Dinah POV
"I'll see you later babygirl. Have fun with Nicki okay?" I say as Nicki reverses out of the driveway. "Bye mommy." Lia yells out. Once Nicki is down the street I walk back into the house to see Ayana sitting on the couch on the phone. "Yeah girl and my cousin is going to be moving out here soon, I can't wait." "Can't wait for what? To get in trouble?" Y/N says as she comes down the stairs with Ashley right behind her. "Where are you going?" "It's actually where are we going. But I need you to go upstairs and get ready." Y/N says. "Nobody is going to get in trouble. The only person that get in trouble around here is your bad ass daughter Kalia." "Watch your mouth. You are not grown little girl. Kalia is bad, but Kalia doesn't crash her car three days after she get it. Into the garage doors at that."
"It was just the taillight. It's not like there's a big dent in it." "There is. In the taillight. It shouldn't be cracked. Your a worse driver than Dinah. Although my baby has gotten better." Y/N says as she stands behind me and wraps her arms around my waist. She's kisses my cheek and looks at me. "You need to get your fine ass upstairs and get ready. I'm giving you an hour. It takes an hour to get there." "Where are we going?" "With some friends and shopping for Halloween costumes." "I ordered mine already." "Well what are you being?" You gotta wait and see." I say with a smirk. "Ew. Y'all don't wanna do that somewhere like your room?" "You don't want to do something like go find a job to fix your taillight?" Y/N says and I let out a giggle. "But it's just a taillight you can't just fix it?"
"Ayana, the day I got you the Jeep we had a whole talk. We agreed that if anything happened to that car you would fix it. Keeping up with it I would handle, but when you crash it and it needs fixing then you would have to pay for it. In this case you crashed the car, so you have to fix it. It only costs $150. I just gave you three grand two weeks ago for your grades. What did you do with that money? Spent it on clothes? I took you shopping for school clothes two months ago. Theres no way you needed more clothes. I know you go shopping in Dinah's closet. Pay for the taillight. I work three jobs. I told you my assistant job is still open to you." Y/N says.
"Yana, your sister is right. You need a job. I already told Analisa when she comes out here she has to get a job out here. Y'all are old enough. It's time to start making your own money. Not wasting your sisters. She still has to take care of this house. Making sure the lights, gas, and water is still running. Ve a conseguir un trabajo." Sammie says as she makes her way down the stairs. "Okay Tía." "Now go get ready. The guy is here to fix your taillight, so we can go out." "TIA! The point of her getting a job is so she can fix it herself." "I'm not driving a car with a broken taillight." "Where are you guys going?" Y/N says as Sammie puts her purse down. "Shopping. Necesito ropa." I hear Y/N sigh. "Hold on."
She lets go of my waist and taps my butt twice. "Come on." I take her hand and we go upstairs to the room and she goes to her safe and I start to undress. "Baby, Imma run this money downstairs and you just... damn." I hear her say and I turn around as I stand there naked. I see her checking me out. I let out a giggle and turn around and walk towards the bathroom. "I'm going to get in the shower. Go run the money downstairs. I only got 50 minutes left." I say and close the door to the bathroom. "I might just join you after I come back upstairs." I hear her say and I let out a laugh as I turn the shower on. I get in and start to wash my body.
After 5 minutes I hear a car pull out and the bathroom door open. "Y/N you're not getting in with me. You already took a shower and your dressed." "Okay I won't but can we talk?" "What about?" "Us. I've been trying to figure out the gigantic way of asking you this question but I feel as though you probably don't want that. And plus I don't want to have lie to our friends later and say you're my girlfriend when you're not. So Dinah Jane, will you be my girlfriend?" "Really babe while I'm in the shower?" I say and let out a giggle. "Yes, it's spontaneous and plus it's literally my third time asking you this question." "Yes Y/N I'll be your girlfriend. Can you get my robe from behind the door since you're in here?" I ask her.
"I mean you can come out here naked too." She says. I turn off the shower and open the door. "I'm here, naked, now what?" "Come sit on my face." She says with a smirk. I laugh and shake my head. "Maybe if we didn't have somewhere to go. I need to go get dressed." She huffs and grabs my robe handing it to me. "Don't be mad. If you behave I might give you some later." I say as I take the robe from her and putting it on. I walk over to the sink and she stands behind me. I bend down to get the lotion under the sink. She places her hands on my hips and pull me back. "Babe!" I say as I laugh. "Stop teasing me then. You been teasing me since the first date when you wore that damn dress. I been wanting to blow your back out but I've been patient." She says and I stand straight up. She takes my robe off and I thank her. I put some lotion in my hand and start to rub it on my body. She grabs some and starts to rub it on my back.
F L A S H B A C K
I look into the mirror watching as the bruises start to form on my body. Looking at the previous ones get darker. "You know if you just listened I wouldn't have to do anything to you and you wouldn't be looking like this. All ugly and shit. Take a shower and put some make up on. My boys are coming over." One of his hands trails down from my back and down to my ass. He grips it and I let out a groan.
"Maybe if you behave I can give you some dick later. If not you'll know what happens next."
F L A S H B A C K O V E R
"Can you stop please? Can you just get out?" I say with hurt in my voice. "What's wrong?" She asks as she stops. "Can you just get out please?" She sighs and nods her head. She kisses my cheek and leaves out the bathroom. Once she's out I lock the door and slide down it with tears running down my face. I try to wipe the tears away but more just keeps falling down. I let out a sob and cover my face with my hands. I hear the door knob twist above me and a knock on the door. "Dinah? Baby, open the door please? Did I do something wrong?" I shake my head knowing she can't see me. "Dinah please open the door. I want to help you." I hear her yell. "Dinah let me help you. You're safe with me babe. I got you remember?" I get up and unlock the door.
Once I unlocked the door, it opens and she opens her arms and I run into them. "Please don't leave me." I sob out. She rubs my back and kisses the top of my head. "I wasn't planning on it my love." She says as she continues to rub my back. "Can I pick you up?" I nod my head into her chest and she picks me up. She carries me into the room and sits on the bed and fixes me on her lap. "Dinah? Did I trigger you or something?" I nod my head. "Talk to me babe. I know you told me he abused you, but you never got into specifics." "Am I ugly?" "Have you seen yourself Dinah? You're absolutely gorgeous. Did his punk ass tell you other wise?" I slowly nod my head.
"When you rubbed my back, I got a flashback to one of the times I was looking at myself in the mirror after one of the beatings and he told me that I was ugly.... He ran his hand down my back and groped my butt and he said that after his friends leave if I behaved that I would get dick later. And I know you've been wanting to get intimate lately, but I don't think I'm ready for that. He's touched me in so many ways that I didn't like nor wanted. He made me feel so ugly and uncomfortable with myself that I don't want no one to touch me in that way. But I don't want to lose you because I don't want to have sex with you. You-"
"Dinah, baby calm down. I'm not going to leave you because you don't want to have sex with me. Truth be told, I didn't want to have sex with you because I didn't want you to ever regret it. I know that he's done a lot of fucked up things to you. And I can't help but regret not being there for you. But baby, sex is not everything to me. Yeah it might be nice to get some relief every once in a while but I don't want to do that with you if you're not comfortable doing it. Or even uncomfortable with yourself. Come with me."
She taps my thigh and I get up and so does she. She grabs my hand and leads me to the body mirror that's on the wall. She stands me in front of it and stands behind me. "Can I?" She asks as she points to the robe. I nod my head and she starts to remove the robe off of my body. Once its off, she throws it onto the bed. She turns my head to look straight at the mirror and she stares at my eyes through it. "Baby you are so damn beautiful. Don't let anyone tell you any different. You're gorgeous as ever. You're more gorgeous than the day that I met you. Inside and out. If anyone was to call you ugly they just got the wrong person. You are the most beautiful person on this Earth to me and nothing and no one could ever change my mind." She says as she looks me up and down through the mirror. She kisses the top of my head and fixes my hair. "Now I want to hear you say it. Say I am beautiful." "Y/N I can't." "Hey, I don't ever want to hear you say you can't do something. Now I want you to say it and look at yourself." "I am beautiful." I say plainly. "Say it like you mean it D." "I am beautiful." I say more confidently.
"Say it again." "I am beautiful." "Louder." "I am beautiful!" I say louder. "Now say I am gorgeous." "I am gorgeous." "Now say I am flawless." "I am flawless." "Now say I am Y/N's sexy ass wife." I let out a small laugh. "I am Y/N's sexy ass wife." She turns me around and pulls me into a kiss. "You most definitely are." She says once she pulls away and smiles. I give her a smile back. "That's the smile I've been waiting for. I don't ever want to hear you say that you think you're ugly ever again. Whatever you're going through you're not going through it alone D. I'm right here with you every step of the way. Even when you try to push me away. I'm not going anywhere any time soon. You understand me?" She asks. I nod my head and hug her. "Thank you." "Anything for you. I love you." I love you too." "Now get dressed before were extra late and our friends really think that we did have sex." She says as she grabs my hand and brings me to the closet.
"Can I pick out your outfit today?" I nod my head and let go of her hands as she goes and looks for an outfit and I go to find undergarments. "Put on a thong and black bra. Preferably a matching set." "Is this because that's what you want to see me in or does it go with the outfit?" "Both. Black goes good with any outfit plus you look good in a matching set." She says and I hear the smile in her voice. I shake my head and grab a matching black thong and bra set. I put it on and turn around. "Good enough for you?" I say gesturing towards the matching lace set. She turns around and smiles. "Perfect. You're stunning." She says and smile. She hands me an orange crop top, camo shorts, and my black vans. "Put these on. Accessories are all on you, but put your hair in a low ponytail. You look cute with it. I'm gonna be in the room watching tv." She says. We both walk out of the closet and into the room. She gets comfortable on the bed and turns the tv on. I make my way into the bathroom and start to get dressed.
"Y/N?" "Hmm?" "Who are we hanging with today?" "Um, Kehlani, Jhene, Sean, Kiana, I invited Breanna and Viv. Oh and Chris." "What are we doing?" "Bowling. We ain't got nothing better to do. We don't have any of the kids. Like not even my sisters. We're kid free. I have a session later and I want you to be there. I have another song to show you." "You just love writing about me huh?" I question her as I start to do a light make up. "You're my favorite and only muse Bebe." She says as she looks over at me. "You almost done?" "Yeah I just got to do my hair." I say as I put my finishing touches on my makeup. I go under the sink and grab my things to do my hair.
"I think I'm going to buy you a vanity to put either in there or in here." "Why?" "Because when I move my stuff in I don't want our stuff don't get mixed up. Plus I don't want your make up to get in my hair products." She says as she get up. "You're moving in?" "I plan on it. I'm basically here almost every other night anyways, might as well right?" She says as she stands behind me. "You can touch me you know that?" "I don't want to trigger you again." She says as she looks at me through the mirror. "I'm safe with you remember? It might take some time for me to get used to not being uncomfortable, but I know it's you. I trust you Y/N." She wraps her arms around my waist and kisses my cheek. "I love you." "I love you too."
I finish my hair with Y/N's help and we make our way into the bedroom. I grab my purse and make sure everything is in there. "Do you need anything to be put in here?" "Can you grab my phone charger? I know I have two in the car, we're gonna need it when we're at the studio." I nod my head and go to her side of the bed and grab her charger. "Alright let's go. Chris is already complaining about us being late even though he ain't even there."
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"Finally the couple that ain't a couple finally shows up. What was y'all doing, fucking?" Chris says once we walk up to them. "You're annoying as hell you know that? And no we weren't having intercourse asswipe." Y/N says and everyone laughs. I walk around to everyone giving them hugs. "Intercourse? Really? That's your word choice?" Sean asks her as he laughs. "Seeing as we are in a place with children I thought I'd use appropriate terms. Unlike Chris." She says as she daps him up and moves to hug Jhene.
"And actually we are a couple. That's my girlfriend." Y/N says as she grabs my hand and smiles. "You look like a twelve year old that just got their first girlfriend." Chris says and everyone laughs. "And you look like a lonely thirty year old virgin." Y/N claps back. Me and everyone bust out laughing. "Now me and you both-" "Yeah yeah yeah we know you ain't no virgin with your two kids." Y/N says as she rolls her eyes. "Wait so are really going to play this? Because there's this nice restaurant with some vegan food for Jhene down the street." Sean asks "I'm down to eat. I'm hungry." Y/N says and wraps her arm around my waist and pulls me closer.
"Aight let's go." "Can we ride with you guys? We got a ride here." Viv asks us. Y/N nods her head and reaches into her pocket and give me the keys. "You guys go in the car and start it. Imma get the name of the restaurant from Sean." I nod and take the keys out of her hand. Bre and Viv follow me to the car. I unlock it and we all get in. I start the car and turn on the A/C. "So you and Y/N..." Bre says. I nod my head and they let out a scream. "I've been waiting for you guys to get back together. I never liked Odell." "So are you guys gonna have more kids?" Viv asks. "Not right now, no. If it happens it happens. We have a lot of stuff going on right now. With her sisters moving in with us, her therapy sessions, and what happened with Odell, kids aren't really on our mind." Once I say that my phone rings.
I answer the phone. "Hi, is this Dinah Jane Hansen?" "Yes." "Hi, this is officer Williams. I have called to tell you that Mr. Beckham has been released out on bail today. I am aware that-" was all I heard before I dropped the phone. "Dinah?" "Ms. Hansen?" I hear through the phone. The driver door opens and Y/N gets in and closes the door. "What's wrong?" I point to the phone. She grabs the phone and puts it to her ear. "Hi who is this?.... He's what?.... I understand that we do have a restraining order on him, but I thought he wasn't going to get bail?.... Okay I'm calling my lawyer." She says and hangs up the phone. She pulls out her phone and call Yonni and it rings on the speaker. She puts her seatbelt on and takes the car out of park and follows Chris out of the parking lot. "Y/N I know. I just left the courthouse. I tried to tell the judge that he would most likely come after her and he didn't believe me. I tried to tell him that he would violate the restraining order as well but his lawyer pulled this card out on me about his job and some more." Yonni says once she answers the phone. "How much was his bail?" "Fifty thousand." "That's it? He has multiple charges against him and his bail is only fifty thousand? Thats bullshit."
My phone dings with a text message. Y/N grabs it and reads it once she gets to a red light. "Yon he just texted her." "What does it say?" "I'll find you. I know you're with her. Both of y'all will pay." "Screenshot it and send it to me. I haven't left the courthouse yet. I can show them he already violated the court order and his restraining order. Send me your location and I'll send Benny to you for protection." "Okay. Ill talk to you later." She says as she hangs up. "I know it's a dumb question, but are you okay?" She asks me as she starts to drive. "He's coming after me. He's going to find me." I say barely above a whisper.
"No he's not Dinah. I got you remember? I'm not letting anything happen to you. He's not touching you." Y/N says as she pulls in the parking lot. She parks the car and looks at Viv and Bre. "Can y'all give us a minute? Tell them that we'll meet y'all in there." They nod their heads and get out. She turns to me and I look at her. "That man ain't touching you. I wouldn't let him touch you. He gotta get through Benny and then me. You'll go everywhere with Benny and if not I'll be there. I don't care if I gotta cancel meetings, shoots, or sessions. You're safety is first. I got you okay?" I nod my head and she wipes a tear that's falling down my face. "You too pretty for this crying shit. Your crown gone fall if you keep looking down. I got you. We got you." I nod my head and she pecks my lips. "Now come on I'm hungry and I know you are too." I nod my head and we get out once we see Benny pull up.
Benny walks over to us and hugs me and daps Y/N up. "He's not gonna touch you sis." He says when he looks back over at me. I nod my head and we walk into the restaurant. We find the table and walk over to them. Once we get to the table, Y/N pulls my seat out and I kiss her cheek and sit down. She sits down next to me and I look at the menu. "Y'all good?" Chris asks. "We will be." "I can't believe he got out on bail." "How do you know?" Y/N asks. "It's all over the internet." Jhené says. "Can we not talk about him?" I ask. "I know you might be scared Dinah, but you're safe. He's not going to hurt you. You got all of us. And as your brother in law, I'd beat his ass if he try something." Chris says. "He might just end up dead." I hear Benny mumble and Y/N daps him up.
"Okay what we are not going to do is get one of y'all in jail. Now let's stop talking about this because Dinah doesn't want to talk about it anymore." Jhené says and I thank her. "I just wanna say this last thing, Dinah you got a whole team behind you that's gone ride for you. Plus your family. You don't need to worry about him." Chris says and I nod my head. "Thank you Chris. Thank you to all of you. It means a lot more to me than you think." I say as tears start to fall. "Awe girl, we love you." Kehlani says and all the girls come and give me a hug.
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"Aye you guys wanna hop on the game with me?" Chris asks Y/N, Benny, and Sean. We ended up coming to Chris' house after lunch because we didn't know where we wanted to go. "I'll be back. After we'll go to the studio okay?" I nod my head and she pecks my lips and follows the boys behind Chris.
"So the two of you are official?" Kiana asks me as we all sit in Chris' living room. "Yeah since this morning. We kind of been dating for five months. We didn't tell anybody but close people because we didn't want it to get out that we were because of the Odell situation. She didn't want people bashing me about moving on so fast. But it's not moving on if there wasn't really nothing to move on from. It's definitely not like Odell was better than her." "Y'all were dating for five months? And you didn't tell me?" Viv asks. "I didn't even tell Breanna. I know we work together and everything, but with everything going on it felt good to have that kind of privacy. We're better than we were before. It's nothing against anybody. The few people that knew, knew all because we didn't want to hide us being together from everybody. Y/N isn't the type to not want to show me affection around people. She always does. Whether it's hugging to kissing or just having her arm around me. She's always been like that, but since everything happened I feel like it's more of a protection thing." I say. "Because of him?" Jhené asks.
"I believe so. We were late this morning because of me. She did something that triggered me. I had a flashback to after he beat me one time and I just shut her out. I told her to leave the room and I ended up crying. She's aware of the things that he did. Not all of them, but most of them." I say as I look down.
"Dinah, you don't have to put your head down. You're a pretty strong woman. You got two kid-" "Three. I have three kids. Cheylise will forever be my first kid. Biologically or not." I correct Kiana. "My bad. You have three kids that you take care of, a music career, and been dealt a bad hand in some situations, yet you're still here. Some people couldn't have taken it. Yet again some women decide to stay with their abuser. You left. I know that that takes a lot for some people. You're a lot stronger than you think. You got the best support system out there. You have Y/N. She's not going to leave you for nothing. I just worked on a song with her for my upcoming album, and literally the whole time she's telling me that you're one of her major inspirations. She wouldn't stop talking about you. She has your back through whatever and it shows." Kiana says sincerely and I feel Breanna wipes a tear that I didn't know was falling.
"It's just..... it's so hard. I'm trying so hard. My kids already seen me cry. The twins seen me get beat in front of them. If it wasn't for them.... I wouldn't be here. If it wasn't for Y/N I wouldn't be as strong as I am now. That relationship took a real toll on me. Jhené the first day we actually hung out because of Sean and Odell, I tried to take my life that night. I just couldn't do it anymore. I would have rather to have taken my own life than him doing it." "Dinah have you thought of therapy?" Kehlani asks me. "I have. Y/N has told me to do it too. I just try to suppress the thought of that relationship even happening."
"Dinah, with something like this you have to face it head on. Trying to suppress it or act like it never happened won't do nothing but make it worse. The triggers won't go away if you don't try to overcome them." Jhené says. "Okay. I'll go to therapy." "You can do that or you can come meditate with me. Y/N does it with Sean sometimes." "So that's what made her somewhat less of a hothead?" I ask her. "I believe so. Sean told me that he has started to see a change in her. She's trying to better herself for herself. She called Sean and asked him for advice and he told me that he invited her over to meditate. You have that person that you need in the corner. You're not losing her. She loves you and it shows. She told me about her trip to New York to beat Odell's ass. I called her out about it too. That alone let's me know that she loves the hell out of you. Willing to risk it all and go to jail for you? That girl ain't going nowhere." Jhené says.
"I just don't want my insecurities to drive her away. I'm not that same person before. I'm not that confident. I'm not comfortable with myself. Every time I see her I want to jump on her bones, but I can't because I don't want to start, get triggered, and stop it all together." I say as I let out a huff. "What's some stuff that trigger you?" Lani asks. "That's the thing, I don't know. The only thing that's triggered me so far is her touching my back. I just know that I'm not ready to have sex yet. I feel like a virgin, being scared of dick. It's not like I've never had it before, it's just that I know that when we would start I would have flashbacks of Odell doing what he did." "I know this is off topic and probably not even a necessary comment, but I'm curious. Who was better and bigger?" Breanna asks and Viv looks over at me intrigued. I laugh at the two and shake my head.
"Definitely Y/N in both areas. The first time me and Odell did it, I was disappointed." "It wasn't giving what it was supposed to give?" Lani asks and I laugh and shake my head. "He gassed himself so much. He was at least half of her size and he only wanted to do missionary and back shots. It was just boring. Y/N was just always willing to do new things. New positions." I say. "Like what? What's the craziest position y'all ever did?" Jhené asks. "She ate me out standing up. Like lifted me up against the wall up to her mouth and dove right in." "That's not that exciting" Kiana says. "In her studio on the couch. She almost fell twice but had a good grip on me." "She was standing on the couch? She's crazy!" Lani says. "Not as crazy as Sean. He made me cum nine times." "In one day?" Jhené nods her head as she covers her face. "Are you okay?" Kiana asks as she touches her arm. We all bust out laughing. "I'm fine. I was just satisfied." "How long couldn't you walk?" Viv asks her. "A day and a half. She was sore." Jhené says and I laugh.
"Keenon is the same way. He wants it at anytime when we're alone when neither of has our kids. Don't matter how many times I cum. He's still gonna make me cum multiple times." "I wish I was getting dick." Kiana says as she slumps forward and we all laugh. "Y'all three got it easy. Y'all don't have to find it. You lay right next to it." Breanna says. "Ain't nothing better than dick that's yours." Jhené comments. "And that knows how to satisfy you." Kehlani adds. "And makes sure that you cum first." I finish off.
"What are y'all in here talking about?" Y/N says as her and the guys walk in the living room. "Dick." Jhené says and we laugh when Y/N scrunches up her face. "Y'all don't have nothing better to talk about?" Chris asks. "Don't act like y'all don't sit in a circle and talk about other girls pussies" Kiana comments. "We do. Just not in a circle." Chris says. "We talk about it while smoking. And it definitely ain't in no circle." Benny says. "Y'all still talk about it." "And your point is? We talk about it because that's what guys do." Y/N says. "So you talk about me?" I ask her as I look her in the eyes. She nods her head. "I sure do. You should've never thrown your shit at me the way you do. Then I wouldn't have to talk about you. Talked about your shit for a good ten months." She says matter of factly.
"Ten months? Post break up?" She nods her head. "Sure did. Best ten months of my life. Who knew having a sneaky link was so much fun." She says and finishes with a grin. We all bust out laughing. "Your crazy." "And you love it." She says as she sends a smile my way. "I don't even want to know what you said." "Don't ask. But it's all good things. Very good things." "We mostly talk about passed around hoes." Chris says. "Who talks about passed around hoes?" Me and Jhené ask. "Not I. I didn't even have hoes for two years. Don't look at me all crazy like that Dinah." Y/N says as she shakes her head. "I didn't even say nothing Né. I'm literally just standing here." Sean says. "We'll be downstairs in the studio. Look at you getting us in trouble. Just because you single doesn't mean the rest of us are. We still got shorties." Y/N says as she smacks Chris behind the head and walks towards the studio room. "I'm lucky Yonni ain't here. You would've had her on my ass just for that comment. Would've been in the dog house. She would've been cussing my ass out in Spanish." Benny says as they walk away.
"I guess we ain't going to the studio." I mumble. "Y'all were going to make a song?" Kiana asks. "No, she was going to show me a song." "Y'all need to make a song." "I want to. She's a genius." "I think her and Sean are working on something." Jhené says as she points a finger at me. "She is. She told me she was coming home late to be in the studio with him. She has a whole studio in the house, but never uses it." I say. "In the house? Y'all live together too? Where have I been?" Viv says and I giggle. "We don't live together. She still lives in the old house. It's just when I left Odell I told her to bring me to Victoria's house, but apparently in her little plans she moved us into the house that she had built for us two years ago." "Us? Just you and the twins?" "Me, the twins, Cheylise, and now her sisters Ayana and Ashley." "Her sisters? She has siblings?" Viv asks. "You've met them before. Remember when I took you with me to pick them up from school? Ayana is the one that's in high school and Ashley is the one that goes to the same school as Chey." I say. "Viv, are you good? You've been acting real slow lately." Bre says.
"Hey girls? Y'all don't mind if Saweetie comes and hangs with y'all? We invited Quavo over to record with us. Y'all don't mind right?" Y/N says as she comes closer to us. We all look at each other and shake our heads. "No we don't babe. Why'd you ask?" "To be respectful. I'd be hot if someone didn't ask me if it's okay for someone to come through not knowing if I had any problems with them. I don't know anything about you girls beef. Except Né, I know your beef. Break up with your boyfriend, Yeah yeah cause I'm boooored." Y/N says as she sings. Everyone laughs except Jhené. "That wasn't even funny. And there's no beef. Just no chance of a collab." She says as she crosses her arms. "Dinah I don't know why you laughing. You're beef line longer. We got my first ex, Queen, and Dani. Melanie was on that list and now y'all are creating baby momma groups. You can't listen to Medicine or the new album. Then you can't even listen to my song with Dani. I can't even play it around you." She says as she throws her hands up and drops them dramatically.
I give her a blank stare. "Me and Queen had a talk after the wedding. You're first ex I would never talk to her. There's no reason to. As for Dani, you had her around my kids. Had them walking around my house talking about a mamas girlfriend. And lastly wanted to lie and call me a cheater on the Internet. When she's the one that cheated on you. So, yes I have beef with those two woman." I say matter of factly. "You know what? You got that. I respect it. But I ain't have the twins do that. That was all them on their own. I didn't wanna throw that relationship in your face. It wasn't something that I really cared about that much." She says with a shrug at the end. "You didn't care?" Jhené asks. "It's was what como se dice... a distraction like Lani said." And they laugh. "From who Dinah?" Kiana asks. "Oh look at that I gotta go tell the guys Quavo can come over." she says as she walks fast out the living room.
We all laugh at her. "You still think she gonna leave? She loves the hell out of you." Lani says. "I know she does. It's just hard to believe sometimes. Not because she doesn't show it but it just seems so much like a dream to me. I love her. I just don't want her to go anywhere because of me." I say. "She'll only leave if you give her a reason." There's a knock at the door and Chris is running up the stairs.
"I got it." "We wasn't going to answer it. It isn't our house." Lani says and he throws the middle finger up at her. "Ayo what- the fuck is this nigga doing with you?.... Nah you better get the fuck outta here for my sis comes and beat your ass." "Your sis ain't gonna do shit." The voice that I scared me so much said.
I feel someone pulling my arm. "Dinah come on so he doesn't see you." Bre says but I sat there froze. Lani and Kiana pull me up and walk me downstairs to the studio. "What are y'all-" "He's upstairs." "Who?" Sean asks. "Odell. He came with-" Y/N comes to me and sits me down. "Look at me Dinah." Benny runs upstairs to go help out Chris. I look at her in her eyes. "Your safe okay? He's not going to touch you." I nod my head. "I'll be back okay?" "Baby please don't leave me." I say. "Im gonna go handle him. You stay down here. I promise to come back right to you." "Y/N, Benny already went. Just stay with me please. I need you." I beg her. She sighs. "Come here." She sits down and pulls me onto her lap. I rest my head on her chest and she kisses the top of my head. She wraps her arms around me. "He ain't tryna leave until she comes outside. Which isn't happening." Chris says as comes down the stairs.
"Where's Benny?" "Upstairs handling him." "You can't leave him by himself with him." Sean says and Y/N sets me on the couch and gets up. She pulls her pants up and tied her hair up. "What are you-" She runs upstairs and we all look at each other. "Oh no." "Y/N!!!" We head Benny yell. We all run upstairs.