random thoughts // Chaesoo st...

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nothing good starts with a getaway car
Basketball and Bruises// Pizza and candlelit dinners
my thoughts will echo your name, until I see you again
AN
steady beats of your heart
in between (us)
go on and light me like a cigarette
Lover of Mine
you feel a little bit further away (and I don't know what to say)
I wouldn't mind
Some things are meant to be
if it were up to me I'd be calling you mine already
they say that love is forever (your forever is all that I need)
And everything you hate I'm working on
I've only got forever and forever is fine
You're starting up a wildfire in my heart
Ghost stories // Love stories
Chaeyoung's unhelpful guide to dating
'cause my life goes dark (when I know that I can never be your love)
Content with Contempt
Picasso who? I only know Kim Jisoo
Among Us
In every universe
Hug me now lady (you drive me crazy)
I won't wait a minute longer
If tomorrow brings something new (I hope it brings you)
When I'm alone // You're where I belong
The universe must have divined this // I can be a better boyfriend than him
You're the one designed for me// Make it to me
you walked into the room and now my heart has been stolen
Is this seat taken (are you taken)
I try to capture every minute (the feeling in it)
xx
stuck(ed)
when there's no getting over the rainbow
a chicken in the sea
Even if saving you sends me to heaven
drunk out my mind
These are trying times
The vacancy that sat in my heart is a space that now you own
And I told you right from the start (You just say the word and I'll go)
You're a beautiful coincidence
I heard a rumor
What could've been but would never be
A/N
This is the road to ruin (and we started at the end)
If's and Maybe's
po-tay-to • po-ta-toe
In Atlantis
I'm not really looking for another mistake
For all the wrong reasons
For the people who have everything
Forever bows with kept promises
A billionaire's ransom
Fall out boy
the one I hate less
Say a little prayer (and hope my dreams will take me there)
You weren't down for forever (and it's fine)
One kiss is all it takes
Every time you go (It's like a knife that cuts right through my soul)
My heart may be missing (but my hands will make up for it)
Into your arms
In between worlds (I would search for you)
She's vicious
Daily advices for the misfit
Darling, all of the city lights // never shine as bright as your eyes
I found the love
I want your love // I want your revenge
Somewhere only we know
Call my name // I'll be there
Written, Bound and Etched in my heart
I had a feeling that I belonged
Don't wanna look back and say it could've been me
I still look for your face in the crowds
To that bloodshed, crimson clover // the worst was over

Memories through polaroid

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By xxzero04

Picture perfect memories
Scattered all around the floor
--
And I wonder if I ever crossed your mind
Because for me it happens all the time
-
It's a quarter after one I'm all alone and I need you now

the jenlisa part of steady beats of your heart

•×

Jennie meets Lisa during college- that's what they both say when someone like their colleagues or nosy clients ask how they met. They met in college. That's it, no follow up. 

Although the journey to what they have is nothing short of dramatic they don't usually divulged into telling even if they insist they forget it and not bring it up every Christmas dinner- right, Jisoo 

But they did have to revisit the story when their 8 year old asked how her parents met, the two shared a look and Ella seemed to be sensing their hesitance so she brought in the big guns and did her best puppy dog eyes 

"Pretty please? I need it for school" 

And as usual Lisa was first to cave in, "...Fine, I'll bring out the photo albums in the attic" 

"It started freshman year at college, there's this really amazing Asian restaurant" Jennie starts the story

--

"Jendukie!"

"Jisoo, I will sucker punch if you call me that again"

"Okay let's skip your grumpiness and treat me lunch, med school is so up my ass" 

Jennie shoots the future doctor a look, "Treat you lunch? Your mother is part of the top 25 richest people in the world and your is a major shareholder of the hospital 2 kilometers from here" 

"Point taken, there's this newly opened Asian resto wanna try it?" 

Jennie didn't care for the new resto but college is driving her crazy she didn't mind the distraction every now and then, she and Jisoo are talking about all the stuff that's been driving them up the wall- Jennie with her studies and Jisoo with her parents 

"And it sucks because the guy is older than me, how the hell did that happen?-" the older Korean is in the middle of ranting when they heard a click that made both of them look

Their vision lines up to see a blonde Asian- Jennie is guessing another Korean- taking their picture and Jisoo being the daughter of people that are constantly on the Forbes magazine, slinked in her seat 

"Hey!" Jennie calls out and the blondie looked like she seen a ghost, Jennie expected her to run but no- the girl approached them and bowed, definitely Korean. 

"Why are you taking pictures without permission?" Jennie hissed- she's about to lawyer the hell out of this kid but the girl apologized before she could 

"I'm really sorry, I'm just taking pictures of stranger for this project in my photography class where we're supposed to capture the essence of people, I would've asked but it ruins the essence and guessing from the reaction you don't want your pics taken so...here you go" the girl rambled on and then hands them a polaroid pic 

"Again, I'm really sorry. Enjoy your lunch" the girl says and then leaves 

When she's definitely out of ear shot Jisoo does a low whistle, "I was pissed that my picture was taken but damn that girl is polite and hot as hell" 

Jennie shakes her head in disapproval, "it's a good picture though" she says while examining the polaroid picture 

"Yeah, shame she didn't stay long enough for me to give her my approval and ask for her name because you are obviously into her- at least we did get a cute ass pic out of it" 

"Yeah- but a name would've been nicer"

--

Maybe a week later after that incident Jennie is strolling around the campus trying to memorize laws when she had the sudden urge for coffee and that's how she finds herself face to face with the same blonde from the Asian resto- who turns out to be a barista in the said café 

"Hey stalker" she didn't mean for it to come out as a snark but somehow it did because the blonde didn't look amused at all

"Normally I would just accept it because what I did was out of line but given that I apologized and gave you the picture you're just being rude"

...not what she was expecting, "I'm sorry" this time it was her turn to apologize 

"I was joking- I overstepped I thought we were close considering candid pictures and all" normally Jennie wouldn't apologize for any of that or explain herself or joke about it but something about this girl gets to her 

"oh" 

"Cappuccino" she orders and... Lisa according to her name tag stared at her for a good moment before preparing her coffee 

"Name?"

"Jennie" she supplies and Lisa scribbles in the coffee cup a little too long just to write Jennie but she's not jumping into conclusions 

although her conclusions is confirmed a minute later when she sees a number and a note written under her name, 

"That will be 3.25 dollars"   

 She grabs her wallet to pay and sees the polaroid picture in one of the compartments and a brilliant idea just came to her mind, Jennie hands her a 5 dollar bill and the polaroid picture 

"The change is the payment for the picture" she says with a smile 

Lisa is quick on her feet, "Don't you have to keep the picture if you pay for it?" 

"Take another one some other time then" she tips her cup coffee referring to the message and the number and then she leaves. 

In the end Lisa passed the project with flying colors and she got a date with a law student- On their first date Jennie learns that Lisa is not a photography major or anything related to art, Lisa is actually a business student that took photography as a second major and in return Lisa learns that Jennie is great singer because she took her to a karaoke later that night- and Jennie also learns that Lisa is actually Thai but grew up Korea which explains the Korean habits that show i.e. bowing every time 

--

And as much they want it to be smooth sailing it's not. 
Because 3 months later Jennie is knee deep into school and Lisa is missing her girlfriend

The constant fights about time got the best of them and they stopped seeing each other before things even take off to the next level, the next time they meet is at a college party a mutual friend of theirs throw- the mutual friend is Jisoo Kim 

Jisoo and Lisa became friends when the two started dating and remained friends when the two decided not to date anymore. The party is filled with drunk college students- not the crowd Jennie usually hangs out with so she steps out to her best friend's yard and sat on the patio 

Moments later the door opens and Lisa steps out- both slightly drunk college students. What else could've happened.

-- 

Then they started dating again then they weren't dating again but then they are again and it goes on and on until eventually they snap. 

Junior year- both slightly more mature than they were decided to split permanently although they remained friends this time and they convinced themselves its better like that- it was not.

But neither of them said anything and Jisoo Kim stood there thinking how could the most smartest people she know could be so dumb. 

The dance goes on and on until they graduate- well when Lisa graduated. The Thai was quick to move back to Thailand and start her own business, a dance and photography studio- a business that wouldn't be possible without the help of Jisoo Kim and Jennie (who secretly pitched the idea to Jisoo because Lisa was to shy to ask) 

However whatever awkward friendship Jennie and Lisa had evaporated into thin air when she found out about Jennie telling Jisoo to invest and even though Jisoo thinks it's petty that they fought over that she minded her own business and let her two friends do whatever they want 

Even though Jennie did get a bouquet of hyacinths delivered on her door step along with a letter when she graduated and then when she passed the bar exams 

After that it was radio silent between the two- no communications except for the yearly birthday and holiday greetings 

One holiday greeting was particularly brutal to Jennie because the holiday card that arrived in her door step is the picture of Lisa with her family and woman that was later introduced as her girlfriend- this was a huge blow considering Jennie could never settle in a relationship after Lisa and Jisoo calls her out for it one time she visited to attend a charity gala for the hospital she now works on 

During the gala Jennie posted a pic of her, Jisoo and another lawyer friend who visited New York as well and then a pic with just the the other lawyer- Chaeyoung

jennierubyjane we look better in person. I enjoyed the night hubby @roses_are_rosie


That picture gave a certain someone an idea that Jennie might be dating someone else, it was the until the other day that Jennie found out from Jisoo after her lunch with her parents that Lisa and the girl from the holiday card broke up due to amicable reasons to which Jisoo commented: "amicable my ass, that stupid monkey is still in love with even her girlfriend saw it" 

Which Jennie ignored and later that night after Jisoo Kim's dinner with her parents when she and Lisa are talking over the phone that she cleared out that Jennie is in fact single and the girl is just a friend (not just a friend to Jisoo) and the older Korean might have twisted a few truths and suggested for Lisa to visit since she's staying there for a week or so (she leaves tomorrow with the first flight out) 

So when Lisa arrives at JFK international airport and face to face with Jennie Kim after all those years all she can think of is kiss her but she didn't instead she asked her out for coffee and they spent the entire time of Lisa's time there together 

More matured
More understanding
And in a much more better place with their lives. 

A year later they were engaged 

5 months after that they're married 

6 months later they we're adopting baby and named her Ella 

Now they live in a house located at Manhattan


"The end" Jennie says with a smile, lines from years of smiling because of the two people in front her is now more visible

She kissed her now asleep daughter on the head and wakes up her also sleeping wife, "let's go to sleep" she says softly 

"How far did I get?" Lisa asks with a chuckle 

"Up until I met you again on Black label café" Jennie answers and drags her wife to bed 


--

Jennie
xxx-xxx-xx
I'd like to make more memories through polaroid- if you're okay with that

on their bedside table is freshman Lisa Manoban's project about essence, it read: Memories through Polaroid 

and inside it on the middle pages are two letters from when Jennie graduated and passed the bar exam and another letter on the last page- their wedding vows.


Jennie, 

I have never been more sure I wanted to take someone out on a date since I met you at that restaurant, All these years I've been so immature that we couldn't make it work and maybe I still am but it's work I'm willing to do- all in exchanged is that you will be my forever muse 


The last picture on the album is their wedding picture and it was watermarked by the studio, lesyeuxdenini 

The eyes of Jennie




A/N: Didn't proof read this- way pass my bed time. Happy Friday ya'll!

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