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It's been three weeks since you've been staying at the regional spine injury centre for rehabilitation. The medication continues and you're also now doing robotic gait training to retrain your legs to walk again and when you can now move your legs gait training would be better. You really badly want to walk again and your determination sometimes make you cry secretly.
"So, when did the two of start dating?" Yuzuha said like she was interviewing you. You blink momentarily. Just as so you thought, everyone will found out that Rindou is your boyfriend and the three young ladies start questioning you. You pursed your lips and sigh.
"Just weeks ago." You replied. Yuzuha narrowed her eyes at you. "Hmm. So it was you on Twitter saying that Rindou accompanied a girl in Roppongi hills." You chuckled and scratched your nape.
"Didn't he hurt you back then? What happened? How come?" Emma added. You look at the blonde lady.
"It's a long story. Let's just say we slowly get along. That's it." Emma rose her brow. "What kind of boyfriend he is? Is he good at you? How about sweet? I honestly see him as a womanizer."
"Yeah, girl. That's true. Haitani brothers are always in a club partying around." Yuzuha sassily said. You smiled a little. You understand them. Since for them, It's your first time to have a delinquent boyfriend. They don't know that you have passed with Hanma because you chose to stay quiet and don't bring up the past.
But there's also bugging you. Surely, Rindou is a womanizer and a type of boy who will cheat when he started to get bored. What scares you is that if he betrays you. At least you don't want that to happened and you still don't know him yet. What kind of a person he is indoors and outdoors.
"You think he's the kind of guy to be sweet. He's not a tsundere. It's his mannerism to be cold and be blunt." You uttered. Hina scoffed behind Emma.
"You mean you two have a cold relationship!"
"Oh, c'mon girl. He's not like Takemichi." Yuzuha admitted. You just smiled a little.
"Let's not talk about it. I don't have anything else to tell you." You said matter of factly. You don't like sharing your experience with him. Since the two of you did was making you blush to think about it.
You look at the window. You're glad that your friends visiting you always because they know that you're not used to be in hospitals. Any blood related scares you. Every night and morning, you're crying because of you being scared to get injected. Your trauma would just attack you and make you hate everyone surrounds you.
"Leave me alone, I don't want to see all of you." You sob hiding yourself on the blanket. If only you can walk, you would have run away from them.
"Honey, please. You need to--"
"I said leave! Why can't you understand it, Mom! For you, it doesn't hurt, but to me, It is." You feel bad shouting at the one who made you but that's just how you feel. In the end, you're going to apologize.
You have a session every week for robotic gait training. This will help your muscle to get back on its proper strength and this also makes you feel your legs slowly as long as you participate in every session.
Another day comes and you're eating your breakfast on the bed. It's not like you need someone when it comes to eating that's why you're alone today. You forced your parents to work than watching you here. The nurses still accompany you though. While you're eating your phone ring.
You look at the screen only to see Rindou's name. He's gonna facetime. You took your phone and answer it.
"Hey there, Bitch." He bluntly welcome. You pucker as you munch the food on your mouth. He's still on his bed, his hair is messy.
"What do you want?" you ask as you gulp your food. "Nothing." He rasps. You pursed your lips and put down your phone on the stand and continued eating.
"Ain't you gonna attend your class?"
"It depends. How about you, what are you doing later?"
"I'm gonna answer my exams here then after that the nurse will walk me out." You said and smile. Rindou blinks momentarily and watches you eat your breakfast. He likes you to struggle but not in this kind of situation. He wanted to walk with you on the street and continued riding on his motor and stroll around Tokyo and he wanted to know you more. Now that you can't do it, he's thinking what do you feel right now.
"I'm ending this call. See you later, Baby." You pouted your lips and nod your head. "Okay, bye." You said and smiled. As the call ended, you finished your breakfast and the nurse came to help you to bathe yourself.
Rindou's POV
I wryly look at the window while kinda irritated by the voice of that professor. I should have just visited Y/n than attending class. I wonder what she's doing right now. Probably augh! I stood up and took my bag placing it on my left shoulder and didn't hesitated to get out.
"Mr Haitani, where do you think you're going?" I coldly stared at the prof. "To my girlfriend. Do you have a problem with that? Tch." I rolled my eyes and get out the door.
"what? He already has a girlfriend?"
"the fuck who?"
"both haitani brothers don't have an interest in every girl who studies here. They flirt but that's all."
I went out and didn't mind the prof like he can fucking stop me from what I'm doing.
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"That's enough for today, Y/n-chan." Your nurse said after your training. You nod your head because you also feel exhausted. You watch your rehabilitation nurse to take off those tape on your legs and body. Then the nurse guy carried you back on your wheelchair.
"Thank you." You said and wave your hands when the other nurse pushed your wheelchair. You sipped on your drink and then wipe your sweat on your forehead.
"Where do you want to go, Y/n-chan?"
"Near the fences." You shortly said. You wanted to go there to watch the kids play outside since the rehabilitation center is just near on a kindergarten school. You remember your dream. Was it really a dream? Or precognition of the future?
You pursed your lips and wandered your eyes. You're not the only one who has the same situation. There are many patients here but mostly old people.
"If I may know, Y/n-chan. Why did this happen to you? Why did you get stabbed?" you pivoted your head to look at your nurse.
"Hmm. Because I have an idiot friend who wanted to kill his own. I love Baji and I don't want him to die just because of a problem that can still be solved." You said and smiled. Your nurse smile genuinely.
"Does he love you too??"
"if you mean by romantically, no. But as a sister to him, yes." You chuckled and just talk with her the whole hour. Never you know, Rindou's watching you up from your room. He can see how happy you are. He put down his bag on the chair and went down to get you.
The young nurses would look on his way and blush. Rindou glance at the nurses he could pass by and he find it weird for them to blush to a 19 year old. But he's liking it honestly.
As he went out, he silently walk to get near you guys.
"Do you love your boyfriend?" As Rindou heard those his track stop. He heard your soft chuckles.
"I..I love Rindou..ahm, but I don't know if he loves me. Oh please don't tell it to him."
"Yeah, of course. This is only between us."
Rindou subconsciously blushed and he felt his heart became crazy. Beating so fast as if there's no tomorrow. A warm smile crept on his face and then walk closer. He pokes the nurse shoulder to catch her attention. Before the nurse could say anything, Rindou put his index finger on his lips as a sign to be quiet. The nurse can't help but to get amazed by the latter's action.
"He doesn't tell me because it's a secret." You mumble. You're about to say something again but you smell his perfume. Your heart began to palpitate. You gulp and blink your eyes multiple times.
What the fuck Y/n!
You bite your lower lip and slowly look behind you. Rindou welcome you with his usual cold stares. You bashfully blush on that sigh. He's really handsome no matter what angle his features do.
"A-ah. I didn't know that you're here." You said and smiled awkwardly then quickly look away. Rindou watches you how your hair dance with the air. To your surprise, Rindou carefully carried your body in his arms.
"Oh my! What are you doing! Put me down." You whined as your hand reaches the fence. Your position is like you are sitting in his arms. Your other hand wrapped around his nape. "Put me down, Rindou." You shyly look around.
"Don't you like to be carried by me?" He teased. You pursed your lips. "Everyone is looking at us. Are you stupid?" You mumble. The latter peered over his shoulder.
"I don't care." He said nonchalantly. You sigh and rolled your eyes. Oh, you just remember, this guy doesn't care about anything at all. You look away from his orbs and look out the fences.
"Class does not end yet. Did you ditch?"
"I got bored. I don't have anyone to bully there." You puckered and look at him. "You're such a bad guy."
"It doesn't matter. I'd be willing to be bad for you." Your lips parted. "Isn't it supposed to be good?" Rindou smirk.
"I don't have that in my vocabulary."
"Tch. Yeah right." You said. You both stared at each other's eyes. For you, it is really beautiful. His eyes suit him well. His blonde lashes were so thick and dark. His tan skin would suit in every kind of clothes. Your small nose brushes gently on him. He smells so nice. Rindou stared at your dry lips. You're way too attractive for him.
His lips gently meet yours. You know that it's coming because you want it as well. You want his lips on you. You tighten your grip on the fence. Rindou's kiss didn't last longer (three-second kiss). He can feel the stares on the two of you.
"We can continue this at your room if you want." He smirks and licked his lips. You blushed and slap his arms.
"Control your horny ass." You uttered. He just chuckled and put you down in the wheelchair.
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Rindou shoves half of his thumb on the corner of your lips as your both tongues sync together. "Hmm." You moan as you wanted to catch some air. The water inside your mouth would slip on his thumb and eventually fall on your chin. Your both hands on his wrist. Rindou parted on the kiss, his tongue sticks out a little showing the string of your both mixed saliva.
Your tired-like eyes watch how he catch his breath slowly.
"I've been feeling weird lately." He murmur and slowly pushed your body on your bed, dumb legs still dangling on the bedside. You breathe heavily and blink your eyes momentarily.
"What do you mean?" You breathlessly said and wrapped your arms around his neck. "Should I be the one to tell it first...or I am just in denial." You curiously stared at him. Your body twitched when you feel his calloused hands travelled slowly on your curves.
"What are you talking about, Rin?" his stares were so sinful to stare back. He went back on your lips as his hands slowly went up to your covered breast. Even you're wearing your brassiere, he still finds where your nipples are located. It became sensitive to his fingers. You sink your body on the bed and moan breathlessly between your kisses.
For a moment of time, his lips started to nibbles your neck. "D-don't try..hmm..leaving mar-" you bite your lips when he found your sweet spot. Rindou chuckles and continued nibbling there. Rindou's fingers on your breast and his tongue on the juncture of your neck was so disturbing that it made your inner tighs to throb. He let go of your neck and he lift your long sleeve shirt to show your not so big breast. (I'm flat and you are)
He lowers down your bra and plays for a second before he digs in his mouth on your mound. Your chest heaves as he does that. Twirling his tongue expertly.
"Rin." You put the blanket on your mouth to lower down your moans. Your eyes would get teary because of the hot sensation. His mouth went on the other one and he did the same, he rub your throbbing mound between his knuckles.
"Oh god." His kisses went down, leaving lines of love bites down to your abdomen. His hands went down on the garter of your booty shorts. You look down.
"H-hey. They might catch us." You timidly said while you're blushing hard. Rindou looks up at you as he kneels on the floor. You gulp. He's like ready to eat you in his cold and sinful stares. He licks his lips.
"No one will know." He rasps as he pulls down your short along with your undies. You blushed and look down. He was just like staring at your nakedness sharply. He parted your legs and he watch your pre-cum went out and slide down on the bed.
"You can still get horny and wet like this easily even your lower body don't function that well." He chuckles and slides his thumb up which makes you to hitch your breath. What the fuck, he can still make you crazy in this kind of situation.
A wet gentle kiss on your both thighs before you felt his sharp nose along with his hot breath brush on your wetness. This is the first time Rindou went down on you. (Honestly, Hanma did this to you multiple times but no seggy).
Your lips parted on their own when he starts licking your clit. His tongue moves in a circular motion as his grip tightens.
"R..rin..ahh." you closed your eyes and turn your head on the side. His hot tongue sends sensitivity to your body. Your grip on your blanket tightens. He started to nibbles your cunt and then he didn't hesitate to make his way on your entrance. His hotness made you wetter.
"Hmm...ahh." He push deeper and you could hear his breath there. Your hand subconsciously went to his hair. You only made your body sink. He plays with your cunt as your body abnormally cumming on his tongue. You grab his hair but you let it go when he began rubbing his thumb on your clit for you to make you more sensitive and cum abnormally on him, tasting your sweet juices, coating his tongue perfectly.
You breathed heavily as you felt something tingling sensation on the bottom of your body.
"Rindou...ahm..I." your head went side by side, getting crazy on his tongue's movement. It became sloppier and fast along with his thumb on your clit. Him giving you cunnilingus makes you want to give your every body to him.
"Ahhh.." you covered your mouth and sink your body on the bed as you felt yourself released.
*knock *knock
"Y/n, are you there??" Your eyes widen and look at the door. "Fuck, Ri...ah." you closed your eyes when he lick you one last time. Rindou raised his head to look at you. You laid up your body using your both elbows while panting. Rindou stared at you coldly while his mouth is covered with your wet cum. He even licks his lips sexily. You gulp and fall your body on the bed.
"Y/n?? Why is the door locked?" It was Emma knocking on the door. Rindou look at the door for a second before he carried your body and cover your naked legs. He didn't put back your shorts.
"I'll put it later, love." You stared at him putting your shorts inside your covers. Rindou wipe your sweat and kissed your forehead.
"I love you."
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