Lexi's POV:
It passed one week since I and Hunter took a break. The worst decision ever. I don't even know why I said it. I was just angry and wanted to stop arguing. I hate this. I hate everything. My life, my school, this stupid break, and Hunter. I hate that I love him so much. If I could, I happily would disappear again. But I don't think that this time Hunter will search for me.
I called my friends to ask if Hunter is at their house. Gladly he isn't. I need a good talk. After school, I'll go to see them. Now I am going for lunch because I haven't eaten anything since I woke up.
- Lexi, what are you thinking about? The whole day your head is somewhere else.
- What? Sorry, I wasn't listening to you.
- That's what I mean. Is there a problem? You are like that whole week.
- Hunter and I took a break. For unlimited time. Already has passed a week. I don't know what to do. I miss him like hell, but it's my fault that it happened.
- But why did you do that? You are the perfect couple. I mean that you two understand each other perfectly.
- That's what it looked like. In reality, we were arguing about everything. Even for the smallest things.
- How did he agree to that? I'm sure that it wasn't easy.
- I convinced him. I love Hunter so much, but I needed a break. I was tired of all these arguments. I don't even know how we started them. He said that after the accident I have changed. But all I wanted is him to be ok. I can't let something like this happen again.
- Look, I understand you, but don't you think that you went a little bit too far. I mean he can walk now and feels good. You need to calm down.
- I thought that you are on my side. But I guess that you took his. I'll remember that.
- I don't want to take a side. But you need to talk again. How I see the first time wasn't a huge success. Moreover, you are a disaster the whole week. You teased each other enough.
- I don't think that he'll want to talk with me. Especially after all the things that I said. And I know that because at his place I would do the same.
- Well it's worth a try. You never know what might happen.
- I don't know. Things are already complicated and I definitely don't want to make them worse. I caused enough problems between us.
- If he really loves you, which I know that it's true, he will want you back. More than everything. Yes, he might not show it at the beginning, but if you say and do the right things, he will say it. I'm sure that he misses you a lot.
- You are saying this because we are friends.
- No, I say this, because I have seen it. Lexi, you two are meant for each other. I have never seen someone who will love you that much, that he would give his life for you. Hunter is spoiling you because he wants you to feel special. He has bought all these things for you, to express his love. He loves you, Lexi. More than anyone in this world. And I see that you do too. It's visible that you can't live separately.
- For now, I won't do anything, because I don't want more arguments. I really want him back, but if we're going to argue again, I prefer to be alone.
- I'll tell you only one thing. Follow your heart. What it tells you is the right decision. Trust me.
- Thanks, Katy. I will leave you. I promised to see the boys and Emma at their house.
I get up and left. Aaron said that after an hour they'll be at home, which left me one hour to do something. There wasn't much traffic so I arrive quickly. I parked my motorcycle in front of the house and knocked. Nobody answered. I did it again, but I receive the same result. I called Aaron, but he didn't pick up. I tried with Emma and Ricky, but there was no result.
I decide to walk around the town. When I came to one park I saw Hunter. I quickly hid behind one three. He was looking so happy. He was laughing and having a good time. We used to be like that. I miss his laugh, his smile. I miss everything, but mostly I miss him.
Someone tapped my shoulder and I turned around to see Emma and the boys.
- Are you spying Hunter? I don't think that he'll be happy about it. - Emma said
- To be honest, I am hiding from him. I don't want to see him, either he to see me. I don't think that we are ready to talk. Not yet.
- You know that one day you two have to do it. Lexi, running away won't resolve your problem.
- I know. Can we go home now? I don't want to talk here.
We went home and I sit on the couch. Aaron sat next to me and I immediately snuggle. I have to admit that it's not the same. Yes, he is my best friend, but somehow it feels different. I want Hunter back, but I don't know how to say it. I caused enough trouble for both of us. He probably hates me now.
- Lexi, what exactly happened between you and Hunter? - Emma asked me
- We, or mostly me, decide to take a break. I was tired to argue with him. I knew that I'll regret it, but I couldn't stand him anymore.
- Stand him or the situation? I don't think that you can't stand him. Yes, you two were arguing a lot, but couldn't you find a way to understand each other. Lexi, you were meant to be. You can't let a stupid argument break a three years old relationship.
- What did you expect me to do? All that I did was for him, not for me.
- I think that you did too much.- Ricky said
- What do you mean? If I do nothing, it'll be why I didn't. If I do something, it was too much. I can't understand you.
- I mean that it's ok to take care of him, but wasn't it a little bit too much? In the first week, let's say that he needed it. But later I think that you became a little bit obsessed with it. I know that you are scared because something like that might happen again, but he is not a child. This was an accident and not his fault. I know that you love him so much. People say that if you love someone, set him free, and if he loves you too, he will come back to you.
- I... just didn't want him to leave me again.
What Ricky said is true. Maybe I did a little bit too much. But it's already too late. I can't turn back time. Hunter probably doesn't even want to hear about me. And it's all my fault. Why the hell did I say that we need a break? What I was thinking?
I felt tears in my eyes. My stupidity ruined everything. And the worst thing is that I can't do anything to fix the things.
- Hey, you no need to cry. Everything will be ok. Very soon Hunter will come back to you. I promise you. - Aaron said and carefully wiped my tears.
- I am such a b***h sometimes. People are right that you realize the value of something or someone when you lose it. That's what I did. I lost it. And I don't know what to do to bring him back.
- Don't talk like that. If you want we can talk with him. - Emma said
- No, I have to do it. But I have no idea what to tell him. I messed up for I don't know which time. To be honest, maybe this is better. Hunter deserves someone better than me. - I sighed
- Don't you think that if he wanted, he could've replaced you years ago? Lexi, no matter what you are doing, you always will be his girl. You have messed up, have been in trouble, and have beaten up so many people probably more than anyone in this world, but he still goes after you. There is something called real love and I hope that you realize that this is what you two have.
- You think? Because I don't believe in these things.
- I don't think, I know it. And everyone in this room too. If Hunter didn't want to be with you, you could've broken up long ago. But the fact that you two are still together proves how strong is your relationship.
- I will agree with Emma. It's not about the time which you have spent together. It's about the memories, which you have. Sometimes a person with who you are only two months can make you feel better than a person with who you were two years.
- Ricky since when did your thoughts become that deep? I am dating you, but in front of me, you have never said anything like that. - Emma chuckled
- I am trying to help. If you want I can bring the normal Ricky. But now it's not the time for jokes.
- Thank you guys for everything. You are really good friends. I don't know what I was going to do without you. I appreciate your support.
- That's why we are here. You can count on us. - Aaron said and gave me a hug
I stayed for like an hour and then went home. I need to make up the things. I hurt Hunter enough. He doesn't deserve it. Neither me. I don't know why I did it, but this was the worst decision ever. I miss him so much that I can't think about anything else. The old Lexi was never going to say it, but the new one will. Hunter is my soulmate and I love him so much.