Trigger Warning
I laid in my bed, taking a deep breath after I finally convincing Mattheo to not kill Draco. My brain was fogged with constant memories of him.
Flashback
"Darling, your gonna fall." Draco wines.
"No I'm not Draco!" I laugh.
I stood on the edge of the bridge leading into the castle. It was around midnight. The moon and stars lit up the night sky. The wind blew through my hair, I felt at peace.
I lifted my foot up a little and began to wobble, I lost balance and fell. I shut my eyes but then felt arms wrapped around me. I opened my eyes slightly and my face was inches away from his. I could feel his breath against my neck. He set me on the ground but slide his arms around my waist.
"You could've died Aspen." Draco huffs.
"But you caught me, and if I fall again I suspect you to catch me." I whisper in his ear.
I rest my forehead against his and wrapped my arms around his neck. I looked down at his lips, and I could tell he was looking at mine. He leaned in and placed his lips on mine. Sparks, butterfly's, any happy emotion you could think of I was feeling. His grip on my waist got tighter, and he deepened the kiss.
End of flashback
I need to move on.
You love him though.
Shut up subconsciousness.
I let the darkness take over and drifted off to sleep.
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Ring Ring
Stupid alarm. I sat up and rubbed my eyes, I stepped out of bed and walked over to the window. It was raining, lightening going off here and there. I walked over to my closet and picked out my outfit.
I put on a brown mock neck sweater, I tucked it into high waisted mom jeans, put on plain white vans, and put on my rings and necklaces. I clipped my long dark brown hair up with a hair claw, sprayed my perfume on and told myself to get it together. I then walked out of my dorm and made my way through the dorms to the common room.
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I walked down the stairs and saw Draco talking to Theo. Shit. My brain told me to go see what they were talking about.
"You don't need to torture him him Theo. Bloody hell, he did nothing wrong." I sigh.
"He broke my sister's heart, so I break his face." Theo smiles sarcasticlly.
Draco didn't say anything, he looked terrible though. His eyes were red and puffy. His eyes weren't blue like the ocean or sky. They were gray like a thunderstorm. But he also had a black eye. He wore gray sweats and a dark green short sleeve shirt. He didn't even have on his rings or chains. I felt terrible. This was all my fault.
I took a step towards, I grab Theo by his ear and drag him out of the common room. I then let go and he holds his ear.
"What the hell was that for?" He asks.
"He. didn't. do. anything." I plead.
"Well it is my job to hurt whoever breaks my sisters heart." He says.
"GET THIS THROUGH YOUR THICK FUCKING SKULL. HE DIDN'T DO ANYTHING!" I yell.
People's heads turned.
"Merlin's beard, I get it." He says.
I slap his head then walk back into the common room. My phone in my pocket buzzed, I pulled it out of my pocket and saw I got a text from Blaise.
Blaise
I got the goods, come by whenever to grab it.
Apsen
On my way.
Blaise has a friend who send him things like weed and alcohol to the school. He basically gives it whoever wants it but saves some for when we have parties or hangout. I happen to smoke and get high a lot. It calms my nerves and right now with Draco, I need it.
I looked up and saw Draco sitting with his arm around Lana, she was leaning her head on his shoulder and her hand holding his.
"Quella troia." I mumble.
(That bitch)
My mother had me take lessons on Italian during the summers between 1- 4 year.
I walk over to them and smile. (Sarcastically of course)
"You've moved on quick." I laugh.
Draco's face went paler than it was. Lana had a face of fear.
"How can you be sad one moment, then fucking another girl the next. I mean you should get a trophy for how fast you moved on." I say.
"I-" I cut Draco off.
"I'm glad that we broke up, cause I would've been cheated on twice in one relationship, well at least I know twice. I'm surprised we even lasted a week. I wonder how many times you fucked other girls in the three years we were together. As for you Lana. I would watch your back, who knows. The devil is always disguised." I say.
I walk away and was about to go up the steps to the boys dormitory's when he calls my name.
"Aspen. Why are you going into the boys dormitory's?" Draco asks with a straight face.
"Vado a scopare il tuo migliore amico." I laugh.
(I am gonna go fuck your bestfriend.)
I continued walking and heard a mumble.
"You wouldn't."
"Glad you know some Italian amore."
I flipped him off and continued up the stairs. I turned the corner in the hall then I was pinned against the wall. Draco had my hands pinned above my head, our faces inches away from each other.
"I know you like me but it drives you insane." I whisper
"You drive me insane, but I still hate you." He smirks.
"Then why fuck other girls." I question.
"I have needs." He whispers in my ear.
His breath was hot on my neck. I started to breath heavier and he noticed. He planted a kiss on my neck.
"Not here, nor will you touch me like this again amore." I say.
I get out of his grasp and walk down the hallway. I knock on a dorm door, and Blaise opens the door. I look down the hall and see Draco, his jaw was to the floor. I winked then walked in. Blaise shut the door and I saw Mattheo walk out of the bathroom in only a towel wrapped around his waist.
I put my hand over my eyes, along with closing my eyes so I didn't see anything. I heard both Mattheo and Blaise laugh.
"Mattheo go change please." I say.
"Can't handle me in a towel darling?" He says seductively.
"Hey you two. I am still here." Blaise scoffs.
I heard a door shut and opened my eyes. I go over and sit on the bed. Blaise walked to his desk, which had bottles of Fire Whiskey, and weed. He hands me three bottles of Fire Whiskey and some weed.
"Is that enough?" Blaise asks.
"Yeah." I mumble.
I set it on the bed side table for now and then get up and walk over to the window. It was still raining, not to bad though. I sat down and just stared. A few minutes later I was interrupted by Blaise.
"I gotta go meet up with Adrian, you can stay here if you want. Mattheo will be here." He says.
"Yeah, I don't feel like dealing with Draco." We both laugh.
He walks out the door and I decided to smoke a little. I walked over to the bed side table and grabbed a blunt. I lit the end with a lighter and walked over to a couch they had in front of the fire place. I put the blunt up to my lips and inhaled the smoke. I blew out the smoke and leaned my head back on the couch. I heard a door open and looked, Mattheo came out of the closet. He had on black rippen jeans, a emerald green long sleeve shirt, black AF1's, and his rings and chains on.
"Smoking already." He laughed.
"Shut up." I mumble taking another hit.
He walks over and sticks his hands out. I hand him the blunt and he takes a hit. He hands it back to me.
"What's on your mind m'lady?" He asks.
"Him." I sigh.
"Hey! I can go beat his ass right now for ya." He says.
I smiled. He always made me smile, even when I felt like shit. He was literally my best friend.
"There's my pretty girl." He smiles.
"I love you Mattheo."I say.
"I love you too Aspen." He says.
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It had been around and hour, we had taken a few more hits. Both of us were high as hell.
"Remember that time you ran into the wall at the train station!" Mattheo laughs.
"I- I do." I say of of breath from laughing.
We both laughed for I don't even know how long then quieted down. Mattheo had moved over to the couch so he had his arm wrapped around me, and I had my head leaning on his shoulder.
I felt the urge to do something, that I would probably regret but who cares. I stand up and straddle Mattheo. His brow's furrowed but he then smirked. He slid his hands up my thighs, then my waist. His grip got tighter on my waist.
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A/N: Ahhh sorry I left you on a cliffhanger! But next chapter is gonna be great. Things are getting spicy... I will have the next chapter out soon!
Stay safe my lovely's <3