Only Angel [h.s]

𝟭𝟬 - 𝗔𝗱𝗼𝗿𝗲 𝗔𝗻𝘁𝗶𝗾𝘂𝗲𝘀

I was young, my heart was always on the run
But you made lovin' fun
I never knew it could be, ey
I see you from a different point of view
Feel it's too good to be true
I found my missing piece

[Seeing Blind
Niall Horan]

tw: mention of self harm/forms of self harm

—————

"Can we maybe go somewhere so I can shop for new apartment things?" Natalie asks as we both finish up our meals.

I had actually never been to 'Olio E Piu', I do love Italian food and even though we didn't order any of it, I still enjoyed it regardless.

I'm also still in shock over Natalies new 'ANGEL' tattoo and now I know the reason Joey was pissing himself laughing earlier.

I got an angel themed tattoo too.

I can't deny that I'm a tiny bit afraid of Natalie's reaction to it, I haven't showed her yet and honestly I don't plan too, at least not for a little while.

She would either freak the fuck out or be... flattered?

I meant it when I called her an angel, a lot of people would probably consider this weird but i've known Natalie for over five years and no matter what feelings I have towards her, she'll always be my friend before all that.

Plus I have other tattoo's for my other friends.

Two tiny guitars for Mitch and Niall, a halo for Zayn, a water gun for Louis and Liam, a drumset for Sarah and now angel wings for Natalie, right below the halo for Zayn.

No matter what happens between us, or whatever feelings are or aren't reciprocated she'll always be an important part of my life.

I would like to assume she would appreciate it but I still don't want to tell her... Not yet.

"Why? I mean I don't really mind it's still early" I question, taking another large sip of my wine.

Fuck, i'm dreading how expensive this is going to be, I have no problem paying really but i'm sure Natalie will insist.

"Well Stella and Olivia were looking at houses this weekend, they placed an offer so I don't know when they'll move out but I suppose it would be sometime this year" She explains.

"You're fine living on your own?" I guess I didn't really think about what would happen once the baby arrives, don't get me wrong their apartment is huge but I doubt there would be much room for a new born baby and Stella and Olivia would obviously want some privacy.