It's been 3 days since we had dinner at the restaurant. Nothing really happened since then other than Isabella and Emily going to visit their family for a few days after promising to do something with me even they visit and Leandro stopping me on my way to my room to tell me I'll be going to school with the boys on Monday morning. Today is Friday so I still have 2 more days.
Anyway I'm in my closet staring at my now open wound though the mirror. I was walking back from my run with Els when I tripped and somehow ripped open the stitches I had. Luckily for me when I entered the mansion no one was in the kitchen or in the halls when I went up to my room. I already stopped the bleeding and bandaged it up so I'm trying to figure out how get stitched without anyone knowing. If I tell someone then they'll ask to many questions.
I'll deal with it later.
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I filled my plate up with a waffle and some grapes and was to start eating until I heard my name being called.
"Abriana me and the older ones will being leaving for a meeting so and won't back back until later this evening. Rocco is in charge, I trust to not listen to anything he says that is stupid enough to get you in truble" Leandro spoke from the head of the table, staring straight at me.
"Ok" I don't really see why really needed to tell me all that but I guess it was nice of him.
While everyone was still eating Sergio, Carmine Davide, Vincenzo and Leandro all go up and excused themselves from the table after saying it's time for them to leave.
But before Davide followed after them he came over to me and placed a soft kiss on my forehead and whispered in my ear.
"If they give you any truble put them in their place, see you later sorella" He said then walking away to catch up the the rest.
When he was gone I couldn't help but place my finger on where he kissed me.
It felt..nice
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I finished eating breakfast hours ago and it's lunch time right now but I'm not hungry. In fact I'm board out of my mind.
Arianna and Alano mush be grounded since I haven't heard from then for quite a bit and they're not answering my calls so I can't hang out with them.
I decided to go for a walk around the neighborhood I haven't really gone outside except for going until the forest.
But first I have to ask Rocco and if he says no then I'm still going.
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"Can I go for a walk around the neighborh-"
"I don't care what you do just don't bother me!" Rocco yelled slamming his door is my face.
Rude.
Well at least it's not a no not that I still would of listened.
I went back in my room and changed out of the sweats I was wearing and into a light blue sweater and black leggings and my blue converses.
I wanted to take Els with me cause I didn't want to go alone but she wouldn't stop whining so I let her stay.
5 minutes of me randomly walking down the street and along the side walk I came across a huge park that looked well taken care of, not surprising since only filthy rich people live in this area like my brothers.
It even had a huge water fountain and a forset that had a train in the middle with a few people jogging inside.
I diverted my attention to the play structure where kids were playing what looks to be a game of freeze tag.
I sat down at the bench near them and watched as they play.
I missed being a kid. At a young age I had to grow up and be more aware of the badness that surrounded me as much as my mom tried to keep my from it.
I noticed that one of the girls have been the tagger for a while and when she would get someone the other kids
would get them back in the game and when it was time to switch tagger the the kids made the same girl it.
By the time I walked up I could tell she was holding back tears.
"Do you want help to tag people?" I asked now standing beside her.
She turned her head to look up at then eagerly nodding her head.
I'm gonna go up to that slide where most of the boys are and block the slide so then they'll have no choice but to cross the bridge, but you have to be fast so the they can't reach the other side and go down the other slide or down the few stairs. Ok?
"Understood! By the way I'm Elisa"
"Arbiana, I'll give you the thumbs up on when you should come running"
"Ok"
I made my way up the small amount of steps and towards the the boys, passed them and sat down at the as if I'm about to go down.
I gave Elisa the thumbs up inbetween the poles of the railing beside the slide. It didn't take long for her to break out in a sprint.
For someone her age she's not very slow like most kids, neither is she fast.
When she neared the steps the lead onto the structure the boys started to panic.
"She's coming, Luca what do we do?" The chubby kid asked shaking the shoulders of who I presume is Luca.
"Easy go down the slide idiot" Luca said confidently turning around to face me."You! Go down the slide before you get one of us tagged" He demanded pointing his smelly crusty fingers up in my face.
I smirked at the blonde hair boy and grinning."No, I think I quite like it up here. The view of the grass and is very nice don't you think?" I said with fake enthusiasm while pretending to look around me.
"No I don't think, but what I do think is that if you don't move out my way then I'll tell my dad and my dad is a very important guy" Luca said confidently, appearing to be proud as if he did something special.
I rolled my eyes, unfazed at what he said."Well I don't see your dad so I guess I have nothing to worry about"
Elisa come running towards us. It was too late for Luca and his friends to try and run to the other side of the play structure without having to pass Elisa.
Mr Chubby here tried to forcefully to make me go down the slide but I held my ground and didn't budge.
Seconds later Elisa finally arrives and tag Luca on the arm and did the rest to the other 3 boys on either side of him. Luca stared down at his arm where she touched him in disgust.
And just like that Luca started to though fit."I'm not playing anymore! You cheated and by the way Elisa I let you tag me on purpose!"
"Luca time to go!" A woman called out from the benches where all the mothers were siting as he had their conversation.
It was like something flicked inside Luca. He straighted up himself like he wasn't just having a tantrum and took of running towards the woman who called him.
Mr chubby kid went after him we he realized he was with us.
I stood up and was about to leave buy stopped when there was a small tug on my sweater sleeve."Thank you for helping me" A smiling Elisa said.
"Your welcome, I going now, Bye"
"Bye"
I walked around the park admiring the beautiful flowers for about 2 hours before finally heading back.
"Where were you?" Nino asked coming from one of the hallways just as I was closing the front door.
"I went for a walk and found this huge park and decided to stay for a bit" I answered."Why?"
Nino shrugged."I was looking for you to know if you wanted to do something together but it's too late now" I could tell he was trying to cover it up the disappointed I'm his voice but failed.
I felt bad. Nino is one of the few that tries to involve me in things, maybe I should ask him to come with me.
"How about tomorrow?"
Nino's eyes widen with, obviously not expecting to to suggest that. Heck even shocked myself when I said that too.
"Sure, we can go in the backyard, swim, play video games. Whatever you want I don't really care" I can Nino meant by what he said and just really wanted to hang out.
After that we went our own ways. I made my way upstairs and the top I bumped into Lanzoni.
I was about to apologize even though he was the one that bumped into since he was distracted by his phone.
"Watch where your going" He grunted shoving me to the side in the process of him walking away.
I pushed him hard almost knocking him down. Who does he think he is by bumping into me be when it's his fault and then telling me to watch where I'm going.
He quickly gained his balance spun around and stepped into my personal space trying to act all intimidating.
He was so close the I could smell his cologne. I wrinkled my nose, taking another step back. A smirk made it's way to his lips and stepped closer to me.
"Can't you take a hint? I don't want to be so near to you" I said giving him a hefty shove forcing him to move back."What is your problem with me? And what's with the glares you send me when know ones looking? What. Is. Your. Problem. With. Me."
Just like before Lanzoni came right back up to me."My problem is you! If it wasn't for you dad and mom wouldn't have fought with each other as they did, If it wasn't for you dad wouldn't have divorced mom, if it wasn't for you dad wouldn't have made mom leave, if you weren't born then mom would still be here today" He finished his sentence off by giving pushing me.
I hadn't intended on him to push like he did. I hadn't realize until now how near I was to edge of the stairs. I tired to gain my balance but slipped on one of Valentino's toy car. I couldn't catch myself from falling down the stairs.
My mind couldn't help but drift back to way Lanzoni said and how true his word were.
If I wasn't born mom would still be here today with them, happy and alive.
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