NAMKYU'S POV
"Namkyu? You already left? Why didn't you tell me?" Seungwoo asked from the other line.
"You are so busy that you don't even have a chance to talk to me" I said.
"It's just that I've told you not to--"
"That's the problem Seungwoo. You told me not to butt in but I'm also part of the team. Do you find it annoying? Do you think I just keep on getting on your way? Shit. If we're just going to argue then I'm ending the call" I said and I was about to end the call.
"Namkyu wait, wait it's not like that. I was just worried about you. I don't want you to put in danger. You understand that right?" Seungwoo said.
"You know Seungwoo. Right before I become your girlfriend I'm already doing this job. You know what kind of job we're doing but you still asked me out" I said
"Namkyu, okay I'm sorry. You'll forgive me right?"
"Seungwoo, I would never hol--"
"Ah yeah did you already leave for the training camp?" Seungwoo asked me.
"Yeah, Sungkyu drop me here earlier. And about this place, this isn't really a t---"
"Who are you talking to? Your lover?" Hyungwon suddenly came from behind. Body was pressing against my back.
"Are you with someone?" Seungwoo said in the other line.
"Hold on a sec" I told Seungwoo then I turned around facing Hyungwon.
"What are you doing? Can you leave me alone" I mouthed making sure that Seungwoo can't hear it. I rolled my eyes on him before getting back to my phone conversation with Seungwoo.
"Sorry what are you saying?" I asked Seungwoo.
"I'm really sorry I wasn't able say goodbye to you before you go" Seungwoo said.
"Ah no, no. It's fine. I understand that you're busy" I said.
"I know it wasn't nice to stay in a training camp......." Seungwoo keep on talking about the incident happened earlier. Then Hyungwon lean forward, bring his ears near my phone.
"What are you doing? Your hair is dripping move away" I whispered at Hyungwon. I was so busy arguing with Hyungwon, pushing him away so that I can talk with my boyfriend peacefully.
"Seungwoo-ah I'm finished taking a shower. You can shower now" I heard an unfamiliar voice of a girl from the other line. Where is he at a time like this?
"Should I order room service while you shower?" I heard the girl once again. I didn't think twice and ended the call. Who is she?
"You alright?" Hyungwon asked peeking from my shoulder checking if I'm alright. I'm sure it's a girl. Hyungwon probably heard it too that's why he's asking me if I'm alright.
"What was that?" I asked myself. Convincing myself that she was nothing personal to Seungwoo.
But what am I really doing right now? Why am I acting like this? Then my phone rang again. I check it and saw that Seungwoo sent a message.
From: Seungwoo
I'll talk to you later. I have something to do.
From: Namkyu
let's talk tomorrow I'm tired.
From: Seungwoo
Alright
With that simple reply from him my tears suddenly roll down on my cheeks. Why am I acting this way? I shouldn't be doubting Seungwoo when I'm the one who's been doing things behind his back.
"Yah, Namkyu. Why are you crying?" Hyungwon said as he move in front of me. "Did he said something that hurts you?" He asked cupping both of my cheeks making me look at him.
"Is he mad? Did I do something wrong?" He suddenly began to panic. "I'm sorry, don't cry" he added as he gently wipe my tears using his thumb.
"You guys still up, let's have a drink downsta---- sorry did I interrupt something?" Minhyuk suddenly came from nowhere.
I turned my head away from Hyungwon, making him let go of me.
"I'm not feeling well, you guys enjoy" I told them as I turned around walking back inside the room.
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HYUNGWON'S POV
I went downstairs following Minhyuk.
"You guys seems to be closer than I thought" Minhyuk said.
"Not really"
"You like her" Minhyuk bluntly said.
"Yeah I--- hey what made you say that" I said then Minhyuk laughed.
"I saw what you guys doing earlier. So are you guys dating?" He asked.
"No"
"Why? You guys seems like you get along really well" He said. "Anyway, you have a pretty face well that will do all the work. So make her yours dude" he added before making his way to sit on the couch.
"Didn't expect you to join us, I thought you're having a great time with your girl" Changkyun said
"Dude wanna know what sucks?" Minhyuk asked him.
"Yeah?"
"They're not dating" Minhyuk joked then all of their eyes landed on me.
"Really? I thought you guys shared a bed together" Kihyun boldly said.
"They just shared a bed doesn't mean they slept together" Shownu said.
"We slept together. Twice. We slept twice" I said as I sat down beside Minhyuk. Then Changkyun laughed.
"Bro what set up is that? Are you guys fuck buddies?" Changkyun asked.
"Why don't you just go for it?" Jooheon asked.
"Go for being fuck buddies?" Minhyuk asked.
"Why don't you ask her out? I'm sure she'll accept your feelings" Wonho said.
"Yeah, come to think of it she won't even allow you to sleep with her if she's not feeling the same way" Kihyun said.
"I don't know. Things are complicated between us" I responded grabbing a can of beer.
"Maybe time hasn't come yet" Jooheon said.
"Dude you believe in that?" Changkyun asked.
"Waitttt" Minhyuk said standing up and running to his room.
"Then wait for a perfect timing. Maybe things will go well if you're in the right timing" Kihyun said.
Then I suddenly remembered what happened earlier. She was talking with her boyfriend through the phone, I shouldn't have bothered her. But thinking of that girl's voice with her boyfriend annoys me.
[Earlier]
"I'm not feeling well, you guys enjoy" Namkyu said turning her back on me. She must be hurt. She was rubbing her eyes as she walk inside our room making sure that I didn't notice that she's crying.
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"Yeah you guys are right" I said. Then Minhyuk went back.
"I should get back, she's not feeling well when I left" I told them.
"Why don't you have a drink with her" Minhyuk suggested.
"Yah!!! He said she's not feeling well why are you saying that they should drink together" Changkyun said.
"She's not feeling well! Emotionally not physically" Minhyuk said.
"Then go talk to her, this might be your chance" Shownu said.
"Wait, wait. I'll get you guys a drink" Minhyuk said running to the kitchen to grab a can of beer.
"Why did you bring the opened one?" Kihyun asked.
"You've just ruined that one attractive scene for Hyungwon" Jooheon said and all of our eyes went to Jooheon. "You know that thing men do. Being a gentleman opening the can for the girl" Jooheon explained and all of them agreed to Jooheon then getting angry at Minhyuk.
"Forget about that. Bring these too" Minhyuk said handing me two beers of can and the other plastic of fried chicken.
"Now disappear. Go win her heart" Minhyuk said pushing me by my back.
I was hesitant at first. Maybe I should give her time alone, no I should be there for her. Or am I being too much? But in the end I still end up going back to our room. I knocked on the door first but no one's answering.
"Namkyu? You still up? It's me, Hyungwon" I said.
"Yeah, come in" She respond. I open the door walking in. Her whole body was covered with blanket. She wasn't even moving to check up on me.
"You should have just walk in, after all this is also your room" She said still covered with blanket including her head.
"Actually I have something for you. The guys told me to bring some for you" I said as I sat down on her bed.
"Don't want it, you eat it alone" she said.
"I came back here to check in you since I left you crying" I said pulling the can of beer and the plastic of fried chicken in the night stand.
"Don't tell me you're still crying. Come on let me see" I told her. Then she finally get up, pushing the blankets off if her.
"Look your eyes are now swollen, stop crying I brought some fried chicken there" I said. "You can drink right?" I added handing her the can of beer.
"Stop acting like you've never gone out to drink with me" She laughed. Then I suddenly remembered that we really go out for a drink with Hongbin.
"So you already unpacked?" I asked and she hummed in response as she nodded her head.
"I feel sorry for the guys, they're waiting for me but I'm just here crying like a baby" She said before taking a sip from her can.
"They're all kind. I think they understand, Minhyuk told them"
"Then why don't you just stay with them?"
"I'm worried about you. You're trying to hide earlier that you're crying. I wanted to see if you're okay" I said.
"Thanks for getting worried. I know you heard it earlier" She said. "I know also did something, you know that right. We did something so wrong" she added.
"But can you just imagine this relationship. We're both gonna be hurt. Should I just end my relationship with him?" Namkyu asked looking at me directly into my eyes.
"Namkyu I'm being honest with you. If I said you should break up with him you'll just think that I'm saying that because I wanted you to take responsibility of your action that night. And that was right, I wanted you guys to break up since I really like you, even before what happened that night. I like since the first time I saw you at the elevator. But shouldn't you just, go first and make everything clear with your boyfriend. He seems like a nice guys" I told her.
"Then let just make things clear" She said drinking the last gulp from her can. "It's getting hot here, aren't you hot?" She asked.
"Hyungwon, sleep with me again. I'm also confused who I like"
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Update keeps on delaying, I'm so sorry🙇♀️ I'll promise I'll make the next chapter to your likings!
-TM