Y/N POV
"We have to talk." I say once she comes through the door. "What is there to talk about?" "The fact that you left this house without telling anybody." "I told tía Sammie. She knew I was leaving. I also told you that I might not be here when you get home." Ayana says as she sits on the couch. "I understand that I've been treating you more like my kid than my sister, Ayana. But you have to understand. I am your legal guardian." "Just because you're my legal guardian doesn't mean you have to act like you have me on a leash. I'm 18." "You may be 18 and legally an adult, but I am responsible for you. You're still in high school. I just want to let you know that I'm falling back. I can't keep you from making mistakes. You're supposed to. You can go out and all that, but I still want your location. There's people going missing all the time. I don't want nor need you to be the next person. I was thinking of getting you security, but I wanted to speak to you about it first. Not for school obviously, but for other stuff. The job situation is still priority. You need to find one. I don't mind providing for you. I obviously have the money for it, but I want you to be able to provide for yourself. You're an adult now. Adults pay for their own stuff." I say. "I've been thinking about it. I wanna be a singer." She says.
"Ayana, being a singer isn't just a career you can just hop in. If you want to be a singer I support you, but I'm not going to put my all into you if you're not serious about it. I got a track that needs a female on it. You can hop on if you truly feel like you wanna be a singer." "Actually I wrote a song and I've been messing around in your studio." Ayana says cheesing. I let out a low chuckle. I get up and so does she. We head downstairs to my studio. "Aight play me what you have." Ayana goes to the computer and presses play on a track.
Yeah, yeah, yeah, huh
Yeah (Da-da, da-da)
Oh yeah, uh
I should've listen to my intuition
I put myself in this position
It's all my fault
Look in the mirror think what am I missin'?
See and think different, oh, am I lost?
Feelin' a way, nothing's the same
I wish you would change, oh, I'm lost
Numbin' the pain, don't make it okay
Nothin' to say but
You brought all the issues (Issues)
And I would stay here with you
Don't hold it against me (Against me)
Against me (against me)
Hold it against me, against me (Yeah)
And I don't trust you lately
And if that makes me crazy
Can't hold it against me (Against me)
Against me (Against me)
Hold it against me, yeah
Feel like I'm driftin'
Know he notice the distance and love ain't been blockin' my vision
But that ain't my fault (My fault)
That he was the difference, you let him get in that position
I'm too comfortable now
Ain't feelin' a way, nothing's the same
I think every day that we're lost, yeah
And love ain't enough but it's holdin' me up
Love ain't enough 'cause
You brought all the issues (Yeah)
And I would stay here with you (Stay here with you)
Don't hold it against me (Against me)
Against me (Against me)
Hold it against me, against me
And I don't trust you lately (Say I don't trust you)
And if that makes me crazy (If that makes me crazy)
Can't hold it against me (Against me)
Against me (Yeah, yeah)
Hold it against me (Against me), yeah
(Against me)
Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah
Oh yeah, oh yeah, oh
Oh, oh, yeah (Against me)
(Against me)
(Against me)
The beat is still playing and I nod my head. "Okay then sis. I see and hear you. It's amazing. I didn't know you can sing like this. Actually I didn't know you can sing at all." "Well I can. I just never let anyone hear me. I just think it's still missing something at the end. I wrote something but I don't think I should sing it." Ayana says. "Get in the booth. Do what you want on the beat." I say. "You serious?" Ayana asks.
"Yeah. You already produced everything yourself. Come on. When it comes to music you have to take different risks. This is one of the many risks. Just try until it sounds right to you." I say. She walks into the booth and closes the door. I look at her through the window and see her putting the headphones on. I press the button so she hears me through the headphones. "I'm gonna press record and you put it on the track how you want to okay?" She nods her head. I press record and then play.
To my women with the utmost respect, intellect
We often forget and neglect intuition can see through illusive intent
Listen to it
(Just listen, just listen, oh)
I found myself searching for a way to prevent, the detriment
And giving the impression that if you express to him what a woman needs
His comprehension is definite
But there's a difference between understanding and honoring your word
And I'm articulate, he's a good listener but I'm hesitant
'Cause he's gonna fuck up anyways (Anyways, anyways, anyways)
In the corners of a man's mind is a place where vulnerability hides
And intimacy is not the act of physical intertwine
But it's the isolation of two minds
That's why he keeps his heart and his head seperate
There's only one he can connect with
The multiple names on a checklist
Only calls when he's desperate
I guess, it's too much pressure to be respectful and honest
It's too stressful to be keeping promises and I'm impatient
I'm too high maintenance, way too many expectations when
We're just dating
But I'm special, right?
Deny, deny, deny
All you do is lie, word is bond right?
But not with me because I don't know what it's like
I'll never understand the needs of a man or how to nurture
And what she doesn't know can't hurt her
But nah, it's deep and you know it
I told you exactly what I wanted
And that love is exhausting
But I'm not tired of you yet
To my women with the utmost respect, intellect
We often forget and neglect
Intuition can see through illusive intent
Listen to it
I press the stop button and press the speaker button. "Come on out." I say and she takes the headphones off. She walks to where I am and sits in the chair next to me and I press the play button. "How that sound to you?" I ask her. "I love it. Thank you." "Girl this is all you. I just put our creative brains together. Look at my lil sister wanting to be like me." I say. "Shut up." She says as she pushes my shoulder. "I think you'd be a perfect artist on my label." "For real?" "Yeah Ayana. I think you'd make it far. How about you stay down here and record some more? Even though I'm the owner I still wanna bring you up to the members of the label and if you already have an EP ready we can push it out." She starts cheesing and runs over and hugs me. "Thank you, thank you, thank you!" I hug her back and kiss the top of her head.
"Look the folder under R&B beats. You might find a couple of beats." I say as we pull away from the hug. She nods her head. "Let me go check on everybody else. I'll be back down here in a couple of hours to give you some time." She nods her head and I head back upstairs.
I walk into the living room to see the Kalia watching tv. "Hi baby girl. Where's mommy?" I say and she gets up and runs to me and I pick her up. She points to the kitchen and kisses my cheek. I walk towards the kitchen to see Dinah and aunt Sammie cooking. "You know, Im starting to really like this. Walking into the kitchen to see my aunt and girlfriend cooking in the kitchen making breakfast. This the second meal y'all made together." I say as I stand in the doorway. "Shut up Y/N." Dinah says as she turns around and looks at me. "Now why you gotta go and be rude to me? That was a compliment." I say. I walk over to the counter and look over what they made. "Tía, you made mangú? You know I love you right? Oou and you made Plátanos dulces? I love it here." I say as I hug and kiss her cheek while stealing two pieces. "Me and Lia are going to watch tv."
I walk out the kitchen and into the living room. I put Kalia down on the couch and sit down besides her and hand her a piece of plantain. "Cheers." I say as we eat the piece of food. I grab the remote and put on cocomelon on the tv. I take out my phone and go on Instagram.
@Theshaderoom
@theshaderoom: In a recent interview on The Breakfast Club, DaniLeigh opens up about her past relationship with rapper/singer, Y/N Y/LN. she talks about what led up to the split between the two and her feelings about Y/N moving on with her past ex Dinah Jane Hansen. DaniLeigh says that she knew the singer was cheating on her with her past lover for a few months. "I always knew that she was cheating on me with her ex. We started spending so much time together and then all of the sudden it was always about Dinah and the kids."
Later she was asked about Dinah and Odell and if she knew. She started spilling all the tea. "Y/N knew the whole time that Dinah was being abused. She knew for a couple of months before he got arrested. She talked to me about it and never did anything." She goes on to say that if she was Dinah she would leave her because she's toxic.
Y/N or Dinah has yet to respond to such allegations. This is after Odell Beckham Jr. was once again arrested for violating a restraining order, trespassing, and tampering with a witness, just the other day. Pictures and videos surface of Y/N and Odell getting into a physical altercation at Chris Brown's house.
"Bruh this girl is such a damn liar I swear and the media ain't doing nothing but eating it up." I say and sigh. "What's wrong?" Dinah asks as she walks into the living room and sees me. "Have you been on Instagram? Dani is out there cappin for the internet. Talking about she been knew I cheated. Like girl when? Literally I was picking up my kids and bringing them home or out with her! I can be a lot of things but the one thing she ain't gonna call me is a cheater. Because I would never." I say explaining to Dinah. "Babe, two months in Im noticing her phone going off more and more when I'm around. And they're text messages and shes giggling, laughing and smiling at her damn phone the whole time. She always asked me to see my phone and I'd give it to her. I ain't have nothing to hide. And to top the whole thing off she's the one that told me to use her as a distraction. I was happy by my lonely. You know what's even more crazy? The way that I found out she was cheating." I say shaking my head.
"How?" "Her manager called me to make sure I remind her to pack because she was supposed to leave to shoot the video with DaBaby in two days. She left two days before and told me that she was supposed to shoot the video then." I sigh. "Look at what you did!" I say as I look at Dinah. "What did I do to cause her to do that?" Dinah asks. "YOU had me wait for you for two years! YOU made her think that I needed a distraction from YOU because I was stuck on YOU. Then on top of all that, YOU dated that no good ass football player that had her thinking I needed to get over YOU! You are the root to the problem." I say as I get up and walk towards her.
"I didn't tell you to date her. She did. I didn't tell you to wait for me, you decided too! Don't blame me for the shit that happened to you! Or the drama revolving you that YOU caused yourself! If it wasn't for YOU, I wouldn't have dated him and you wouldn't have dated her. Maybe if you had gotten your priorities together faster we wouldn't be dealing with either one of them!" Dinah yells. I stare at her as she stares at me back. Both of us holding the same angry facial expression. "Mami?" Kalia says and we both turn to look at her. A pout and tears threatening to leave her eyes.
"¿Que es esto? What's going on?" Dinah turns away from me and goes to Kalia and picks her up. "Nothing. Absolutely nothing. Forgot YOU had our child there? Or was you going to blame that on me too?" Dinah says as she walks upstairs. "Y/N?" Sammie says in a warning tone. "Nada tía." "It's something. You and Dinah were in each other's faces. What happened?" She says in a stern voice. "I need to talk to my therapist, that's all. I'll be back." "Y/N why would you go see un therapist When Im here? Talk to me." She says as she comes to me and pulls me to the couch. We sit down and she grabs my hands. "Empieza a hablar. (Start talking)"
"Dani, my ex, went on an interview and lied about our whole relationship. Saying that I cheated on her with Dinah. Then saying that I knew Dinah was getting abused and did nothing about it. In which, I didn't because I needed confirmation that it was true. I couldn't just act upon assumptions. And I just ended up blaming Dinah for it." I say as I play with my fingers. "Why would you blame Dinah for a relationship that you put yourself in?" She asks. "Because if she would have married me, me nor her would have dated who we had dated. I get that she wasn't going to wait for me forever, but damn if she even given me some type of motivation or explained to me more on what I needed to do to fix us this shit wouldn't happen." "Bebe, that doesn't give you the right to blame her. I'm not taking her side pero these are all the things you've done to yourself. You had to change you. Change doesn't happen overnight. It might not have taken you two years, but she might have not seen it until two years. Go upstairs and apologize to Dinah. Don't ruin something you just got for something you already had." I nod my head. I kiss her cheek and get up.
I walk upstairs and walk down the hall. "Your mama can be so dumb sometimes Lia." I hear Dinah say. "Mama dumb." I hear Kalia repeat afterwards. I walk towards the room I hear the voices come out of. I stand in the doorway of the bedroom and see Dinah sitting on the bed with Kalia sitting on her lap facing her. "Yeah she is. Like she would say that her dating Dani is my fault. Didn't nobody tell her to talk to her. We, I moved on because I couldn't wait on her forever. I was going to but she was taking too long." Kalia nods her head as if she knows exactly what she's talking about. "I think we should go shopping. What do you think?" Kalia smiles and nods her head. "Mami we use mama money?" "I like the way you think."
"So you're just going to be mad at me and use my money for your retail therapy?" I ask making my presence known. Dinah nods her head without looking at me and she removes Lia off her lap and gets up off of the bed. She walks into the closet and I follow her. "So you're going to ignore me too?" "Y/N I didn't ignore you. I nodded my head. I just didn't look at you because looking at you right now isn't something that I want to do." She says as she looks through her clothes. "Why not?"
"Y/N, you just started an argument in front of our daughter. Then on top tried to blame me for things that you do with your life. I can't help with what you do. I can't help who you date. You chose to date her regardless of what was going on between the both of us. I had no say in you dating her. Just like you had no say in me dating Odell. I chose to be with him. I chose to stay with him knowing what he was doing to me. I don't blame you for me being with him because I made that decision. Not you. Just the thought of you actually blaming me for the things Dani is saying is stupid." She says as she grabs a jumpsuit and turns around and throws it on the counter.
"Dinah, I came up here to apologize. I should've never even blamed you. You're right, I can't blame you for that. I can't blame you for anything that girl does or say. I can't blame you for me choosing to be with her either and I'm sorry I even did that." I say sincerely. "I accept your apology." She says as she takes off her clothes and puts the jumpsuit on. "So you're still going to go do retail therapy?" I ask. "Mhm after I pick up our son from my parents house." She says. "Can you join this live with me first? You don't have to but I just want to make sure everything is coming from both of our sides." I say as I play with my fingers. "Why are you nervous?" "Because you're still mad at me." "Look at me." I look at her and see her already looking at me.
"I'm not mad at you. I was never mad. Just upset, but you apologized. I accepted it. I'm not upset anymore. I'll go live with you because she's not about to lie on me because she got caught cheating. We can go live right now before I leave." She says and pecks my lips and smiles. I smile back. "Come on." I grab her hand and we walk into the room. I set my phone up on the nightstand and go on Instagram. I click on the going live option and start it. I sit on the bed in front of the camera. "Come here Lia." She crawls over to me and I fix her onto my lap. "Hey guys. I'm gonna start speaking when there's more people. Say hi Lia." "Hi er'body." Lia says as she waves at the camera. "Mama where people?" "They're watching us on their phones baby."
I watch as the viewer numbers go up and look back at Dinah on the other side of the bed. "You coming?" "When you start talking. I'm going to be in the bathroom for a bit." I nod my head as she goes into the bathroom. I turn around and look at the comments. "Yes that's Dinah. She'll be out here in a minute." I say as I answer a comment.
"Okay I'll start now. I came on here to address some accusations that someone put out there. Earlier the video for the Breakfast Club recent video with my ex DaniLeigh came out and I just wanna say that everything she said wasn't true. None of it was. I never cheated in any relationship that I was ever in. Not even with Dinah.-" "Sure didn't!" Dinah yells through the door. I roll my eyes and smile. "The only person that cheated in the relationship between me and Dani was Dani. She got caught on The Shade Room posting pictures in a hotel room with DaBaby. Me and Dani had a conversation about it. She assumed that I was cheating on her with Dinah. I was always with Dani. Never once was I texting Dinah about anything other than my kids. Me and Dinah had a strict coparenting relationship. We both would pick the kids up from each other's houses and such. We was never doing anything else other than that while we were both in our relationships. As you guys seen on Instagram months ago she accused me of cheating on her with either of my kids mothers. In which both of them were in relationships at the time.
"Now to the time when it came to my speculations on Dinah being abused yes I didn't do anything at first. I didn't have enough proof for myself or the police to even put a definite to say she was being abused. Once I had gotten my confirmation that she was getting abused I moved into action. I moved Dinah and my kids out of Odell's house to where they are now. I did talk to Dani about me thinking Dinah was getting abused. That was when my thoughts weren't valid. When someone is being abused you can't just straight up and ask that person. That person has to be willing to want to get out of it. The time I got my confirmation that she was getting abused I made the immediate decision to remove them from that household. I don't believe in putting your hands on your partner. Man or woman, that ain't right at all."
Dinah comes and sits down behind me and waves at the camera and wraps her arms around my neck. I look at her and I turn back to the phone. I read the comments. "I got Dinah out by having her pack her stuff and leave and move her and the kids out while he was in New York for a game. Dinah called the cops to get him arrested." "I'm not a cop caller. It was better than Y/N's plan. In which she got her way in the end." Dinah says as she reads the comment. 'Y'all are so cute. Lia is sitting there so unbothered.' I laugh reading the comment looking down at Lia playing with my bracelet. "Thank you. She is, isn't she?She told you guys hi and that's all y'all get for the day." I look through the comments and I read one out loud that catches my eye.
"So you aren't going to talk about how Y/N beat Odell's ass before he went back to jail?" Dinah and I laugh. "I wasn't planning on it but I guess we are. Wait, Dinah you have anything to say before we switch topics?" Dinah grabs my face and turns me towards her and pulls me into a kiss and I kiss back. We pull away and she looks at the camera. "I didn't cheat. Dani sure did though. But, I am thankful, very thankful that Y/N got me out of that situation though. I can't thank her enough for it. If you are getting abused there is nothing wrong with leaving. Things get better. If someone wants to help you out do not push them away. Your life and your freedom are on the line." Dinah says and I nod my head.
I turn back and skim the comments. 'The way that Dinah grabbed Y/N and pulled her into that kiss 😭😭' I laugh. "You wanna start?" "Sure. The day that happened, the day was hella chill. We all were hanging out as friends just chilling. Y/N had came and asked us if it would be okay if Quavo and Saweetie could come over and me and the girls agreed for them to come over. The guys were making music and us girls were upstairs in the living room talking. Chris came and opened the door and Quavo, Saweetie and Odell were at the door. Chris started arguing with Odell about me because Odell had gotten out on bail. Regardless of the fact that I have a restraining order against him he still came to where I was to come get me to 'bring me home'. The girls brought me downstairs to avoid Odell seeing me. We told Y/N and the guys that Odell was here and Benny, Y/N's bodyguard, ran upstairs. Y/N's main focus at the moment was to calm me down. Chris came downstairs and told us that Odell wasn't trying to leave without me."
"So me being the hot head I am, I ran upstairs. Because one Dinah is exactly where she's supposed to be, with me. Two she wasn't going nowhere with him. Three, there is legal documentation stating that he can't be in vicinity of her. When I get upstairs he's arguing with Benny so I jump in. Me and him start arguing for all of five minutes until he disrespects her and calls her a bitch. So I threw the first punch and that's when we start fighting. And y'all know the rest because of the video." I say with a shrug. 'Would you do it again?' "I definitely would do it again. I've been waiting since I found out he put his hands on my kids to put my hands on him. I'd beat his ass a couple of times again if needed." "Ass!" Kalia yells. "Lia, no. Bad word." Dinah says as she points a finger at her. Kalia puts her hands over her mouth and then removes them. "Mama, bad word." "I'm sorry Bebe. I won't say it again." "Yeah watch your mouth. You know she's the copy cat kid." Dinah says from behind me as she pulls my hair. "Ow Dinah." "Mami no hurt mama." "Sorry baby girl."
'We know who's the parent and who's the kid🤣🤣.' 'Baby Kalia putting both of y'all in check.' "Don't get it confused she's the bad twin." "Mama I no bad. You bad." "I'm bad Lia?" She nods her head. "Mama you say bad word lot." "Y/N I think I'm done. I recorded at least two songs but I need your help." Ayana says as she walks through the door. "What are y'all doing?" She says as she walks closer to us. "On live." "You're on live? That's a first." Ayana says as she comes closer and squats down in front of me putting her face in the camera. "Hey guys. It's the better looking sister." Ayana says and I mush her head. I see the comments come faster. "Damn Yana I see you got fans." "Yeah, yours. They love me. They're asking for new music." "Y'all will get new music from me in two months. On my birthday. It's called Y/N/Ntape." 'Who's on it?' "A lot of different artists. But y'all know Breezy is on it so y'all know how that goes." "They want you to sing a line from it."
"Alright. I wanna put you seven positions for seventy minutes you get it, babe." 'I love it already😍😍.' 'I can already tell I'm going to fuck to this song.' "Babe you got all your fans hot right now." Dinah says as she wraps her arms around my neck again. 'Ayana are you single?' "Very much so. No one wants to take me serious." Ayana responds back. "She don't need nobody." 'Jackharlow: Check your dms' "Oop and out I go." Ayana says as she gets up and walks out the room. "She doesn't need no boyfriend Jack. She good." "Y/N don't mess this up for me! I want to be taken!" Ayana yells back and me and Dinah start laughing.
"Jack she still sleeps with her thumb in her mouth. She ain't ready for no relationship." 'Didn't she date Camila Cabello when she was 16?' "That ain't my information to tell. Nor will I ever tell y'all. I respect her privacy." I say. "¿Por qué Ayana no puede tener novio?" Aunt Sammie asks as she walks into the room. "Ella no necesita uno. Está bien sin uno." "Sí, lo hace. Que sea feliz." "Fine. But if she gets hurt and starts crying she's going to your house." I say back. "Tía ven aquí. They want you come say hi." She walks over to us and bends down and waves at the camera. 'Your aunt is so pretty.' 'She's bad asf. Is she single?' "Tia they want to know if your single." "Soy soltero, pero solo salgo con hombres, no con chicos." "She said she's single but she dates men, not boys. She's crazy anyways y'all don't want her." "I'm not crazy. Stop telling people that. You're probably scaring my future husband away." "She has a daughter and she's mean." "Analisa es 18. Ella no es una niña." Aunt Sammie says with her thick accent. "Babe we gotta go get Leo." Dinah reminds me. "Okay guys, we gotta go. We'll talk to you guys later." I say as I end the live and pick up my phone. "Get dressed and meet me in the bathroom so we can take pictures." Dinah says as she kisses my cheek.
"Tía can you watch the girls while we get Leo? Lauren is going to drop off Chey." She nods her head and grabs Kalia off of my lap. I get up and go in the closet and change my clothes. I put my black puffer jacket on and go into the bathroom. "Babe why are you wearing a jacket?" "It's cold outside. It's October babe." "It's still hot outside baby. We live in California." "I'm still keeping it on." I say as I wrap my arms around her and put my head in her neck. Dinah pulls out her phone and takes pictures in the mirror. I move one of my hands and place it on her ass and grip it. She takes some more pictures. "I think we good bae. You took enough pictures. Let's go get baby boy." I say into her neck and kiss her neck. I pull away from her and grab her hand and we walk out the bathroom and out the room.
We walk downstairs and into the living room. Ayana laughs when I come in her view. "Girl it's still hot outside because of the sun. If you don't take that big ole jacket off of you. You about to be sweating everywhere." "Shut up. We'll be back." Aunt Sammie nods her head. Me and Dinah walk into the garage. "Which car?" "The cops have my car. But we can take G Wagon." I grab the keys to the G Wagon and unlock the doors. Me and Dinah get in and I open the garage doors. Once open I drive out and onto the street. I hear my phone get a notification. "It's just me. I posted a picture." I stop at a red light and look at her. "Lemme see."
@dinahjane97
@dinahjane97: Mine🤤🤤🔒❤️ @Y/NOfficial
"We cute or whatever." I connect my phone to the car and choose a song. "Shorty make that ass clap she don't need no applause. High fashion, like Goyard." Dinah raps. "Okay I see you. Knowing the lyrics to my song." "If Kalia didn't want to hear mama's song I wouldn't know the words." "Mhm sure." I say as the light turns green and I turn onto the highway.
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"Mami! Mama!" Kaleo once we walk through the door. He runs to Dinah and she picks him up and kisses all over his face. "I miss chu mami." "I missed you too baby boy. You had fun with your uncles?" "Mhm mami. I play ball." Kaleo says. I dap up Hoi. "You win your games?" "You know I did. I'll send you my highlights." I reach in my pocket and pull out two hundreds. "That's what I'm talking about. I keep my promises." I say as I hand them over to him. "Thanks. I appreciate it." "No problem. You keep it up and you'll make it to the league." I say as I dap him up again.
I turn and look over at Dinah and Leo and see Leo with his hand out. I slap his hand as a high five. Kaleo laughs and shakes his head. "What?" "Mama I wan money." Dinah laughs. I reach into my pocket and pull out a hundred and put it in his hand. "Here man. You and your sister always wanting my money." I mumble the last sentence. Dinah throws her head back in laughter. "I don't know what you laughing for. They get it from you. You make money but always wanna spend mine." "You signed up for this." "No I signed up for love and affection. Not spending all my money." "Should've thought of that before you put two kids in me." "In my defense I didn't know we was getting two. I was hoping for one." I say matter of factly.
"Milika, Dinah is trying to run me for my money. I feel like a sugar daddy when I'm the baby daddy." I say as I walk into the kitchen. Gordon, Milika, and Kamila start laughing. I hug Milika and Kamila. I give Gordon a bro hug. I sit down at the counter and look at the family. "Was he good?" "You know he was. He was so behaved at the game. He was being so sweet to everybody. He even got to meet the other team players." Milika says. "Soooo, you and Dani?" Kamila asks. "What about me and Dani? There's nothing going on over here." "I'm talking about her interview. I seen your live." Kamila says. "I just wanted to clear the air. She wants to make it seem like she was so perfect or that I'm so toxic when that's not the case. I know I'm not perfect but I'm not going to try to depict it. I never cheated. That was all her. But to come out your mouth and lie on both of my baby mothers saying that I was cheating on you with both of them is crazy. Like how does that make me look to Melanie and Dinah saying that I cheated with both of them. Come on." I say shaking my head.
"Wow, she didn't seem like the person to do all that." "Yeah she didn't. It's whatever though. I told the truth. It's up to the public to choose they believe. I'm not speaking on the situation anymore." My phone rings and I look at it to see a FaceTime from Yonni. I pick it up and I see tears running down her face. "What's wrong Yon?" "It's Jared." "What happened?" "He- he was doing a drop- I told him! We told him to get out of that life! He didn't want to listen!" "Beyonca what happened?!" "He did a drop and after someone ran up and shot him. He got hit three times." "Where is he?" "At Tufts." "I'm on my way. Call up the pilot to get the jet ready." She nods her head. "I'll meet you at the jet." I say before I hang up.
I feel tears run down my face. "Y/N?" I hear and I look up. I get up from my spot. "Can someone take Dinah and Leo home? I gotta go right now." I say as I look at Gordon and Milika. "Y/N, you're not driving like this." Gordon says. "With all due respect Gordon, I don't care. My brother just got shot. I have to go see him." "What's wrong?" Dinah asks. "Jared's in the hospital." "What happened?" "He got shot. And your dad isn't trying to let me drive. Listen I have a jet to get to. Either way I'm leaving this house and going to Boston in the next five minutes." "Y/N I'll drive you." "Dinah, no!" "You're not driving in this state! Now come on. Mom, can you drop off Leo to Y/N's aunt Sammie that's at the house? She's watching all the kids." Milika nods her head and Dinah grabs my hand. She drags me out to the car and hops in the drivers seat while I hop in the passenger seat. She pulls out the driveway and speeds down the street.
"What happened?" "From what Yonni told me he did a drop and after someone ran up and shot him. He got hit three times." I say as I feel the tears start to run down my face again. "Babe.." "That's my best friend. My brother. He's been there for me since the age of five. Everybody been telling him to get out. That that life ain't gonna get him nowhere but in a cell or in a grave. He was supposed to record a song with me. Start his rap career. I told him that the day I met him I would protect him. Now look at him, probably clinging life. Or worse. He's probably de-" "Don't say that Y/N."
I hear my phone go off and I see notifications popping up from Instagram.
@theshaderoom
@theshaderoom: #PrayersUp Singer/ Rapper Y/N Y/LN's best friend Jared Simmons has been reportedly shot. It's reported that he was shot in Dorchester, MA tonight. He was shot three times. Y/N nor any family members have spoken up about the incident to confirm it. We're sending our prayers to friends and family
@chrisbrownofficial: Sending prayers to my sis and bro's family
@daveeast: 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
@lalamilan: Too many black men dying from a gun. Praying for his family🙏🏾
@bigsean: Praying for nothing but a full recovery. He's a strong one.
@jheneaiko:🙏🏾🙏🏾💔💔 Praying for love and light
@queennaija: 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽 💔💔💔 he was such a sweetheart
@theshaderoom: #PrayersUp Singer/ Rapper Y/N Y/LN's best friend Jared Simmons has been reportedly shot. It's reported that he was shot in Dorchester, MA tonight. He was shot three times. Y/N nor any family members have spoken up about the incident to confirm it. We're sending our prayers to friends and family
@chrisbrownofficial: Sending prayers to my sis and bro's family
@daveeast: 🙏🏾🙏🏾🙏🏾
@lalamilan: Too many black men dying from a gun. Praying for his family🙏🏾
@bigsean: Praying for nothing but a full recovery. He's a strong one.
@jheneaiko:🙏🏾🙏🏾💔💔 Praying for love and light
@queennaija: 🙏🏽🙏🏽🙏🏽 💔💔💔 he was such a sweetheart
@clarencenyc: 💔💔🙏🏾🙏🏾 praying for bro
"Of course the Shade Room is already on it." I was too into my phone to realize that Dinah had already pulled up to the jet. "I'm coming with you." "Dinah-" "You need me right now. I'm not leaving you. I see Jared as my brother as much as you. You might have met him first, but since I've met him he has been nothing less than a brother to me." "Okay. Come on. Yonni is already here." We get out and Dinah hands the car keys to the valet already standing there. "Where's Nayeli?" "She's with Sammie and the kids. My parents are on vacation." I nod my head and take in Yonni's appearance. She has tears continuously coming down her face.
Yonni has known Jared longer than me. Yonni is actually one of his cousins cousins on his moms side. She knew him since he was a baby. When I got discovered Yonni was appointed as my manager by the label I was under before I left. She stuck by my side because she knew what I could be. When we first met we were wondering why we looked familiar to each other until I called Jared one day and she heard his voice and knew that she knew me by him since I used to be at his house all the time. Yonni and Jared were always close. If you asked Yonni who Jared was to her she would tell you that, that he was her son. Her first child. She helped raise him.
"He's going to be okay." "Y/N you don't know that." "Jared is a solider, Yon. He ain't gonna go out like that. Not to three bullets." I say. She nods her head and I dap up Benny who looks like he's holding back tears. I grab Dinah's had and we head onto the jet.
@OfficialY/N
@OfficialY/N: To my brother, Jared, I pray that you make it. But I know you will. "Real gangsters don't die, they survive." That's what you've told me and that's what you go by everyday. I knew you since I was five. You asked one of our classmates during snack time if you could have their cookie and since I didn't like them, I gave mine to you. Since then you've been my best friend, my brother. You the realest and most solid person on my team. I need you to make it so Kalia can have tea parties and fashion shows with her favorite uncle. I need you to make it so you can teach Kaleo how to play football. I need you to make it so that Cheylise can run your pockets every time she sees you. You claimed to be Cheylise's godfather the day you laid eyes on her. Sierra needs her other half. You've stood by my side every step of the way. You've had my back since the start. And I've had and will always have yours. Please don't leave us down here💔💔🙏🏾