they had the times of their lives, but were shook at the same time. I couldn't hide the blush that appeared on my face as Michael walked over to me with that big, beautiful smile before biting his lip.
He playfully rolled his eyes when he noticed I was snapping pictures of him as he made his way over to me.
"Stand there so I can get a decent one," I grinned. He rolled his eyes but gave in and smiled. I started to walk away, but he stopped me.
"Let me get one of you," he replied and I looked at him seeing an annoying smirk on his face.
I sighed and rolled my eyes before handing him the camera. I stood there for what felt like forever as he snapped pictures of me. I rolled my eyes at him, discreetly giving him the finger when he kept playfully directing me and telling me different poses to do.
"Just say the word and we can sneak off to one of the guest cabins," he enthused.
Ignoring his suggestion, I smirked and took my camera from him. Just as he was about to say something else, Marlon's wife approached us.
"Look at you two, looking all happy and cute, and in love," she cooed as she laughed lightly. "I can take y'all picture if you want," she offered.
"Yeah," I replied immediately as I placed my camera in her hands. One picture turned into ten because she kept raving about how cute we looked as a couple. Once she was finished, we thanked her and she went on her way to go watch her and Marlon's children ride the rides.
"Baby this place is really beautiful. Even more beautiful during the day," I said as I took this time to look around and really take in the ranch now that it was daytime. "I can't believe how big it is," I said in awe.
"Perfect place to raise our growing family," he said as he pulled me into him before placing a kiss on my forehead. I remained silent and gave him a small smile not really wanting to get into this conversation. "All 18 of them," he added causing my eyes to grow wide.
"18 what!?" I asked in shock.
"Kids," he replied casually.
"And who gone be pushing out the other 17?" I asked pulling away from him, folding my arms across my chest.
"My beautiful fiancé that's standing in front of me," he said as he pulled me back into him and placed a light peck on my lips.
"Uncle Michael, come ride the zipper!" His nephew, Austin yelled excitedly as he ran up to us, taking ahold of Michael's hand as soon as we pulled apart. "I'm gonna beat your record!" I heard him squeal as they continued on their way to the ride.
Once they were no longer in my eye sight, I turned my attention to everyone else and began taking more pictures. I turned my attention to Katherine and Joe who were sitting on a bench together, and the sight was very warming. Surprising to see Joe in this setting, but still warming. I watched as Katherine was stealing his popcorn, and immediately went to take the picture before it was too late.
My small smile turned into a frown when I noticed Joseph stale facing me. I quickly looked away deciding to take a break from taking pictures. I saw Janet and Rebbie sitting at one of the tables talking amongst themselves and decided to join them since I haven't done as much mingling with his family.
"Hey Lauren," Janet greeted me as I approached the table.
"Hey y'all," I smiled.
"You're not gonna ride anything?" Rebbie asked looking in my direction.
"Oh, me? Girl no," I chuckled. "I rather take pictures and watch everyone else have fun. Why aren't you two riding anything?"
"You won't catch me getting on anything. Especially that damn zipper," Rebbie joked causing us to laugh.
"It's nice that you all come together like this. It's so many of y'all so this is the perfect place." I said and they nodded.
"Yeah, a whole damn army," Janet joked. "All this land, the whole family is here, and yet someone is still missing," she added as she looked away from us as she glanced around at everything.
I knew she was referring to La Toya, who was obviously the only one out of the Jackson clan who wasn't here. She wasn't at the show last night either. There's been different things and rumors going on surrounding her and her relationship with her manager, as well as different ventures that she's been dabbling in. I'm not the type to pry, so I wasn't gonna ask any questions. This was something to talk about with Michael and not his sisters or anyone else in his family.
"You've been busy with that camera, girl," Miss Katherine said as she approached the table we were sitting at. I gave her a smile, ignoring the fact that Joseph was trailing behind her.
"I love photography," I replied with a big smile. "I'm currently working with my mentor, helping him out with different shoots. Just trying to make a name for myself." I explained and everyone nodded at my response. Everyone but Joe, who instead cleared his throat as he looked away.
I internally rolled my eyes as I continued to flash a smile before speaking again. Things became quiet, and if I'm not mistaken, I could've sworn Katherine discreetly hit Joseph.
"I can't wait until y'all see them once I get them developed." I said excitedly, breaking the silence.
Everyone gave me a smile as they agreed with wanting to see the pictures once they've been developed.
"So, what kind of shoots have you done?" Miss Katherine asked and all eyes were on me.
"Um, well I've done a couple of movie shoots and some magazine spreads. I actually helped out with one of Michael's most recent shoots," I smiled.
"Is that where you two met?" Rebbie asked.
"No." I shook my head. "By then, we had already known each other. I actually wasn't aware of who I would be shooting that day, so it was a surprise to see Michael there," I replied.
"Just so happened to be in the right place, right time," Joe chimed in as he raised his eyebrows. He had a snarky tone, but I decided to ignore it for the sake of everyone else, but his ass was tap dancing on my last nerve. My patience was real thin with him, but I keep trying to remind myself that it's just for one day.
"I guess you could say that. But that's the perks of working with Benji," I replied.
"Well I'm gonna have to steal you for a shoot or two," Janet spoke up causing my eyes to widen.
"Really?"
"Yes, girl. I've been working on the finishing touches of my new album, and I'm still looking for someone to shoot the single covers, and all the other photo shoots pertaining to the album in general." She explained. "I'd offer to even take you on tour with me when the time comes to do the photography," and my eyes got even wider.
"Janet, are you serious?" I squealed causing her to laugh as she nodded.
"I see y'all are still corrupting her," Michael said as he walked up to us.
Janet rolled her eyes playfully before responding. "No one's corrupting her. I was just telling her how I would love to bring her on tour with me as my main photographer," she smirked as she looked at him.
I turned and looked at him and wanted to laugh, but refrained from doing so. The look on his face was priceless. "Too bad she can't go," he replied simply.
"Why not?" Janet asked.
"Because she'll be busy."
"With what?"
"With- Maybe I just want her to be my personal photographer, Dunk. How about that?" He asked folding his arms across his chest like a child.
I don't know what was funnier. The fact that he was acting like a kid, or the fact that they were casually discussing me as if I wasn't sitting in between them. I just simply shook my head at their theatrics. I knew Michael was only lying because there was no way I could be a new mom and go on tour, he just couldn't say that without telling people our secret. But knowing him, he's probably serious and will actually want me to be his personal photographer.
Before Janet could say anything else, René was approaching the table with his camera as he filmed us. As he got closer, he focused on Janet.
"René," she whined. "Don't start with that camera," she laughed. She playfully excused herself from the table as she tried to get away from him as he continued to film her.
Rebbie also left when Nathaniel took a break from grilling to ride the ferris wheel with her. I thought it was the cutest thing. The ferris wheel and the carousel would probably be the only things I would actually get on. It was now Michael, Miss Katherine, Joseph and I sitting at the table. Surprisingly, the silence was comfortable as we all looked on at everyone.
I couldn't help but notice Joseph steal a few glances but decided to brush it off. He's been on my ass ever since this morning and I truly don't understand his reasoning behind it. I hadn't made up my mind yet on whether or not I'm gonna bring it up to Michael. I was conflicted because I didn't want to start anything. Maybe it would be best if I just ride the rest of this wave until this damn day is finally over, and I don't have to really be around him. At least not until the next family gathering.
My stomach growled and the rush of embarrassment immediately consumed me. Luckily, only Michael had noticed and he couldn't fight the urge to laugh as he looked at me. "You want something to eat?" He asked after his small laughter died down.
"Yes. A hotdog. Burned just like I like it," I replied with excitement as if I were a young child. The thought of a hotdog fresh off the grill made my mouth water.
"Ketchup, mustard?" He asked as he stood up.
"Both! And don't forget relish," I said causing him to jokingly frown in disgust before walking away from the table, leaving me with his parents. Katherine looked my way and flashed a smile causing me to do the same.
"You make him happy." Miss Katherine spoke up. "I haven't seen him ever be this smitten with anyone. Not to mention how private he is with his relationships, so the fact that he constantly talks to me about you non-stop says a lot," she continued causing my eyes to widen.
"He talks about me to you?" I asked in shock.
"Yes," she laughed. "'Mother, Lauren and I did this. Lauren and I did that. I can't wait to bring her to Neverland. I wish she could've stayed on the rest of the tour with me.' He goes on and on about you, and I love it." She gushed causing me to smile and blush. That was enough to make me feel special. The relationship and bond Michael shared with his mother was very loving. And to know he loves talking about me to her means the world to me.
"How's Tatiana? Didn't you say she stopped by the other day?" Joseph asked Katherine before I could speak.
Katherine slightly scrunched her face, wondering where the random question came from as she looked at him before responding. "Yes she stopped by. It was the first time in a long time, but she calls every now and then to check on me," she replied.
"She was a nice girl. Beautiful. They made a great couple. Still do." He expressed.
Excuse me?
I swallowed the lump in my throat, keeping a small smile plastered on my face wanting to be anywhere but at this table. Where the hell was Michael? It doesn't take that long to get a damn hotdog. He was so casually speaking about this woman and their relationship as if I wasn't sitting at this table. If his goal is to make me feel uncomfortable and unwanted, he achieved it. Thankfully the conversation was cut short when a few of their grandkids came and got them so they could pet the animals with them.
I was now sitting here by myself, and I couldn't help but to internally sigh, enjoying the peace. But it was only momentary peace, because Michael was finally headed this way with my hotdog. Only he wasn't alone, he had his brothers with him. All five of them. They were laughing and joking about something, and I couldn't help but smile at their interactions.
As he got closer, he looked my way and plastered a big smile on his face. "I brought you a lemonade as well." He said sitting the plate and cup in front of me, before sitting down and kissing my lips.
"How'd you know I wanted two?" I asked noticing the second hot dog.
"I know you," he smirked.
"Well, thank you," I grinned. "Hi," I greeted his brothers before taking a bite of my hotdog. They greeted me as well as introducing themselves as if I didn't know who they were before they sat down.
"So we finally get to meet the girl that's got our brother in love?" Jackie spoke.
"Never thought we'd see the day," Tito chimed in and everyone agreed causing Michael to roll his eyes.
"How'd you two meet?" Marlon asked.
"One of his concerts when he came to New York. I was a contest winner on the radio," I explained. "I almost didn't go to show because I didn't want to go alone since my friend, Ashlyn wouldn't be able to go. And literally at the last minute she convinced me to get a ticket, but they were all sold out. But I got lucky in the end," I smiled looking away from them and over at Michael.
They all nodded accepting my answer.
"So, is Ashlyn single?" Jermaine asked as he smirked.
All of the brothers sent glares his way, and he looked at them wondering why he was receiving those looks.
I just shook my head before responding. "She isn't. She has a boyfriend. His name is Mark."
"How serious are they?" He asked, not letting up.
"Very." I replied simply.
"Anyway, back to the way y'all met." Randy chimed in. "Sounds like some corny shit from a movie," Randy joked and we all laughed before things went silent.
"So, Lauren, what is it that you do?" Jermaine asked breaking the brief silence as he took a sip of his beer.
"Jermaine." Michael replied sternly.
"It's fine." I spoke up. "I'm a photographer. Well up and coming," I laughed lightly.
"She's a photographer," Michael interrupted, causing me to look at him. "Not up and coming," he added and I couldn't help but smile at his compliment.
"That's good to know." Jermaine replied. "Nice for that to be cleared up. Especially since the papers say you're in another line of work. Always wondered why Mikey was so infatuated with spending lengthy amounts of time in hotels." He added catching me by surprise.
First Joseph, now Jermaine. Like father, like son.
"Bro," Jackie spoke up, slapping Jermaine in the back of the head.
"Maine, chill out bro," Tito added.
"What? It was an honest statement," he replied . His tone was anything but genuine, and I'm sure everyone noticed.
"Same reason why we're all wondering why you're infatuated with your brother's girlfriend, and mother of his children." Michael snapped. He sounded so calm which worried me a bit, because I'm sure he was pretty pissed right now.
Everyone was quiet, including Jermaine, who was speechless. Randy cleared his throat and looked away, indicating he was the brother Michael was referring to. I simply took a sip of my lemonade before taking another bite of my hotdog, finishing it.
We were now sitting in an awkward silence until Michael stood up and reached his hand out to me. "You finished?" He asked and I nodded my head, not really wanting the second one anymore. He took ahold of my hand, helping me up, and grabbed my plate with the other. "You'll have to excuse Jermaine, he's always been a hater," was all he said before leading us away from the table. I could hear his brothers snickering at his comments. All except Jermaine of course.
As we walked, I glanced at him noticing him clench his jaw before calming down. "I'm sorry about that," he said as we approached a trashcan.
"You don't have to apologize. You did nothing wrong. I'm fine, babe." I replied as we threw the plate and cup in the trash.
"Now I'm unsure about even telling them our news," he expressed.
"No, we should still tell them. Both of our families are here, and who knows the next time everybody will be in one place again," I replied.
"Even though everyone isn't here now," he mumbled. I knew he was referring to La Toya. Her absence seemed like a touchy subject for everyone. And though I don't know the story, it's disappointing to know that whatever it is, it's serious enough for her to not be here with her family. It would've been nice to meet her.
The sounds of screaming caught our attention and we looked in the direction of the zipper. I shook my head as I watched it take whoever was on there around as each individual car flipped in different directions.
"I can't wait to get you on that," he spoke as he pulled me into him causing me to scoff in response. "I definitely can't wait to get you up on that ferris wheel."
"Let's go," I said prepared to move but he stopped me.
"Not now. Later. Get you on there, take you all the way to the top and stop up there. And do whatever comes to mind," he said in my ear before placing a kiss on my cheek.
"How long have you been thinking about this?"
"Long enough," he replied and I shook my head as I let out a chuckle. "Just wait until everyone's gone." He smirked.
"Well for now, I wanna get on the carousel," I beamed and he chuckled as he took my hand in his. Together we walked hand in hand until we reached the carousel. I got on one of the horses, and Michael got on the one beside me.
Seeing that everyone was off enjoying something else, that left he and I to ride the carousel alone. As it went, I couldn't help but smile, feeling like a big ass kid, allowing the nostalgia to take over me. Being here at this ranch with all these rides and festivities, brought back so much nostalgia.
All of the memories of my parents taking me to Coney Island. I looked over at Michael and laughed as I watched him. It was clear that he was enjoying himself. He even had that big beautiful smile on his face.
I noticed he was humming a tune. I had to admit it sounded quite lovely, but I wasn't familiar with the song. "What's that?" I asked curiously.
"Oh nothing, just a song we were working on for Thriller, but it didn't make the album," he said simply.
"What are the words?"
I lost my heart, On the carousel
To a circus girl, Who left my heart in pieces
"How ironic," I joked acknowledging the fact that we're actually on the carousel. "So can I hear the actual song?" I asked.
"Maybe," he smirked and I rolled my eyes.
Once the ride came to an end, we hopped off, only to be met with an announcement that the magician had arrived. He really did pull out all the stops today. As we made our way to one of the theaters, I finally caught up with my family who I felt I hadn't seen at all today. I joked with them before they went back their separate ways.
My mom and Miss Katherine were adjoined at the hip as they talked and laughed about something. My brother and sister were hanging with some of their nieces and nephews, and cousins that were close in age. My father and Jackie were engrossed in conversation. I frowned when I saw Ashlyn because I haven't spent any time with her at all today.
"Hey," I grinned as I approached her.
"Hey girl," she laughed.
"I feel bad. I haven't been with you at all today," I pouted.
"Girl I don't care, I've enjoyed myself. Rebbie and I have been talking all damn day." She laughed. "And I've been on every ride out here. Plus, I know you can't really ride anything," she spoke lowly.
"I still feel bad," I said continuing to pout.
"Don't start this shit, Lauren," she joked as she playfully rolled her eyes. "Mark is gonna be pissed he missed out on this." She added and I nodded in agreement as I laughed.
"I have so much to tell you. And I still gotta get through this damn announcement," I rolled my eyes.
"Good luck," she replied sincerely.
"I need it."
As we gathered in the theater, there was a display that contained a variety of snacks and other delectables to choose from. I decided to grab a few packs of m&ms.
I was in awe as I entered the auditorium. It was a nice size, filled with enough seats to hold a small concert. There was a stage that held a couple of curtains. One set to cover the giant screen when it's not being used. And another to to close the stage off. In the back of the room, there are a few rooms visible that held beds. I had the urge to get in the bed, because now would be the perfect time to get a good nap. But that was nothing more than a pipe dream since the kids took all the rooms.
I just went to the seat that Michael had waiting for me in the front. Janet and René were on the other side of Michael, and Ashlyn was beside me. The show was incredible. I know he was there for the kids, but I probably enjoyed the show just as much as them, if not even more.
The entire time I was impressed with him and all of the tricks he did. I even volunteered to be one of his assistants. I was shook when he actually made me disappear only for me to appear in the bathroom. I was thankful because I really did have to pee.
I needed to learn that trick so I could teleport to the bathroom once I'm further along. When I returned, Michael teased me and I ignored him. We gave the magician a standing ovation once his show came to an end. Once he was escorted out, Michael and I took the stage. All eyes were on us, and I could feel the butterflies fluttering in my stomach. Everyone sat quietly and patiently as they awaited our announcement.
"We have an announcement to make," Michael spoke up as he looked away from the crowd, glancing at me before returning his attention to our families.
"Actually a couple of announcements," I laughed nervously and Michael took my hand into his.
"I'm pregnant," I blurted out.
"And we're getting married," Michael added.
I smiled nervously as I looked around the room only to receive different facial expressions. My father and my siblings were shocked.
"I knew it!" My mom squealed.
"Me too!" Ashlyn chimed in.
"Y'all don't count. Y'all already knew." I replied rolling my eyes.
"You knew!?" My father asked my mother shocked.
"Of course I knew, not because she told me. Because I'm a mother. And mothers know everything." She replied.
"Exactly. And it's about time y'all said something." Miss Katherine spoke up.
"Mother, you knew all this time and didn't even say anything to me, after all the times we've talked," Michael said.
"Well, I did have nine children. So of course I knew. What y'all think Shanice and I have been talking about all this time?" She joked as she and my mother smirked at each other in agreement.
"Besides, y'all weren't exactly hiding it that well. But it's adorable that y'all tried," Rebbie grinned. "Congratulations by the way."
We began receiving congratulations from almost everyone. I couldn't help but smile, accepting all the love we were receiving. I even teared up a bit.
"How stupid could you be?" Jospeh asked finally breaking his silence. Everyone immediately looked at him as he stood up shooting daggers our way.
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