I walked into my house , flopping onto the couch. The house was empty like always.
I gave out and just started crying. It would be so much easier if I wasn't Inlove with her.
"Fuck sake saya ... why do you have to be so damn perfect. " I cursed under my breath.
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I was on the couch watching tv when Mary got home. I was watching the little Prince on Netflix.
She looked surprised to see me , probably more the fact that I looked a mess and was curcled up with a grey blanket.
"How long have you been home?" She asked me confused.
"Dunno..." I mumbled. I had spent over a hour balling my eyes out and was now just tiered.
"Are you alright?" She asked , sitting next to me.
"There was a time when she loved me ..." I mumbled quiter than before. "It was all going so well. And then Kirari ..."
"...I'm sorry Yn. If it's any help sayaka and Kirari are both assholes. " Mary offered.
I sighed.
Mary looked at me sadly and leaned against me , putting one arm around my shoulder.
"I love you dumbass. "
"I love you to idiot. " I smiled slightly.
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The next day me and Mary both stayed home from school. We spent the day watching films and playing board games.
I wasn't going to go in and Mary didn't want me to stay home alone.
"Are you going into school tomorrow?" She asked me.
"I don't know , I might not go in for a bit. If I don't see sayaka for like a week I'll get over her. " I tried to convince myself.
"Pft yeah right. Nah your coming in tomorrow. " she laughed.
"Alright asshole " I giggled.