INSECURITIES.

By sophia_ispeng

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What happens when you fall for someone you know you're not supposed to fall in love with? ''It's cool to have... More

Author's note.
CHARACTER AESTHETICS
CHAPTER 1
CHAPTER 2
CHAPTER 3
CHAPTER 4.
CHAPTER 6.
CHAPTER 7.
CHAPTER 8.
CHAPTER 9.
CHAPTER 10.
CHAPTER 11.
CHAPTER 12.
CHAPTER 13.
CHAPTER 14.
CHAPTER 15
CHAPTER 16.
CHAPTER 17.
CHAPTER 18
CHAPTER 19
CHAPTER 20
CHAPTER 21
CHAPTER 22
CHAPTER 23
CHAPTER 24
CHAPTER 25
CHAPTER 26
CHAPTER 27
CHAPTER 28
CHAPTER 29
PLEASE READ
CHAPTER 30
CHAPTER 31
CHAPTER 32
CHAPTER 33
CHAPTER 34
CHAPTER 35
CHAPTER 36
CHAPTER 37
CHAPTER 38
CHAPTER 39
RANDOM Q/A
CHAPTER 40
CHAPTER 41
CHAPTER 42
CHAPTER 43
CHAPTER 44.
CHAPTER 45
CHAPTER 46a
CHAPTER 46b
CHAPTER 47.
CHAPTER 48
CHAPTER 49.
CHAPTER 50 {The End.}

CHAPTER 5.

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Whenever jasmine wasn't online, Dave couldn't help but leave thousand's of messages in her DM.
One evening, the two were chatting with each other and  Dave began to tell her how important and attached he was growing towards her.

Also addressing the fact that he can't go a day without chatting with her.
Jasmine felt the same way also but she didn't say it to him just yet.

She used it in teasing him and she told him she was gon' leave him throughout the next day so she would see what would happen to him.
He told her not to think about it and she told him she was just kidding.

Jasmine's words however, took a turn on her as they began to have issues with their light.
It was unusual because they have never had to experience not having light for more than 30minutes in her estate.

Her phone was low and they couldn't turn on their gen because it needed servicing.

They had to stay in darkness throughout that day and the next.

Jasmine felt so bored and all she did was to think about Dave and the memories they've shared together since they met.

Dave on the other hand, began to think Jasmine was acting on her words.

He hadn't spoken to her and he began to miss her badly.

[Dave]

Good morning mama.
Hope you slept well?

I'm about to head for training now and you're not even online to wish me luck.

Sleepy head.

Text me when you wake up.

Sent 8:55am

Babe?
I'm back.
You won't believe what happened in the field today!!

Sent 12:30pm

Why tf aren't you online!?

Sent 1:33pm

Jasmine
Jasmine
Jasmine
Jasmine
Jasmine
Jasmine
Jasmine
Jasmine
Jasmine
Jasmine
Jasmine
Jasmine
Jasmine
Jasmine
Jasmine
Jasmine
Jasmine
Jasmine
Jasmine
Jasmine
Babe
Babe
Babe
Babe
Babe
Babe
Babe
Babe

Sent 2:15pm

Jasmine
Jasmine
Big head
Big head
Big head
Big head
Big head
Big head
Big head
Big head
Big head
Big head

Sent 4:40pm

Babeeeeeeeee
Come online
Come online
Come online
Come online
Come online
Come online
Come online
Come online
Cone online
Come online
C
O
M
E
O
N
L
I
N
E
I miss you guy

Sent 9:45pm

Goodnight💔

Sent 11:00pm.

Dave went to bed feeling unhappy that night.

He loved talking to Jasmine a lot and telling her about his day, they both loved to do that.

He couldn't understand why she wasn't online for a whole full day.

He managed to get out of his thoughts and slept off, hoping she would be online the next day.

                     *******

Jasmine managed to finally get her phone charged and the first message she tapped on when she came online was Dave's.

She felt like crying while going through the messages.
Note the sarcasm.
Her baby missed her a lot.
She felt really bad for not being there when he needed her.

She didn't even know how to start responding or how to start explaining.

[Jasmine]

Aww baby😭❤
I'm so sorry babe
I'm sorry for not wishing you luck before you went to train yesterday.
How was it tho?
Did you score for me?
Our light went off I don't know what is going on but we don't have light and our gen needs servicing.
My mom has called for the gen guy tho.
Honey I'm sorry I missed you too
I was just thinking about you all through.
Was bored asf.
I'm aware you have a match today and I wasn't even online early to wish you luck.
Please just come online for me b.
I want you to know that I'm rooting for you.
I'm your biggest fan!
And I wish you luck
Score for me dove🕊❤

Sent 10:45am.
Seen 10:50 am
Typing...

[Dave]

Stinka, you finally came online!
Those mother fucking light people are mad.
So you had to sleep in the dark?
Mehn I miss you asf. I was so bored and bothered.
I thought you left because I told you I couldn't stay a day without talking to you.
I didn't even score any goal yesterday I was so distracted in the pitch, thinking about you.
My friends even used it to tease me.
They said I wasn't playing well because I was fighting with you.
We're about to go into the field now.
Our opponents kept us waiting for so long.
The match was supposed to start by 9 but they just arrived.
Thank you for being online mama I love you

Sent 10:55am

[Jasmine]

I love you too papi
Make sure you score for me
I'm really sorry for not being there.
Play well iyeh

Sent 10:56am

I will mama
Bye baby
I'll text you when we're done.

Sent 10:56am
Seen 10:56am

               

This act made them believe that their absence hurts them both.

Jasmine began to see herself taking risks she has never thought of taking just to see Dave.

These two would organise early morning meet ups at Jasmine's place.

Dave always went for jogging every morning and he always passed by jasmine's apartment.

He tells her that he passes her apartment every morning and they both suggest using that as an opportunity to see each other.

It is 5am in the morning and Dave texts Jasmine asking her to come out because he is close by.
J

asmine came down from her bed, walked into her bathroom, washed her face, tiptoed to her balcony, and tried to open the door without making a sound.

She didn't want to get caught by her mom.
With her heartbeat racing so fast, she came out and she saw Dave waiting for her.
She was putting on a big hair bonnet, bra top and shorts.

Dave teased her with the hair bonnet being so big but he also told her she looked sexy in what she was putting on.
She ignored the comment but deep down, the compliment made her happy.

I mean, which girl wouldn't like to be complimented by the guy she likes?
Jasmine tells Dave that she has to go in because for some reason, she was feeling scared and he let her go, continuing with his jogging.

Jasmine came back in, locked the door and went back to her room.

Thankfully, she wasn't caught.

She carried her phone and she began to chat with Dave.

They planned on meeting up again but this took years to take place because Jasmine was always oversleeping!

Whenever Dave was outside her apartment and texted her to come out, she wouldn't reply to his message until he got back home.
Dave would wait for what felt like hours hoping she would come out but she wouldn't.

He would check his phone every now and then to see if she had replied but he was always disappointed by what he saw.
She was always apologising whenever she overslept, promising to make it up to him the next day but the same thing kept repeating itself and Dave kept on forgiving her.

All the things we do for love.

Jasmine tried to find out why she was always oversleeping and she figured out that it was because she kept late nights.

''Remember, early to bed, early to rise.''
she said to herself and that evening, she told Dave that she would be sleeping early tonight and that he should be ready to meet up with her the next morning.

Jasmine slept by 8pm and to her surprise, she found herself awake by 4am.

She felt so happy and the first thing she carried was her phone.
Luckily, she met Dave online and he told her he just took his bath and was about to start coming.

She felt really excited that she finally did it and this time, she was not scared about getting caught.
She came down from her bed and went into the bathroom to wash her face.

This time around, she wasn't wearing something exposing because of the cold.
She opened the door quietly and waited for him to arrive.
Three to five minutes later, she saw someone walking towards her direction.

He was playing one of lewis capaldi's music, Dave.
He finally approached her and hugged her tightly.

Damn, his scent!

She didn't want to let him go.

He smelled like a baby, and babies smell really nice.

He teased her about how she had been oversleeping all along which was always hindering their meet ups.
She apologised again and they began to have small talks.
She observed something sparkling in his neck and she asked him to come closer.

''Why?''
He asked, confused.

"Just come closer," she said and he obeyed, moving closer to her.

"oh, its just a pendant,"Jasmine stated nonchalantly making his curiosity lessen.

They became really close to each other now and they stared deeply into each other's eyes.

Dave brought his face closer like he wanted to kiss her and she bent down, avoiding his lips on hers.

They both laughed at what she did as he pulled her up again.
He was staring at her intently and she held his gaze, using that as an opportunity to take in his features. From his well arched eyebrows, to his extremely long lashes, which she found really sexy, to his dazzling black eyes, to his well shaped nose, and his motherfucking sexy lips. This boy was beautiful.

She began to wonder how she got somebody like him to be in her life. To talk about the fact that she almost left his life if not that he spoke some senses into her. Where did this boy come from? She made up her mind that she would never let him leave again, at least, not under her watch.

''I will never leave you I swear, I love you so much,'' She found herself voicing out.

"Are you sure?"
Dave asked, looking directly into Jasmine's eyes with all seriousness.

''Yes I am,'' Jasmine muttered.

"Don't make a promise you can't keep," Dave replied brusquely, his eyes void of any emotion.

He brought his face closer again and she used her hand to turn his face to the other direction.
She wasn't sure if she was ready to kiss him now.

Dave gave her neck kisses and soft moans escaped from her lips.
He kissed her softly from her forehead, down to her neck, her cheek and all her knuckles.

Fucking Dave!

After spending some time together, Dave was about to take his leave and he pecked Jasmine on her forehead.

''I need a hug,'' She stated, pouting and Dave gave her a really warm hug but she claimed not to be ''feeling it.''

She would call him back each time he wanted to leave, asking for "one last one."

It was so obvious that she didn't want him to leave.

He didn't want to leave too because he kept on coming back.
They hugged each other like a thousand times but no one seemed to satisfy her the way she wanted.

She didn't want to let him go but he had to leave. Besides, the day was already getting a little bit bright.

"I love you,"  she sang a line of kizz Daniel's "need somebody" and Dave finished.

"You make a bad man soft, body like a diva." 
He used his hands to draw something like a curve when he said that.

Jasmine could see every bit of emotion in his eyes when he sang. It might sound a bit cheesy but she saw love in his eyes. He stared at her like he was in love with her. Like she was the best thing he had ever come across in his life. There was something about his eyes. His eyes expressed emotions his mouth couldn't form.

"Stay with me babe, chill with me baby, let mama pray for me yeah."
He continued singing and he placed his palms together when he said "let mama pray for me yeah."

Jasmine on the other hand couldn't stop the genuine, wide smile that made it's way to her face. Her lips were already hurting from smiling too hard but she cared less about that at this point.

"Shey you go roll with me oo, if I no get money, if I no get body oo?"

He raised his two shoulders up when he said "if I no get body oo,'' and every action he made was just bursting Jasmine's head to the core. The guy was giving her goosebumps.

She wrapped her arms around him tightly, burying her head in the space between his neck and his shoulder and Dave welcomed it with everything in him. That was the last hug they had that morning and it felt so amazing.

It was just a hug, but then it was more than just a hug to them. They were getting lost in it. That is, if they weren't already lost. They remained in that position for a very long time. Nobody wanted to pull out and then Jasmine began to rub her hand softly on his back.

"I love you," he whispered softly as the words sent shivers down her spine.
Those words that did wonders to her body.
Words she could never get tired of hearing him say.

It was just three words but receiving those three words from Dave was a big deal to her. He was the only person that made her feel things that she had never felt with any other person.
Dave was like a soulmate to her.

He pulled away from the hug after what felt like ages and planted a kiss on her on her forehead.

She felt a spark in her after he did that.
Why does he have to have so much effect on her by just doing the littlest things?
She never knew forehead kisses could make someone feel so good until she received it from him a minute ago.

''I love you too, Dave.''

She whispered as she watched him leave.

She walked back into her house feeling like the happiest girl on earth and she couldn't stop thinking about what just happened.

Later that day, Jasmine began to feel guilty about what she did with Dave because he wasn't her boyfriend.

She texted him to tell him about how she felt and he told her that if she wasn't comfortable with it, then he would never do it to her again.

This reply left her speechless because she liked the sense of how it felt whenever she was in his arms but at the same time, she felt like it was not right.

She changed the topic and they began to talk about something else.

God knows she didn't want him to stop, she loved his touch.




















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God when will somebody come and meet up with me early in the morning?😭😅
Remember to leave a vote babies🕊
And tell your friends about this book🐰
Trust me they do not want to miss out on this Jasmine and Dave's love story😂❤

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