"Hey guys" Hae greets the live, waving at the camera "I think i'm gonna wait until more people come in" she tells them, her dark eyes drifting towards the comments
'She looks upset'
'what's happening?'
'why am i scared?'
'she looks so tired'
usually Hae would address these comments but today she didn't, that only made the viewers more nervous
"I think that's enough people" she sighs "well so as you can probably gather this isn't going to be a happy video. Well as you all know i have been receiving a lot of hate recently and i haven't been doing great to put it lightly. It's made me dread performing, something i used to love" she says, crossing her legs
'Omg Hae'
'I feel so bad for her'
'please don't say she's leaving'
'She can't leave!'
'She doesn't deserve any of the hate she's getting'
"so i've decided to take a break. It will be for around a month and after i will come back just as before. I know a lot of you guys may not be happy about this but i need it, i need a break, right now i'm not enjoying this anymore so hopefully after my break i'll be back to normal. I know usually idols don't announce their hiatus' themselves but i just felt like i owe you a proper explanation"
'We're going to miss you, Hae'
'Our sun :('
'We love you sunny <3'
'I'm going to miss her so much'
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Hae was in the car, getting ready to leave for France. All of the boys where there with her, they got out of the car and walked into the airport. They got the the gate, paparazzi all around them, cameras flashing and words being yelled. They stood at the entrance, none of them wanting to say goodbye, to believe she was actually leaving
"Well time to say goodbye" she sighs, turning to the eight boys
"i'm going to miss you so much" Han tells her, wrapping her in a hug
"i'm going to miss you too, Hannie" She sighs "but it's only a month. It'll be over soo quick"
"It's too long" he cries, moving away from her and towards the group, turning around so she can't see him cry
"Hae" Changbin whispers, hugging her, he cries into his shoulder "You better be back soon"
"I will" she chuckles, he pulls away and Seungmin goes up, his face already wet with salty tears
"Minnie" she sighs as he hugs her, surprised by his enthusiasm
"I can't believe you're not going to be here" he cries, shaking his head into her shoulder
"It's only a month, you'll be okay" she assures, rubbing his back "and you can always call me"
"yeah i guess" he smiles, pulling away
"Sunny" Felix sobs, crashing into her
"Yongbokie" she whispers
"Who am i going to talk to? who's going to make sure i'm okay? i can't do it" He whispers
"Lixie, you'll be fine" she assures "you're strong....you can do it"
"i don't know if i can"
"i do" she smiles "i know you can do it" she nods, hugging him again before he goes back to the group and Hyunjin comes up
"Rosey" he sighs, hugging her. Only he called her rosey and he only said it when he knew she was upset or when he was upset, in this case it was both.
"Jinnie" she smiles, rubbing his back
"Who's going to laugh at my jokes now you're gone?" He chuckles, pulling away from her and holding her arms
"I'm not sure" she shrugs, laughing with him "I'm going to miss you a lot, my jin jin" she frowns, hugging him again
"so am i" He tells her. He stays hugging her for a couple more seconds before going back to let I.N talk to her
"Aw Innie" she smiles, noting his damp face and tear filled eyes
"What am i going to do without you?" He questions, she walks closer and she wraps her arms around him
"Jeongin...." she whispers into his ear. She only called him that when she was being serious "I promise you are going to be okay....i wouldn't leave if i wasn't sure of it"
"i know....i love you, Sunny" he smiles
"i love you too, I.N" she tells him, rubbing his back "i've taught you well" she jokes
"you have" he nods, backing away from her, rubbing his eyes
"Channie" she sighs as he walks up to her, holding his arms out for her to walk into
"I'm so sorry......so so so sorry" He whispers into her ear
"why are you sorry?" she questions, looking up at him
"because i failed you..." he explains "I'm the leader i'm meant to make sure everyone's okay ........but you're not" he says, tears falling down his cheek
"Chan...." she sighs, hugging the older boy again "You're right, i'm not okay but i will be and you made that possible. You are the best leader i could ever ask for. I love you so much Chan and none of this is your fault. I owe everything to you" She tells him, he sobs and steps back from the girl, letting Lee know go forward
"Hae.." He whispers, wrapping her in his arms
"Lino" she sighs, melting into him
"I love you more than anything else in the entire world" He tells the girl "i'm going to miss you so much"
"I really do wish i could take you with me" She tells him
"so do i but you need time to yourself, with your family" He says, rubbing her back
"i love you so much" She says, leaning into his shoulder "but i gotta go now"
"oh yeah" he chuckles, letting go of her "i wanna kiss you bye but.." he sighs, nudging his head to the paparazzi
"yeah" she whispers, letting go of his hands and turning to the group "i love you guys so much" she cries "bye" she waves, walking backwards into the gate. They all wave to her, she turns around so they can't see her cry. No matter how sad she was, she wouldn't cry in front of them. Hae takes her seat on the plane and finally let's herself cry. She lets it all out, all of her frustrations, worries and sadness. Many people watch her, some even taking photos, she doesn't care though, it doesn't matter to her.
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@TheNews01- Hae was seen at airport saying goodbye to the other member to go back to France for a break
user032- all because of some sad people
user759- Our sun isn't shinning so bright anymore :( hopefully she comes back feelig better
user42840- Hae is everything to me, i don't understand how people don't like her
user4729- I hope she comes back from France feeling better so she can enjoy perfrorming again
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Hae was sitting on the sofa, scrolling on her phone when she got a notification for Chan's room. She smiled to herself and started watching it. Around mid way through the live Chan read out a comment "Do you know when Hae's coming back?" He read out, taking a deep breath and looking to the ceiling for a moment "Well.....uh" he sighed, touching his hat "No, i don't" he told the live "Sunny, is going to stay in France for as long as it takes for her to feel better and happier. It doesn't matter how long she's there, just as long as she comes back feeling like herself again. We all miss her a lot. It's not the same without Hae here but she needs a break and that's okay. We're going to wait for her as long as she needs" He said, taking deep breaths "she has the most beautiful soul. She's always there for everyone, but now she has to be there for herself and take care of her instead of everyone else. It's about time" Hae wiped the tears off her cheeks and swiped off the live, going to her message app. She went to Chan and texted him 'I love you so much, Channie. You're the best leader i could have ever asked for. You have such a kind soul, and you make the world a better place just by being here. I'll be back soon, Chan and again, i love you so much' She sent it and went back onto the live. She saw him read the text and then saw him tear up. She chuckled and went back onto messages 'Don't cry, you baby' she messaged him. Then she went back onto the live and watched him laugh before messaging her back
'Go take a nap, it's late' She laughed and texted a thumbs up back. She watched the rest of his live and then slept afterwards, thinking of the boys back in Korea.
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It had been two months and Hae was finally back in Korea. She had stayed off of the internet and spent all her time with her parents and little sister, sometimes going out with her little sister. She had gotten close with Rosey, so close her first word was Hae. That made her mother laugh so hard she couldn't breathe for 10 minutes. When Hae had gotten to the airport for the flight back to Korea Rosey didn't want to leave her, clinging to her until the last moment
"i promise i'll be back soon, Rosey" she told the toddler, holding her tiny hands in hers "bye mumma" she said to her mother, turning to her step-dad "bye dad" Hae had started calling Dan 'dad' seeing as they had gotten really close, i mean they were always close but in those two months Hae had came to him for everything.
"Bye, honey" Dan smiles, hugging the girl. Her hair was dyed black and she wasn't any wearing make up. Being in France had helped her like she thought it would, she found her self wanting to perform again, even dreaming about it some days, all she wanted to do was dance, sing, talk to fans but one thing most of all, she wanted to be back with her boys. Hae had always thought of France as her home but being back there made her realize Korea was her home, her home was with the boys, with Lee know. So she was excited to go back.
She stepped off of the plane and quickly made her way out of the tunnel. The boys called her on the plane, telling her they were already there and were waiting for her. She got to the end and found a bunch of paparazzi waiting for her, their cameras flashing as soon as they saw her, she smiled at them and walked through, looking around for her members. She looked to her left and saw them, all eight of them standing there with bright faces, waiting for her. She immediately felt relief flood her body. Her eyes locked with Lee know's and she ran at him, leaving her suitcase behind her. Their bodies met and he hugged her, she started sobbing out of pure happiness. She was back where she belonged, back with her members.