𝐀𝐛𝐛𝐲
It's officially my life is turning to shit right in front of my eyes. The father of my childhood has finally come home. I have dreamed about this moment for so long, he'd come back and me and the boys would be here when he came. However, now that he's here I'm overcome with anger and regret.
Anger because he chooses now to walk back into mine and the boys lives and just expects things to back to normal. I know this is difficult for him he just found out he's a father but that doesn't give him the right to act like nothing happened. Regret because maybe there was more I could've done all those years ago, I think about it often. The night he left and all the ways it could have played out different. But that was the past and this is the now.
He leaves just like I told him to turning once to look as he's exiting the door. "Who was that mommy?" Ace asks looking off into the distance where Nathan had been standing. "An old friend of mine."
Going back to work proved to be difficult. How was I supposed to concentrate on anything other than Nathan? Even after the scene that went down the crowd started dying down. I'm sure by now the entire town is gossiping about how Nathan Scott is the father of my children.
"So that was quite a scene out there." Val says joining me at the counter.
"He knows...Nathan knows."
"He seemed ok with the situation though?"
That's the problem, the reason why I didn't want to tell him in the first place. It's because now he will feel obligated to provide for them, I don't need anything from Nathan. I haven't in four years, and I will not start now.
Once my shift is over I'm more than ready to get home and relax. As soon as we are back home and the boys are watching tv with bowls homemade chicken noodle soup. I step into the kitchen to take a call. Mom called almost as soon as we walked through the door.
Apparently, news travels fast in a small town. I can't wait to hear how many rumors were spun in the short amount of time. "I take it you heard the news?" Is the first thing out of my mouth as soon as she picks up.
"Abby sweetie you are the talk of the town."
Great just my luck. I hate being the center of everyone's attention, now I'm all people seem to be talking about. Closing my eyes I take a deep breath and ask the question that's been weighing on my mind. "How many rumors have made their way to the Williams household?"
She hesitates giving me the answer I need. "Mom..."
"Just a few," which really isn't an answer at all. How much just a few, like two just a few or I can't tell you the number so I'm lying just a few? "Aria heard some at school and Julia Peterson approached me at lunch in with the girls.
"What exactly were these rumors?"
"Oh nothing to worry about just silly lies people told to make themselves feel better..." When will she learn? Even if the rumors aren't true, even if they are going to upset me I'll still want to know what people are saying behind my back. "Mom please."
"Well...um Rosemary has been telling people that the twins aren't really Nathan's and that you are just looking for attention. At least that's what her sister Lainey told Aria." Of course, Rosemary would be spreading lies about me when hasn't she?
"The other two were that Nathan still has a girl back in Wilmington." Ok, so he's a ladies man. But I'm pretty sure he and his girlfriend aren't dating anymore...not that I'm keeping tabs on who he's dating or not. "And that he got injured so he could come back home to you and the boys." That's honestly the sweetest thing I've heard and I wish it were true, but it's not.
"So have you decided how you are going to deal with this?"
"I don't know mom. Do I just forget everything that happened between us, or what happens if he leaves again? I can't have him come into the boy's lives just to leave again."
"I know Abby...but he's their father, and now that he knows I expect he will want to be in their lives."
I glance over at the couch where the boys have fallen asleep watching Disney movies. Their half eaten bowls of soup resting on the coffee table. Nathan would have to be stupid to know he has kids and not want to get to know them.
"You have to at least consider it he is their father after all."
I don't say a word and neither does she. I have one of the biggest decisions to make, and I'm not sure if I'm ready to make it yet. "I have to go your brother has a game soon."
"Bye mom love you."
"Bye Abigail." The call ends and I'm left standing in the kitchen with the biggest decision to make.
The days go by slow; I watch movies with the boys. I have cleaned the floor five times today, the thing about four-year old's is they don't understand that when you are sick you need to go to the bathroom to throw up.
By the time six rolls around we are all exhausted, so they go to bed early and I go to the kitchen to stress bake. Baking is like my own personal therapy, when I need to think or life's getting to be too much to handle baking is always the solution.
Right now, I'm experimenting something new. It's a mix of strawberry pie, and strawberry shortcake. It's also the perfect excuse to come up with my future menu.
My phone rings as I'm pulling my cake pie out of the oven. A number I haven't seen in a while pops up on the screen. For once he's the one calling me instead of the other way around. "Hello..."
"Abby, you picked up?" He sounds shocked.
"Unlike some people I actually pick up my phone calls."
"Ouch that's harsh."
I felt like saying it's only the truth. But instead, I stay quiet cutting a piece of my new creation. If he wants harsh I can be harsher. "Did I miss the boys?"
"They were exhausted so I already put them to bed."
Taking a bite of the sweet treat, and it tastes like heaven in my mouth. A moan escapes me, a moan that Nathan catches onto." "Are you baking?"
"What?"
He pauses, "well I assume you are baking right?"
"You would be correct."
"What did you make this time?" Why is he so interested in my baking all of the sudden? "I'm calling it strawberry surprise."
"What's so surprising about it?"
"That's a secret," I take another bite waiting for him to bring up the real reason he called me.
"So...look I know I'm a shit excuse for a human being." Here it comes, "I should have picked up the phone multiple times, in fact I almost did this one time I—"
"Did you call me just to tell me how you should have picked up your phone?"
"No, I want to be a part of your life a part of theirs too. Only if you want me to be that is, I know I'm not exactly your favorite person." Well at least he's got one thing right.
I have been waiting for this day for years, for him to call back to step up and want to be a part of their lives. Yet I don't want to force him into anything, and right now that's what it feels like. Fatherhood isn't something that comes easily. "Nathan, you do understand what you would be getting yourself into?"
"Yeah..." I highly doubt that. He doesn't know one this about being a parent. All the all-nighters, diaper changes, and being there for them when they needed me the most.
"Being a parent isn't an easy job. Kids aren't like animals they need a lot more attention and care."
"Abby, I know...I know and I don't care I want this."
"Nathan..." I'm at a loss of words. He does that to me makes my brain and mouth work at different times. "I have to know you aren't going to leave again? It won't just be me you are leaving behind this time."
The silence on his side of the line scares me, for a moment I think he's ended the call. "I'm not exactly leaving anytime soon. Not at all for that matter." What does that mean? He doesn't go into detail and I don't press the subject.
"The matter is I want to be a part of your lives. All you have to do is say yes."
I want more than anything to say yes, however I'm conflicted how do I know I can trust him? "I would like to start tomorrow if that's ok with you? We could meet for breakfast?"
Yes.
No.
I don't know...
I struggle with what to say, normally I would know how to deal with a situation like this. Mom seems to think I should give Nathan another chance to prove myself. I'm just scared of getting hurt again. But if we are going to make this work breakfast is the perfect place to start.
"Ok, tomorrow at eight?"
"That's fine with me." I can practically hear his excitement through the phone. "Good see you then. And Nathan..."
"Yes?"
"Don't make me regret this."
He doesn't answer , and I end the call. Hoping I won't regret letting him into my life again, I'm not doing it for me though I'm doing it for the boys. I don't want to be the reason they don't get a chance to have a relationship with their father. I open my messages and text my mom.
𝐀𝐛𝐛𝐲: 𝐈 𝐥𝐢𝐬𝐭𝐞𝐧𝐞𝐝 𝐭𝐨 𝐲𝐨𝐮𝐫 𝐚𝐝𝐯𝐢𝐜𝐞. 𝐢'𝐦 𝐦𝐞𝐞𝐭𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐍𝐚𝐭𝐡𝐚𝐧 𝐭𝐨𝐦𝐨𝐫𝐫𝐨𝐰𝐜𝐟𝐨𝐫 𝐛𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐤𝐟𝐚𝐬𝐭.
𝐌𝐨𝐦: 𝐓𝐡𝐚𝐭'𝐬 𝐠𝐫𝐞𝐚𝐭! 𝐆𝐨 𝐞𝐚𝐬𝐲 𝐨𝐧 𝐡𝐢𝐦 𝐨𝐤? 𝐈 𝐤𝐧𝐨𝐰 𝐡𝐞 𝐦𝐞𝐬𝐬𝐞𝐝 𝐮𝐩 𝐛𝐮𝐭 𝐡𝐞'𝐬 𝐭𝐫𝐲𝐢𝐧𝐠 𝐭𝐨 𝐦𝐚𝐤𝐞 𝐭𝐡𝐢𝐧𝐠𝐬 𝐫𝐢𝐠𝐡𝐭.
𖧷𖧷𖧷𖧷𖧷𖧷𖧷𖧷𖧷𖧷𖧷𖧷
Abby's finally ready to give Nathan a chance to get to know his kids how do you think it will go? I can't wait for y'all to read the next chapter! It's adorable in so many ways.
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