And with you i enjoyed every moment of my life
-Razina
Ahira's pov.
Everything ayesha said was right and somewhere i have known all these from the start. It was just that I needed a push, push to motivate myself to forget all past happening at once and start anew. And Ayesha did a good job.
Till when will I grieve for the things that were supposed to be forgotten. I have to start fresh, if not today then maybe tomorrow. So why not today?
And Allah surely has something better in store for me. And I have to believe him and move on. I have Azlaan with me, my biggest support, Ahaan, a loving brother and Ayesha, supportive best friend and sister that I never had. And a pretty loving family to cherish.
What if i don't have a child, i will have Ahaan, ayesha and Rinoz's child to cherish and pamper and love.
Yeah!
I took a deep breath and, taking the dinner, climbed upstairs. Azlaan had some important work, due to which he left as soon as the lunch was over. Mom, dad and rinoz retired to their room after dinner, while Azlaan arrived just now.
I asked him to freshen up while I brought dinner upstairs. Twisting the knob, I entered the now empty room.
I kept the food on the table that laid in front of the couch and walked towards the balcony door.
It was raining out and ours was open balcony, so i stood there in the doorway enjoying the small droplets that splattered over me form.
"Aren't you feeling cold? " I turned to look at azlaan who was changed into black vest and grey pants. His hair was messed up and a little bit wet due to the shower.
"Naah, the weather looks.. "
"Romantic"
Before i could complete he interrupted making me laugh.
"Cozy" I said suppressing my laughter while Azlaan rolled his eyes.
"Yeah, whatever" He said pulling me inside and closing the door.
"You had dinner? " He interrogated, sitting comfortably in the couch.
"No, i was waiting for you" I said shrugging.
"Then why is there only one plate? " He frowned.
"Because we are gonna share! " I Chirped.
"Cool" He said while i served the food and sat on the ground while Azlaan copied my actions.
"So! I am feeding my wife now and i don't want any fits! " He declared and put the first morsel in my mouth.
"I want to say something" I said feeding him the next one.
He hummed in response.
"Haa.. Bolona? " (Yes,say?) He smiled, looking at me. The way he saw me caused a zoo in the pit of my stomach.
"It's ok, let's finish the food then I'll say" I said, taking a morsel and feeding him again.
Once we finished the food, I cleaned everything and came back to the room to see Azlaan sitting with his phone, probably scrolling through social media or checking email.
I took my laptop and snatched the phone from him, kept it on the side table after switching it off.
"Yeah! You wanted to say something" He said.
I nodded and sat between his legs taking him off guard. His front was facing my back but still I could his wide eyes on me. Of course it's been so many days since i took any initiative to be near him.
"Are you okay, ahi? " He asked, filled with concern and a hint of happiness.
"Never been this good" I replied. Taking his hands that lay loosely on the sides, I wrapped it around myself.
"I just realized how wrong I was, how messed up I was. You know all this, I thought I snatched all the happiness from you. I was blaming myself because I thought I was the cause of all the miseries that we faced. Because somewhere i know that if i had listened to you and didn't sneak out that day when i was kidnapped by Amira, then our baby would have been alive. And we won't be facing all that we are doing now. But I just realized that I am punishing you more by pushing you away. I just didn't realised how stupid i was, this was all ALLAH'S plan… " I sniffed and wiped the tears while his grip around me tightened.
"You aren't at fault ahira, you just did what you thought was right at that time. It was your way of showing love and I totally understand that. Yeah, I was feeling dejected and all.. But that would lessen my love for you nor will it take me away from you. Whatever happened was already written and we couldn't do anything about it. But what I am saying is let's just forget everything and start anew. So what if you can't conceive, that would only increase my Love for you. Now I can shower all my love that I have stored for my children on you! " His eyes held honesty and sincerity that made my heart swell with love for him more.
"I-I was so wrong Azlaan, i made you go through so much" I choked a sob. Turning me towards him, he embraced a messed and broken woman.
"You weren't right and nor were you wrong, hayati" He said breaking the hug and left a lingering kiss on my forehead.
"Tumi thika jano ye ami bhalobasi?" (You know right, that i love you?) He said what i know to be Bengali, probably.
I looked at him, frowning making him chuckle.
"I love you idiot" He laughed and took me in a bone crushing hug.
"I love you too" I smiled leaving a kiss below his ears, i know he likes it when i peck him there.
"Look at you! All messed up, and what are this big big tears for? " He scrunched his forehead in disgust.
I frowned and hugged him not before him slapping him on his chest playfully. He laughed, a throaty one hugging me back.
I was home, finally.
We stayed in the same position for what felt like hours.
"Are you planning to stay like this forever? " He asked. I detached myself from him and looked into in his eyes, something happens whenever i do that.
Something that i was never able to name
Yeh kya hua
Kuch pata na chala
Kyun haadsa ban gaya silsila
Tukdo mein tum the
Tukdo mein main bhi
Tukde bane toh hum bane
Yeh dil zindagi se
Khafa ho chala tha
Jisey phir se jeene ke
bahaane tum bane
Ye kya hua
Kuch pata naa chala
Kyun, haadsa ban gaya silsila
Tanha safar ke mushkil dagar mein
Tum humsafar jo mil gaye
Hai zakhm saare sil gaye
Bikhre pade thhe bezaar lamhe
Kaanton ke jaise har jagah
Woh phool ban ke khil gaye
Sadko pe kitni shaamein guzari
Wohi raat hote aashiyane tum bane
Yeh kya hua
Kuch pata na chala
Kyun haadsa ban gya silsila
Tukdo mein tum the
Tukdo mein main bhi
Tukde bane toh hum bane
Yeh dil zindagi se
Khafa ho chala tha
Jisey phir se jeene ke
bahaane tum bane
Ye kya hua
Kuch pata naa chala
Kyun, haadsa ban gaya silsila
My lips met his soft one, sparkles ignited, flowers bloomed, butterflies erupted in the pit of the stomach.
A kiss that mended our broken heart.
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And just like that Ahira aatish, lived a happy life with her knight in shining armor, Azlaan aatish, who fought with all the odds of life for her, stood by her side whenever it was needed, hamesha, forever.
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And finally! We got a happy ending! All the unanswered question and doubts will be cleared in BOUND TO YOU!
SEQUEL TO HER GUARDIAN ANGEL!!!
Yes! Ahaan's story! How can i forget the best brother of this world!
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