CHAPTER FIFTY ONE
Messages
CHRIS
3:45am
Chris
hey
Bella
hi
Chris
how are you ?
Bella
fine
Chris
we both know that's a lie
Bella
it's whatever Chris
Bella
i'm over it
Chris
he hurt you really bad, you
don't have to pretend with me
Chris
and i just want to apologise for
what i said last night, i'm really sorry
Bella
it's fine chris
Chris
i just feel like nothing is the
same anymore, between me and
you and it's killing me and i know
i have myself to blame for that
Chris
but i just don't know what to do anymore
Bella
Chris
Bella
don't
Bella
please
Chris
if not now then when
Bella
just not now, it's late
Chris
but you're awake
Bella
because i can't sleep not bc i want
to have this conversation right now.
Chris
okay
seen 3:48am
CHRIS
4:10am
Bella
okay but what is there even to talk about anymore ?
Chris
there's so much
Bella
i really don't think there is
Chris
well you're in denial
Bella
no i'm not, we have a convo like this at
least once a month and nothing gets resolved
Chris
we just need to get it out and speak
about our feelings
Bella
our feelings ?
Bella
it's always going to be awkward chris because
we've kept such a big secret from Matt.
Bella
Matt.
Bella
And i could of told him last night but you
stopped me, sure it may have been awkward
for a few days but he can never stay mad
at us we need to own up to what we've done
Chris
what we've done ? we haven't
killed anyone Bella, we fucking
kissed a few times, he'll get over it
but i'm tired of it being awkward
Bella
i am not having this convo over text
Chris
so come to my room ?
Bella
no
Chris
why not ?
Bella
because we both know it won't end well
Chris
and that's the problem.
Chris
you can't control yourself around me
Bella
you must be joking 😭😭
Bella
YOU have always been the one to lean in first
Chris
that is such a lie
Bella
no it's not
Chris
cap
Bella
you're obsessed 🥱🥱
Chris
oh yes ofc
Bella
no shame Chris, honestly.
Chris
nope. none.
Bella
good for you ❤️
Chris
i need to sleep bro
Bella
😀😀
Chris
what
Bella
you do that
Bella
bro
Chris
oh don't tell me youre mad that
i called you bro. And i'm the one obsessed?
Bella
stfu
Chris
homies 🫢🫢
Bella
enough.
Chris
you know what we all haven't done in ages
Bella
what
Chris
karaoke night
Bella
NEVER AGAIN
Chris
WHY
Bella
aidens and nicks duet actually traumatised me
Chris
😭😭😭😭
Chris
they were awful
Bella
chris
Chris
bella
Bella
we need to sleep
Chris
true
Bella
goodnight
Chris
goodnight
authors note
hi besties 🫢🫢🫢
how is everyone ;))))
anyways new chapter
will update again tomorrow
you guys should go check my matt book out
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