Perhaps having a positive attitude going into this could help me. Said no on ever. I suppose my pessimism would only worsen my circumstances, however, I couldn't bring myself to care. I've hit rock bottom and honestly I don't have any escape plan. Endure it Luke. Word harder Luke. Be polite Luke. I was so sick of it. I honestly wanted to die but the bloody master bond would prevent any attempts I could make.
"Eat." A voice startled me from my thoughts. I simply turned my head towards them. Blaise- No Sir Blaise was towering beside me. His lips turned down when I made no move to follow his command. Stepping forward he brought his hand near my face, I flinched violently. When I felt no pain I peaked one eye open. His downturned lips were more prominent now. His stance shifted and I heard the click of metal hitting ceramic.
"Open." A bowl. He had reached for a bowl beside me? And now he was attempting to feed me? I hesitantly opened my mouth. Warm sweetness exploded across my tongue. It was delicious. I swiftly sat up and reached for the bowl. Just as quickly as I had raised my hand it was swatted down.
"I gave you the opportunity to feed yourself now sit still." I opened my mouth to argue but found no excuse. Blaise took it as his opportunity to shovel another mouthful down. I couldn't help but moan at the flavor. Perhaps a bit ridiculous but if you had only eaten flavourless grey mush for the past three hundred years you'd find porridge heavenly too. The next bite came slower, he seemed to hesitate, likely debating whether to reward me with the food. Reward it is I guess.
"It's not a reward, basic needs won't be rewarded here. There will be a slightly different focus that you may well enjoy if you're good." I wasn't sure if this was a good thing. I mean yes I was incredibly horny and yes I would definitely bend over for anyone but I wasn't sure the sexual torture would be worth it. Not with how sensitive I would be after not being touched for almost 500 years. Not even by my own hand.
A chuckle broke the domestic bubble I'd found myself in. Cassius. I'd wondered where he'd gone off to. A firm hand gripped my jaw and turned it towards them. The same hand lifted a spoon to my lips and pushed lightly. I opened willingly before licking my lips.
"This makes things all that more interesting." I doubted anything Cassius had planned could be too bad, but I suppose someone who followed Nathan and Angel around willingly must be some sort of psychopath.
"Easy there tiger don't want to be racking anymore punishments for yourself now do you?" I was beginning to find Cassius more intimidating. Perhaps the coy smile was the main culprit.
"We've decided on appropriate arrangements which we'll discuss as you eat." Adrian? When the fucking hell had he walked in. Ugh. Vampire speed. Blaise chuckled from next to me reminding me my thoughts were on blast. I flushed deeply.
"Due to recent....events your thoughts will still be screened and listened to, however, you won't be punished for them. Addition-"
What in the flying fuck is he on about.
"If you let me finish. Additionally you'll be given lessons on blocking. It will help you keep that smart mouth from getting you killed.
Now for the rules;
1. Use requested titles.
2. Use your safe words, no nodding or gestures.
3. Communicate openly and truthfully, you will be punished for lying.
4. No orgasms without permission, however, you may touch yourself.
5. If you want something ask permission for it, however, you don't need to earn it.
6. Obey all requests if inside limits-"
Limits?? Safe words?? This almost sounds like consent. Cue the eye roll.
"I'm getting there Luke be patient. You won't be punished or face consequences for being honest of your limits. However, you will required to give explanation and notes, and will be punished for lying.
Rewards are not limited to but include;
1. Cuddle time
2. Stuffies
3. Daddy time
4. Orgasms
5. Playtime by your directions
6. Special Items
7. Massages
8. Quality time with requested individuals, this may include dates, sex, cooking and really anything.
Of course there are other things you may request or be offered as well. Now onto the limits and safe words. I'll be giving you a BDSM contract that both you and everyone involved will sign. It will include your likes, dislikes, safe words and limits as well as theirs. You can begin to fill this is and we'll ask questions as you go." Adrian passed me a thick stack of paper. It seemed to be hundreds of pages long. I looked up at his dumbly.
"It included punishments and everything else I've mentioned as well. Oh and the others have already included their parts."
"Right." I glanced down at the pages and a pen was presented to me. "I uh can't read and write."
"I'll scribe, scooch forward." I crawled forward pushing the pen and stack in front of me. I tensed as Blaise slipped behind me before gripping my hips, sliding me back until my back was flush with his chest.
"Here we go." He reached around me to grab the discarded pen and paper. "Let's begin by rating the following on a scale of 1-5, 1 being never, 2 behind a hard limit, 3 behind neutral, 2 being it's okay, 1 being I love it. Understood?"
"Yes Sir."
"Light spanking."
"Five." A few chuckles sounded across the room, some recognisable others not.
"Harsh spanking."
"Two." What can I say expect I'm sensitive?
"Explanation?"
"Uh, I don't like it in a punishment setting but uh I have come from semi heavy spanking before."
"No one likes spanking in a punishment setting Luke."
"No I uh mean, it's er well a trigger for panic attacks but maybe that doesn't count? I'll change it to-"
"No that's valid moving onto whipping."
"One." No one asked for an explanation this time.
"Caning."
"One."
"Hmm, are there any specific pain related kinks you enjoy?"
"Er some." I blushed picturing it.
"I'll read them out, tell me any that aren't a one. Limb stretching, electro, breath deprivation, extended position holding, wax play, spiking, bloodletting, nipple play, cbt, hair pulling, choking, beating, hitting, anal stretching and urethra stretching."
"Electro, breath deprivation, wax play, bloodletting, nipple play, cbt, hair pulling, choking and minor stretching are all fives when done well." This was humiliating.
"Moving onto more abstract ideas, polyamory."
"Three"
"Water sports."
"One."
"Scat play."
"Negative one." I heard a scoff and a few laughs in response.
"Private humiliation."
"Five when I'm comfortable with the person, two when uncomfortable."
"Public humiliation."
"Same as before."
"CGL in a sexual setting."
"One." That's pedophilia.
"CGL in a non sexual setting."
"Five."
"Dominant/Submissive relationships."
"Five."
"Slave/Master relationships."
"One."
"Explanation."
"I've never experienced that dynamic consensually so I only have a negative association with it."
"Valid. Next, Private affection."
"Five."
"Spoiling/excessive attention."
"Five"
"Public affection."
"Five"
"Moving onto likes; favourite food."
"I don't, I can't remember."
"Favourite colour."
"I don't have favourite things not anymore."
"We'll fill this in later then. Dislikes?"
"Grey mush, spicy things, hell hounds, scary movies, yelling, big crowds, humiliation in a non sexual setting, being alone and abuse." Amongst other things.
"That's all for now, I'll help you sign." Placing the pen in my hand he gripped it gently. I tried to make a sloppy 'L' but it came out wobbly.
"Good that's good for now. Next is the daily routine."