Matt and I have been dating for 2 and a half years now. He told me everything but I guess not everything. Today we went out to the mall with him and his brothers, and a couple of fans came up to us. And by a couple, I mean 8 girl fans.
"Oh my gosh you guys are the Sturniolo triplets can I get a picture?" One fan with blue eyes and black hair says.
I smile at the people who love my best friends Nick, Chris, and Matt
"OH MY GOSH MATT I LOVE YOU!" one girl says throwing herself on him.
I see as Matt starts to become red. His hands start shaking and he started breathing heavier.
"Matt?" I say as I see him zone out.
He doesn't look at me but I can see it on his face and his movements that he is having a panic attack.
"Matthew!" I slightly yell as he looks at me.
I pull him away from the group of girls as Chris and Nick try to pull away still taking pictures with fans.
I pull him into the closest dressing room of H&M and sit him down on a bench he's still zoned out and shaking.
"Matthew" I say as I'm trying to get him to come back to reality.
Not knowing what to do, I just pull him into a big hug. I hold him and tears start to fall down my cheeks. He started holding me tighter which was a slight sign that maybe he was ok.
"Baby" he says staring at the ground with a shaky voice.
"Matt, what happened?" I ask as I place my hands on his face.
He couldn't really speak. He started to tear up and id never seen Matt cry. He was always laughing and joking so I don't know what could have happened to him and his thoughts.
"I'm sorry," he said which I didn't understand.
"Sorry for what babe it's ok," I say as I look at his wet eyes.
"I- I have- I wanna go home" he says as he stutters.
-time skip to the car-
We were in the car and I decided to drive because Matt was still a little shaky and I wanted him to get some rest. I kept looking at the rear mirror to make sure Matt was ok. He was playing with the string of his sweat pants and just staring at the floor of the car.
We arrived home and Matt quickly got out of the car and ran into the house.
I get out of the car as I walk into the house with Chris and Nick.
"Go take care of him" Chris tells me and smiles.
"I will" I say as I head to Matt's room.
I open the door slightly and see Matt sitting on his bed with his back towards me on his phone listening to calm music.
"Hey Mattypoo," I say as he turns around and gives e a forced smile. I smile back and walk over to him.
"Hi um can we talk" he says with a nervous voice.
"Sure whatever you want," I say holding his hand.
"Um I should've told you this earlier in our relationship but um, I have anxiety, and it's really bad. As you could tell by the incident at the mall"
"Matt why didn't you tell me I could've helped you."
"How would you help me?" he asks me.
"Because I suffer with it too"
(A/n: hope you guys liked this chapter)
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