Tommy's POV (FINALLY I KNOW)
That moment when waking up, forgetting where i was for a moment, then hearing (Y/N)'s heart beat against my ears, and the feel of his chest lifting up and down as he breathes. Oh that's where i am. I yawn as quiet as i can but look up to be welcomed to (Y/N) staring at me with loving eyes. "geez (Y/N), that made me fuckin' jump-" i say caught off guard by him. He chuckles at me and yawns after me. "god i caught your yawn..." he says while his head fell onto the pillow. I chuckle at him, and dig my face into his neck. "Tommy you need to get up," he notes. "hmmm... do i? It's comfy here," I mumble and wrap my arms around his waist. "tommy get off me." he groaned, obviously abit aggravated. "nope<3" i simpered. He let out a grunt and threw me off of him. "OW WHAT THE FU-" "SHHHHH SHUT THE FUCK UP ITS 10PM GEORGE IS ASLEEP AT THIS TIME." he aggressively whispered through his teeth while putting his hand over my mouth to shut me up. I licked his hand, which made him immediately bring his hand away from my mouth with disgust. "UGHH WHAT THE FUCK TOMMY-" "CAN YOU GUYS SHUT UP??" George slammed the door open and barked. We sat there, with awkward faces not uttering a word.
After apologising to George for about 10 minutes, we decided to go out and have a meetup in Nottingham. I had to wear his clothes, due to mine being at home, ofc i had an extra shirt, but either way i still wore one of (Y/N)s big hoodies, and decided it was mine now. "So you excited for tonight??" He teased while on the train , us both knowing VERY well what was happening tonight. "No. I am not in the slightest bit joyful about it." I grunt. "Pfft heyy no need for the sour attitude, plus, you'll have me to hold your hand when you piss yourself," He mocks. "Dick" i snarl, to which me laughs at me.
"Do you wanna tell them today? Since we're meeting up with Ranboo, Toby, Will and Phil, do you wanna tell them about us?" He asks, holding my hand reassuringly. "hmm, yeah, I do. I don't wanna have to hide how i feel towards you, especially in front of them." I smile at him. "yeah, i get what you mean. Alright, let's tell them today," He grins at me.
After jumping off at our stop, we walk to Nottingham Centre, were we are to meet with the rest of the guys for today. It's also (Y/N)'s first time meeting Phil, so I wonder how that'll go. I really wanna hold his hand, but I'm afraid what happened on the train will happen again, I think he's aware of this too, because he is also keeping his hands to himself. We meet up with them shortly, then I introduce (Y/N) to Phil. He makes a joke about if he's going to be adopting another child, then (Y/N) freaks out and says no, as technically, that would be implying incest- The rest of the hangout is fine really, we walk around, see shops, Will complains about his headache and looks half dead because of his hangover from yesterday night.
Overall, pretty fun!
Will says he's gonna get a drink, and Phil goes join with him. Now or never. "I'm coming with, I need a drink too," I lie. "alright the, we won't be long!" Phil says to (Y/N), Ranboo and Toby. Before walking away, I turn to look at (Y/N), and while Toby, And Ranboo aren't looking, wink at him, in response, he winks back, knowing very well what's happening.
We walk into a near shop, and follow will as he walks to the drinks section. Okay Tom Simons, it's alright. Don't worry, you can do this, Will knows you like him, but Phil doesn't, either way they won't mind. It's alright. I take a deep breathe, recite the sentence in my head, then open my mouth. "So, um guys," I easily catch their attention. "I need to confess something, i um, just need to tell you," I fiddle with my shirt. "Sure mate what is it? Don't be nervous to tell us," He reassures, Will just tiredly smiles and gives a thumbs up. "okay, so... I'm actually going.. out with someone," I mutter. Phil looks surprised yet happy for me, Will just looks surprised. Rude. "really? I'm so happy for you! never thought you'd get a girlfriend,"he chuckles. The word 'girlfriend' really hits me, now for the hard part. "well.. um it's not really a... girll..." I awkwardly smile. "why am i not surprised." Will says grabbing a bottle of water from the shops freezer. "Ohh so it's a boy? That's another surprise haha! I didn't think you where interested in boys, Tommy, just know i am fully accepting of you, alright? Now who is it?" He asks. "...it's (Y/N).." I mumble. "Fucking knew it. So you finally grew pair and told him?"Will grins holding the bottle in his hand. "technically, he already knew, and so did i, but, yes Will. I did." I say in a karen voice. "Ohh Tommy! I'm so happy for you! And proud of you ofcourse, does anyone else know?" Phil pats me on the back like a dad. "um I think (Y/N)'s telling Ranboo and Toby right now," I note. "You guys are so obvious. And what it only took you.. 2 months?" Wilbur jokes. "dick." I mutter underneath my breathe. "oh c'mon boys pack it in, let's get going, we're stalling." Phil starts to walk away. "Generally Tommy, proud of you," Will tiredly smiles and we have our special handshake, before going off and following Phil to the till. It feels so much better to get that off my chest.
Your POV
Tommy and I exchanged winks, which only meant that he was gonna tell them, and now I've gotta tell Ran and Toby. Ranboo was talking about how he misses his in-and-out, while Toby just called him a weirdo and mocked american cup sizes. "Guys I have a um, a bit of an announcement," I say, Their heads turning to look at me. "whats up man?" Toby asked while Ranboo cocked his head to the side. We're really diving head first into this. "Wellll... oh god how do i put this... okay. Me and Tommy are dating. We confessed last night, well we pretty much already knew but we were just finally ripping of the bandaid and saying it and now, we're official." I ramble while playing with my shirt. "oh about time," Toby remarked. "He always seemed a bit, well y'know.." Ranboo said moving his hand to the gay signal. "pfft- yes he thinks he's bi. but yup thats what i wanted to say heh," I nervously chuckle. "Well we're happy for you man! Aint that right toby?" ranboo nudged zoned out toby. "huh? uh- Oh yeah! sorry, but yknow we already knew this would happen eventually." Toby said. "yeahh haha," I say relieved. "so when you guys left the party yesterday did ya kiss?" Toby smirked. "TOBY THAT'S PRIVATE STUFF" Ranboo lectured. "Whaaattt??? It's just a question.."Toby mumbled. I laughed at them, nothing will change, it'll be the same, dating or not.
After a long day of hanging out, we all split up again to get ready for the haunted house. Tommy goes back to his house for his things and a camera to film the haunted house for his 'Month in the life of Tom Simons Pt.2' video he's planning, and i went back to get stuff i might need.
After that, we go back out to meetup and catch the bus. I see tommy's hands shaking while we're walking, poor kid. It doesn't help that its night time now. I hold onto his hand and squeeze it for comfort then whisper "it's gonna be okay" in his ear. To which he smiles and blushes. We meet up with Phil and Will, who are going to be driving us for the rest of the way. Tobs and Mark get into Phils car, while me and Toms get into the car with Will, who teases Tommy about how much he was a pussy and was shocked he actually told me about his feelings, to which I laugh at how cute he is. He starts shaking again and kiss I hold his hand comfort him. "You guys better not start making out in my car." Will aggitates which makes me choke on the air and Tommy get flustered and start yelling at Will , who was now laughing his ass off at our expressions.
Then, we arrived at the dreadful Haunted House. To be honest, I wasn't too chuffed about being here, but I remember telling Tommy at the beach, as long as he was there I wouldn't mind. So here we are. Tommy films his intro, and we're off. "Y'know it's not too late to turn back," Tommy nervously chuckles. "Oh it is Tommy, don't even try it." Will joked as we all walked to the entrance. The staff worker at the entrance of the eerily lit house, explained how we needed to be in groups of 2, so it wasn't crowded. "Tommy's with me" I confidently declared, while Tommy sighed with relief he was going with me. "TUBBOOO!" Ranboo called out. "What?" said a confused looking Tubbo. Ranboo stared at him irritably for a few seconds. "why are you- OHHHHH RANBOO!" He called out finally catching on while Mark laughed at him. "Guess we're together now Phil." Will shrugged to look at said man who chuckled at him. When we entered the dimly lit house, there were 3 sections. One going upstairs, one going downstairs, and one on ground level. Each one giving off a creepy atmosphere that sent chills down my spine. Old and decrepit paintings of old people who look as if they're from the victorian times hang on the walls, along with old furniture and antiques. How creepy. "Well er.. aha this is where we part!" Tommy says obviously terrified, as he squeezes me hand so much. "Yup! Toby let's go downstairs.." Ranboo drags the small boy down the stairs, waving. "Well we'll take upstairs, goodluck mate! We'll see you on the other side!" Said Phil. Although he meant the end of the haunted house walk, it implied that we will be meeting in the after life, and that we are dying today. Woop woop.
As we made our way through, it was very, Very, creepy. Subtle things like ambience noise and smoke, creeped me out OFC, not enough to make me scream out, but enough to make me anxious. Tommy wouldn't be letting go of my any time soon, he clung to my arm like a koala on a tree. Occasionally he would hear a creak from what I'm guessing was the workers, which would make me squeak, he would then yell out "FUCK YOU YOU SON OF A BITCH" and then hold me tightly and anxiously.
"How you holding up Tom?" I asked. "Hhhhhhhhh I wanna go homeeee and play able sistersssssss and sleeeeepp and play minecrafffttttt," he wined. I couldn't help but pity the poor kid, poor guy got dragged into this by Wilbur, although it is kinda fun, I don't think he agrees tho- "don't worry Tommy, we'll be done soon, alright? Sooner that you-" I get cut off by a worker grabbing me leg for an act. "AHHHHHHH!" I scream out and fall ontop of Tom. "AHHH FUCK MAN-" he yells out as I slam onto his body. "Ahh- sorry! God my bad-" I try to get up and slip on the floor, falling on Tommy once again. "ARRGG" He yelps. "Ahh shit I'm super sorry" I apologize while getting balance and helping him up. He then looks down at me and whispers. "That was kinda hot tho," I go red and dumbfounded. "Oh Tommy for fucks sake shut up man," I say stubbornly while he laughs at me. "FUCK OFF," He clings back to me after hearing a giggle.
This is gonna be a long night.
OMG GUYS I'M.NOT DEAD I'M SO SORRY FOR NOT POSTING ISTG- I'VE BEEN WORKING ON THIS CHAPTER FOR A WEEK NOW. I COULD'VE GOT IT OUT IN HALLOWRRN BUT I'M STUPID IM SO SORRY- ALSO THANKS FOR 3K READS THAT'S SO SICK!!! I'M REALLY SORRY I'LL TRY TO POSY CHSPTERS MORE I STARTED AT MY NEW SCHOOL SO SCHEDULE MIGHT BE FUNKY ILL TRY. Anyway I'll stop yelling, Thankyou sm :)
Farwell- Jacks
ALSO NO SPELL CHECK I'M TIRED FUCK OFF(just kidding don't fuck off I love yall)