One day a friend ask me "what do you look for a relationship?" I was caught off guard. I never seen that coming.
But then i asked myself. What do i actually look for a relationship?
Series of images flash through my mind. An image of a girl I've never seen in my entire life, a girl in my dreams where i was so inlove with. But she's faceless. I can't see her face.
Palagi kong napapanaginipan ang isang taong ni hindi ko kailanman nakilala. I wanna know who she is. Ni hindi ko alam kung bakit di ko sya magawang kalimutan. She's just a fragment of my dreams yet i long for her. I felt like i was waiting for her. Para akong sanggol na naghahanap ng bagay na gusto kong hindi ko magawang pangalanan.
I asked myself again. What do i look for a relationship? Then it hit me hard. It's not in a relationship that i look for kasi all these time it was her. The girl in my dreams, the girl i wanted to be with, the unknown girl of my fantasies. It was actually her that I look and long for, the girl who was my UNKNOWN FANTASY.