i purse my lips into a thin line too scared to say anything incase it gives away how nervous i am, still unsure of what to say i continue to stare at ambrosia waiting for her to give any indication on how she feels about me liking her in the past so i can act upon it
"it's not a big deal, it's not as if you still like me now, it's all in the past" she sighs out with a smile as she pats my shoulder moving away "i only mentioned it because seulgi said i should"
my shoulders tense slightly as she moves away removing the warmth, leaving cold air to hit my chest "right.." i mumble while turning my gaze to anything other than her
"so...we good now? friends?"
i give her a genuine smile in response which makes her visibly light up with happiness "yeah, friends"
ꕤ ꕤ time skip ꕤ ꕤ
i slam the front door shut as i walk back into my own place and flop face down on the nearest furniture to me
"guess she didn't accept your apology then" jeno says while staring at my unmoving body on the sofa
"no" i murmur through the cushions
"no she didn't accept your apology or no jeno's wrong she did accept your apology?" renjun asks confused at my vague answer
i huff while turning my head to the side staring blankly at all the boys sitting in the living room waiting for my answer "she accepted my apology"
"then why are you acting like this?" jisung questions while standing up to come sit beside me on the sofa as i move my legs off it to give him space
"ugh it's just- i- i don't know!" i splutter out frustratedly earning some weird looks from the guys "she said we can even be friends now"
"dude that's great!" mark yells while hitting me on the back causing me to shoot him a glare "or not.."
"you don't think you're starting to like her again.. do you?" jaemin smirks making jeno roll his eyes at his cheeky comment
"what? no! that's stupid! i only met her again a few months ago! how did you even come to that conclusion? NO!"
everyone stares at me then turns to give each other a look before getting up to do other things, i stay still confused as i watch everyone walk away pretending as this conversation never happened
"you gotta think about this one yourself dude, we aren't gunna be any help" jeno yells out as he walks into his bedroom with chenle who's holding a gaming set
i lean back in my chair and turn to jisung who's still sitting beside me, staring at me back
"what?"
"i just think it's funny"
"what's funny?"
"that you're so stubborn you won't even accept your own feelings"
"shut the fuck up"
"i'm just saying!"
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once again ꕤ haechan nct
रोमांसafter haechan becomes an idol he bumps into his childhood best friend again after many years, they fell out while he was a trainee and haven't spoke since, what will happen to them?
