*** Sorry for the late💞. Didn't get time to wrote but somehow finished. As someone requested as a birthday wish💞
Wish u a very happy birthday dear❣️ LakshmiSharma7. I dedicate this chapter for your bday dear. I wish you will get all the love♥️.
Please there will be enormous mistakes, as i didn't get time to proof read too** *
Ilankodi pov:
I kept looking at that lady.
She looks really beautiful.
How she is relate to Reyansh?
Is she is that lover who played between two friends.
But then his ex lover name is Anamika. So she is not ex lover. One is out.
Now I need to find out, which lover she i...
"Amma" another voice came.
I looked back only to find a 8 to 9 year old cute boy is standing, who is worried for her mom aka radhika.
'Thank god, even if she Is somewhat relate to reyansh lover list, she can't now come behind my husband. As, now she is a mother. So am happy' my dirty mind said.
Fuck.
I don't even have any doub....i don't know. What to think right now?
"Remember me?" radhika asked Jeevika.
Jeevika still in a shocked expression was engulfed by a hug by radhika.
Okay. What is happening here?
Can anyone explain me?
"Ye.. Yeah" Jeevika said.
"How is reyansh?" she again asked her. Why the heck everyone asking him?
Reyansh
"He.. He is fi.. Fine" she stammered at her.
"Mmm who is this cute boy?" radhika asked ishaan who is in her arms.
"M.. My son"
"Wow oh my god. Oh my gosh." she started to shout.
"Mumma slow we are in public" radhika's son said.
"Oh shut up, Rakshan" raadhika said.
I looked at Jeevika, atleast hoped that she will look into me. So that I can get the idea of who she is. But no, she didn't even turned to my side.
"Mumma, who is she?" rakshan asked.
"She is your aunty" she said. What aunty?
Holy fuck. How this woman is....
"Your Jeevika aunty rakshan. I have said right?" raadhika asked again.
"I may forget mom" rakshan said.
"You always forget just like your dad" that lady hitted her head. So she is having husband. Thank god!
"Leave us" Jeevika said slowly.
"Jeevika, am your sister." radhika said.
What Jeevika has sister?
Strange, am not aware of it. I sighed.
If she is sister to Jeevika, then she will be sister to rey....
"Not anymore, after betraying reyansh Anna" Jeevika voice stopped my thinking.
What she betrayed. I mean....argh.. Can anyone give me some balm for headache.
"Stop Jeevika" radhika slightly shout.
"What?" Jeevika asked her.
"Am your sister don't forget that"
"That I forget a way back." Jeevika slowly said cryingly. Why she is crying. Is they both lost or something in small age. Why am thinking this much weirdly. Can I intervent them and ask that what is the exact relationship?
"Jeevi" radhika slowly called.
"Don't"
"If you itself didn't accept me , how he will accept me?" radhika asked Jeevika.
"Don't even think about that" Jeevika said in sad tone.
"You betrayed him. You betrayed...." Jeevika said while slightly sobbing.
"A.. Am no... Sorry"
"Your sorry won't repair anything"
"I know okay"
"Leave"
"I ain't came here to leave you. I need his love okay. I know I betrayed him. But am I not allowed to get second chance?" raadhika asked.
Fuck.
What second chance?
What love? But she is married.
My heart started to beat fastly. No no I can't even able to fight with this beautiful girl.
"Reyansh anna won't accept you ever"jeevika slowly said by wiping her tears
" He will accept me. There will be some some love for me still there. I know it. " raadhika said.
My whole body shuddered. My eyes started to tear up. I mean what if her husband died, and now she came back to reyansh ar...
I ca..
" Afterall am his twin sister." radhika said. Which made me to stop my tears.
God.
God
Fuck. She is his sister...
Wait
How I don't know this?
" But you didn't choose him. Instead you choose someone over him. Leave us already" Jeevika tried to bold. But she is failing miserably as she is crying profusely.
"Am sorry. I know I betrayed my brother. But I was not intended to do it. But instead it happened. I love him the most in the world. But..." she stopped.
"Jeevika did you forget our sister moments? Am I not your favourite sister?" radhika asked which made Jeevika to tear up.
Then they both hugged.
"But what you did is wrong" Jeevika said by hugging raadhika.
"Mumma am hungry" rakshan whined.
"Wait" raadhika said.
"Can we go to restaurant?" raadhika asked.
Jeevika nod as no.
"Please"
Then jeevika nod as yes.
"Comeon" saying this, radhika took her son inside the restaurant along with ishaan who is in her arms. I looked at ishaan who looks he will cry anytime soon. Oh god, my boy don't get along with new humans.
Achoo.
"Jeevi" I called her.
"Anni can you come" she asked me. I nod at her. I grabbed the purse, handbag which radhika left in the stairs itself. Very nice sister in law then.
"Is she is twin sister of reyansh" I asked jeevi. She nod at me and grabbed me inside.
I tried to ask many questions. But all she said is that she will say everything when we reach home.
Then Jeevika took her seat which is before radhika
I showed radhika purse towards her.
"Oh my gosh. Am sorry, thanks a lot. I seriously getting forget each and every things. Thanks dear. And am sorry for the mess I have created on the stairs" she said.
I nod at her smilingly, but I stopped my smile as soon as I remember the betrayal which I still don't know.
'Reyansh lied to you' my mind again piped to me.
"Thank you?" again radhika said as I kept standing before them. Jeevika grabbed by my hand and made me to sit beside her.
"Oh am sorry, I thought you are stranger. I don't know that you belongs to jeevika's family" radhika said to me slowly.
I nod at her.
'Am your twin brother reyansh wife' I thought to myself.
"By the way how is she related to you Jeevika. Let's start from here. So that I can able to get to know each and everyone you know. Just a heads up" radhika said.
"Mam your order" waiter came
"We all had our lunch right now only" jeevika slowly said.
"Ishaan do you need anything?" radhika asked Ishaan who is confusedly sitting over her lap.
Poor boy!
He nod as no.
"Rakshan you?" radhika asked. He ordered for snacks.
Radhika ordered us some juice
I looked at Rakshan, am his aunty right. Oh gosh, reyansh is uncle for this much big boy.
'Soon one day he will become dad' my mind said.
' Don't forget the lie he said to you.' I responded to it.
"Okay jeevi I asked you some question" radhika said by keeping her phone over the table.
"First is first radhika akka..." Jeevika couldnt able to continue her speech as raadhika intervened.
"Please don't call me sister, am not that old already" radhika rolled her eyes.
"Mumma you are" her son rolled his eyes at her.
"Shut up rakshan"
"Whatever"
Our juices came and even rakshan orders too.
"Don't try to meet us. If reyansh Anna come to know this then he will scold us" Jeevika siad.
"Not only scold, he will never speak after then with us" Jeevika said which made me to think about the consequences.
'First he need to face the consequences for which he done today' I thought to myself.
"Let's leave that. How is he?" she asked her.
"He is fine."
"Mmm"
"Have your drink" radhika politely said at me.
I just nod at her, as I don't know what to reply to her.
"What is your name? And how you are related to Jeevika. See am trying to rekindle with my family. So i can start it from you" she akses me.
"Am Ilankodi" I slowly said.
I don't know why the heck am replying to this lady.
But she is good.
"Jeevika comeon you can't be this cruel you know. Atleast you could speak with me right" radhika asked her.
"What you what to know? That how is she is related to me right?" Jeevika asked with little high vouce.
"Yeah" radhika shuddered.
"She is reyansh anna wife. Is that enough" jeevika said.
Okay now this is my time to be conscious. See, I know one thing for sure this lady will never accept me as her sister in law, as her brother's wife.
I looked at her who is opening and closing her mouth. I know the next will be disgust feel, because ultimately am her brother' wife. So I lowered down my head.
"You mean, reyansh wife. Which means, my 1 min elder brother's wife?" radhika slowly asked Jeevika who nod at her.
"Yes can we leave?" jeevika asked.
"Shut up" radhika said.
"I ain't leaving any of you guys... Oh gosh, what I need to do now?.... I mean rakshan, she is your aunty. I have showed you my brother pic right. She is your uncle's wif...." with that radhika started to tear up
I didn't expect this kind of reaction from her.
" Please stop crying " I softly said.
" Please am sorry. I don't know why am crying. I jus... Just... Am sorry. Please take care of my brother. " she said by crying profusely.
I dumbfounded kept sitting in my place.
" I will.. Please stop crying"
"Oh gosh, why am like this. I think am very emotional who is inclusively having reyansh emotions too. He.. He.. I love him...." she said. Jeevika tried to console her. But nothing is stopping her from crying.
*Phone rings *
"One min" saying this radhika wiped her tears and attended the call.
"Ye.. Yeah, I will be there in 10 mins. Yeah sure, make everything ready" she spoked very formally. Its like she is spilt personality behaviours.
" Am sorry guys. I have to go." saying this she stood from her seat. Her son already took everything in his hand he was eating as if he is anticipated that this will happen.
She came towards me and asked me to stand. Then she immediately hugged me.
"Glad to meet you anni. Am sorry, can you please give your phone number?" she asked me. I looked at jeevika. But she didn't said anything. Atlast radhika, pulled the phone from my hand and just like that opened it, by pressing my forefinger.
"Am saving it as friend for now, as I don't want reyansh to found out. I first need to reconcile with him. Because I know he will scold you for meeting me. But sometime lying is best you know" saying this she hugged me and kissed my cheeks and moved. Not before kissing Jeevika and ishaan leaving is in blushing mess.
After reaching home with lots of question in my mind, i asked Jeevika.
"Anni, radhika is reyansh anna twin sister. Anna is the one who took care of us." she said by sitting beside me in her bed
"What you meant by that?" I asked. I mean they have their parents right?
"Yeah anni, you know that am a bad omen child here. So, reyansh Anna parents won't payed my fees. So Anna is the one who payed my fees. By working as a in theatre at night duty and by taking tuitions in evening." she said.
What?
What the fuck his parents doing then?
" Anna barely sleep for 4 hours in a day. Before going to college that's it. And for radhika, her dad didn't allowed to study her a fashion designing. But Anna made her too study. Basically it's like, reyansh Anna is like a parent for us. This is all I can say anni. He lost many happiness in his life. It has no boundaries. The only fullfilled happiness is becoming a police officer. But it doesn't happened easily too. He suffered a lot. "she said.
" Then what happened with raadhika? "I anxiously asked at her.
" Actually radhika studied in Chennai, whereas we resided in coimbatore. But in her final year, she got married to her lover who is ex-senior of that college... Which am not sure. Where Anna, was working hard to make her to study properly so that she can earn and live independently. But turned out to be, she just like that married without even telling us. Radhika didn't informed us. Anna did many to her and for me too. But turned out to be, a betrayal for him. " she said by leaning over me.
I don't have words to say anything.
This is the reason for his hate towards woman?..
" Why you discontinued your studies then, when your anna is making you study? "I don't know why I asked her this question.
" When Anna was in training, at that time, His step mom came with a proposal and without even informing to Anna, they married me off. I tried to decline that, but being a orphan I don't have any options right. So yeah.... Let's leave this anni. But all I will say is, Anna missed so much. Just try to make him to live the real life. He is a child inside who still want to live to his life like a normal people. " she smilingly said.
" So you? "I asked her.
" W a... What me? " she stammered.
" You too missed so much jeevi. Life will never give the second options for all the time. We need to grab such options. Think about it, it's not just your life. It involves four lives. Think jeevi. I won't compel you in your decision. But all I will say is don't let your oppurtunity to leave you. All your life you faced is problems, the only solution to your problem is rithish. So for him, you!. He decided to have his solution. But here your consent is needed. Just think. " I came out of the room and entered into our room.
As soon as I closed the room, the tears started to fell off.
I gone through many emotions today.
But reyansh lie is something I couldn't able to digest.
Thinking that my tears were kept falling. But then thinking his life, I still speechless.
I know he will never leave me. He will never do some mistakes. He is not like others. But the hug which only I can have with him. How can he allow another woman to hug him?
'It's normal now a days' my mind tried to say.
'But he is not a normal human being.' I responded.
I wiped my tears.
Sunday afternoon:
Yesterday I didn't even sleeped properly. Its been three days I guess I slept properly.
"Ishaan, you need to color now with pink color" I said by giving him the pink crayon.
He is actually sitting very comfortably over my lap and coloring.
"See this" he showed his colored image.
"Wow ishaan you colored nicely ishaan. Is my boy is becoming big boy?" I asks him cooingly.
" Ishaan is big boy. Resh says " ishaan said by remembering me my husband.
"Hmmm" I hummed at him.
"Can aunty get a kiss?" I asked him. Who started to hide by pressing into my chest.
Cute right.
"Why not" came a rugeed voice. I looks up only to see reyansh is standing over the door by leaning.
He looks hot with his dishelved hair, tired and sleepy face. His crumbled black shirt.
Okay black shirt is my favourite.
Fuck you reyansh, why did he weared this today. I need to maintain my angry over him.
I again looked back at ishaan. Who already wiggled in my arms. Just by seeing his uncle.
I leaved him. He already runned towards his uncle.
"Reshhhh" is haan shouted.
"Champ" reyansh shouted and started to make ishaan fly in the air.
The whole room is filled with ishaan laugh.
"Ishaan missed resh" ishaan said once reyansh took him in his arms properly.
"So am I buddy." saying this reyansh kissed his forehead. Then reyansh gave chocolates and some toys to ishaan, that's it. Ishaan runned out of the room with those things to show his mom.
Reyansh stepped inside the room and closed the room.
My heart started to beat very fastly.
Its exactly 4 days 19 hours.
'But yesterday you meet him?' my mind wrong timing.
I kept seeing him, he smiled at me.
But I didn't. He lied to me.
He lied.
He lied.
I kept thinking his lie, so that I won't melt in his smile.
He confusedly looked at me, as I didn't showed him any emotions. He took long strides and the next minute I was engulfed in bear hug.
What I need to do now?
His scent filled my nostrils. My mind felt calming on its own. Without even knowing my traitor hand is already wrapped over his torso.
"Missed you" his words came.
"You?" he asked me.
I kept silent.
"Ila, am asking you?" he again asked me.
"I.. I... Forget the milk in the gas... I will be back" saying this I somehow came out of his hug.
While am coming out of the room, my eyes captured his hurted face.
Am I doing wrong?
An tear fell from my eyes. I missed him soo much. Very much. That I just want to pour my missings over the kiss itself.
I kept leaning over the kitchen island. Then I prepared the coffee for everyone. I don't know what my in laws were doing. I just hope they all are not safe.
Fucking family.
After preparing coffee, I entered into our room. Where he is sitting on the bed and it seems he kept thinking.
I cleared my throat to indicate my presence to him.
He looked up but with sad face.
Reyansh pov:
What happened to her?
Why she is avoiding me?
Its been 4 days 19 hours of our last meet. I thought she will shower me with kiss, but instead she is avoiding me?
Is she hurted because I took long time to reach home?
Oh g..
I heard the throat clearing sound. I looked up only to see her who is fidgeting with her pallu and showing the coffee cup to me.
"Coffee" came her voice which is not so sweet. Instead angry dripping one.
Why?
I mean this is how my work will be right.
I took the coffee cup from her hand, she immediately tried to move away from me. But I grabbed her hand after keeping the coffee cup on the table.
She landed over me, I made her to sit properly over my lap.
"Le.. Leave me.. I will be weigh"
"Shhh, you are not" I slowly said to her ear.
"Won't you miss me?" I asked her.
"I... I need to give ishaan coffee. Gas stove is on.. Please" she pleaded me. I left her. Something is off. She immediately runned away from me
Did i done any mistake?
Arghh.
Here am missing you soo much ila. Ideally you need to shower me with kiss,not with your avoidings.
I think I have done some mistake.
'Fuck you reyansh'
'Is she avoiding me, because I didn't called her?'
'Might be'
'God'
"Miss you Ilankodi"
"Even when I was away from you, those phone calls made me to think you are near to me. But now you are very near to me, but it feel you are very away from me." I murmured.
Author's note:
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