*Six weeks later*
I felt the urge. I leaned over and kissed him. I let my lips and my yearning for his body against mine take over. I couldn't take it anymore. I needed to show him I wasn't going to be sad anymore. I needed to be with him. But actually WITH him. I grabbed a hand full of his hair and a collar full of his shirt. We both needed one another. That's why we were so upset for so long. We needed one another. This was it. I found the one. I found Kendall and I was ecstatic that I had finally found someone who cared about me. Who loved me. I pulled him as close as our bodies would let us get with clothing between us.
"Take off your shirt." I mumbled on his lips, pulling away enough for him to take it off.
"You sure you wanna do this now?" Kendall asked me. Staring up at me with his glorious green eyes. With my thighs on either side of him on his old bed I knew this is what we wanted. We were at his family's house waiting for his parents and brother to get back from a trip they had been on, they hadn't arrived yet so I hadn't actually met them in person. I ran my hand down his chest as he couldn't handle the passion we had for one another anymore either. We had worked everything out with one another about being unhappy, and I actually think being upset brought us closer. We were inseparable now. He tore off my shirt. This was the first time in a long time that we have come close to being intimate. We figured it was better if we handle our emotions first before we focus on our physical relationship. He flipped us over and was then holding himself above me.
"I've been waiting for this since we started working on us." Kendall whispered in my ear as I kissed his shoulder. I closed my eyes and then it was on for a good three hours.
His parents and brothers were flying in in an hour from the time we showered and got back into clothing. "Do your parents know we came early?" I asked him as we laid back down on the bed we had just got down and dirty in. Kendall laid with his wet hair on top of mine that was spread out on the pillow of the full size bed.
"They do, just not as early as we actually came. I told them we'd be here when they came back, but they didn't know that I'd give you an up and close personal tour of my childhood bedroom." Kendall said getting close again and starting to kiss my neck. I giggled. This was good for us.
"Good. I don't think it's acceptable for us, two totally responsible young adults, to be caught doing the deed in your Spider-Man sheets." I teased. Kendall chuckled and covered his eyes embarrassed. I kissed his mouth gently.
"Go blow dry your hair. It's making the entire pillow wet." Kendall said pushing my hair to my face.
"Fine." I said. I got up and blew him a kiss as I opened his door. He chuckled and watched me leave with a look on his face that made my heart swell. I walked down the hall and to the left. I opened it where my toiletries bag sat behind the door. I opened it up and hooked up my blow drier. I stood with my brush and started drying my hair. After a good fifteen minutes I was dry. I then started on my face, covering my face little by little with foundation, eyeshadow, eyeliner, and mascara. My shirt was baseball style, blue jeans, and black and white converses. I fixed my face in the mirror as Kendall walked over in the middle of a flick of the mascara wand. He leaned on the door frame and crossed his arms. He does this a lot. He'll spend the night at my apartment and then I'll get ready for a meeting while he watches me from the doorway. Never says a word, just watched me.
"Are you going to do that for the next three days?" I asked him. He didn't move an inch. He watched me apply my mascara with care. His eyes were soft and caring.
"If you wear makeup all three days." He said kindly. "I like to see the transformation. Going from a truly caring and gentle soul with a natural beauty that doesn't compare to anyone I've ever seen before, to a model on the runway with just a dab of liquid makeup courage." He said. I put my stuff away. I then turned and looked at him. He was amazing. I then pulled him into a hug and rested my head on his chest. His chin rested on my head.
"I love you." I told him holding him close. "Don't ever leave me." I pleaded.
"Never in my wildest dreams would I ever leave you. Don't leave me my love, because my love for you couldn't compare to any measurement known to mankind." He whispered kissing the top of my head. I turned off the light and we took each other's hands and walked downstairs.
"So, I'm suddenly nervous." I told Kendall who was sitting on the two seated couch in the living room. Kendall smiled from across the room as I looked at family photos around the room. There were plenty of Kendall, his brothers and their parents when they were younger. I smiled, I don't know if I even have baby pictures at home.
"Don't be. They've heard enough about you that they are expecting you to be flawed yet perfect all at the same time." Kendall said watching me again like in the door way of the bathroom. I smirked his way before moving to the other wall.
"Why do you always watch me?" I asked him looking at his baby picture in a chunky frame by itself on a small table near the entry way.
"I'm making sure you're happy." He said bluntly. It caught me off guard and made me speechless for a moment. I smiled to myself in the reflection of his picture.
"I'm wondering if we had a baby, if it would look like you." I said speaking my mind. He chuckled and stood up. He walked over to the picture and wrapped his arms around my waist from the back.
"I hope not. I mean I was cute, but I bet our baby would be the most beautiful baby if it looked like it's mom." Kendall said looking at the picture but I knew he was looking at me in the reflection. I blushed.
"We should have a baby one day, ya know when we both are ready. So basically whenever you're ready." He blurted out. I started laughing and turned around.
"Oh Francis." I snickered. He shut up and closed his eyes.
"You used the name." He said. I giggled and kissed his lips lightly before we heard tired hit the gravel driveway. I then pulled him in close and leaned in for a kiss. He came in thinking it was for a quick peck, but I held him close. I swirled my tongue in his mouth and made him want more. I pulled away just in time for the door knob to start jiggling. Kendall looked a little flustered, but before he went to open the door for his family, he grabbed my butt. I gasped in shock. He turned to me and smiled evilly.
"Just wait till everyone's asleep and I sneak upstairs." Kendall winked. I blushed a little bit. He then swung open the door and there was his family.
"Kendall!" His mom exclaimed happily. I then got butterflies. I stood out of the way at first before Kendall waved me over.
"Mom, this is Sophia. Sophia, this is my mom." Kendall said as I walked over and his mom smiled at me. I grinned uncontrollably.
"Hello, Sophia!" She shrieked and went in for a hug which startled me as I had offered my hand to her.
"Hello, Mrs. Schmidt, it's so nice to finally meet you." I told her as she pulled away and smiled up at me. She giggled.
"Oh honey, no need for the formal names. Call me Kathy." She assured me taking my hand in hers. That was the beginning of a three day weekend full of laughter, love, family, and absolute relaxation. I remember falling asleep on Kendall's shoulder about three times and then eventually three out of the six of us were sleeping soundly while watching movies. Each night, Kendall would act like he was sleeping downstairs on the couch while I slept in his old bedroom with his parents down the hall and his brothers in their old rooms as well. He then would wait an hour after he started hearing his dads snores to come upstairs to see me. On our last night, I was changed into one of his plaid shirts with nothing else on and was waiting for him. I heard him walking up the stairs carefully as I stood at the door. I opened the door to find the door across the hall, Kevin's door, open at the same time. He looked as if he knew what was going on. He leaned sleepily on the door frame as Kendall approached our end of the hallway. I tried covering myself up with something but unfortunately the sheets where tucked in. Kendall then smiled at his brother with a nod. They exchanged smirks as Kendall then grabbed my hand and pulled me into the room to close the door.
"Your brother saw us." I told him as the door closed. He snorted and put his hands on the small of my back.
"Babe, if he tells my parents I sleep in the same room as my girlfriend as a grown man, well he needs to reassess his own decisions in maturity." Kendall said. I smiled at him and reached my hands up his shirt and onto his abdomen. His lips slowly lowered to meet mine. We stood in each other's arms for only a moment more before he slowly guided me towards the bed. He sat me slowly down, not separating our lips until he took off his shirt and then helped me with the one I was wearing. He quickly let his plaid pants fall to the ground and unclasped my bra all in one motion. He laid my bare back on the cool sheets as he hovered above me.
"I love you." Kendall whispered in my ear closely as our skin burned for the others touch. The vibrations from his voice echoed in my mind and sent shivers down my spine, causing me to arch my back and close my eyes.
"I love you." I moaned.