Alternate|| VMINKOOK

VII

"At least Jimin had the balls and told you the same day he came back, when are you gonna man the fuck up and tell him, or are you gonna die with it and make him feel like shit for what he did, thinking he deserves this, which he does, but he doesn't deserve a selfish prick like you, and I swear to god Kim Taehyung if those tears fall out of your eyes I am going to hit you" Jin was almost ready to attack the now guilty-looking boy if it wasn't for Namjoon holding him back.

"I forgive you," They heard a small whisper. Everyone turned their attention to the boy they haven't seen in 2 months. "I came down for a glass of water. May I have some, please" He looked down at his feet, being so vulnerable. Jimin now exchanged the regular clothes he'd wear around the house with an oversized hoodie and some boxers. His hair is a mess, and his eyes are puffy and red from crying. We all know Jimin is short, but right now, he looked like a lost puppy trying not to intrude.

"Y-yeah," Namjoon said as he rushed for a glass of water and gave the boy who took it with his sweater paws and waddled back to his room and closed the door.

 This reminded Hoseok of the Jimin he knew before, which left the other 3 (Jungkook Namjoon and Yoongi) speechless and in awe at how their leader could look small, vulnerable, and squishy.

What they didn't know was that Yoongi spots something that no one else did, and he rushed to the door and started pounding at it.

"Jimin opens up, please," He shouted. "Please don't do it; I need you."

He continued pounding before he let himself slide down on the door.

"What's happening," Taehyung asked, finally looking at the others who were catching onto what Yoongi was talking about

"I don't wanna say it; I haven't faced it yet," Jin sobbed ab bit as he turned his head and sat on the ground.

"Jimin is suicidal," Hoseok said softly. "He didn't tell any of us three (Tae, Hobi, Jin) because he didn't want to be a burden to us and instead kept it to himself. He's tried to kill himself countless times, which, thankfully, all have been failed. He um", Hoseok finally broke.

"When he is going through hard times, he'll have panic attacks, anxiety attacks, up to the point he would faint. He's anorexic, and sometimes he can become depressed for days or weeks, but never for months. This is the first time. When he thinks he has had enough and the world doesn't want him, he'll try and kill himself; he lets his mind take over, which can be very deadly because he overthinks things, and his mind always tells him negative things" Namjoon continued "Yoongi saw blood on his sleeves and cuts on his hand when the sleeves accidentally went up" Namjoon looked Taehyung in the eyes "He really is sorry Tae, he beat himself up for it after it happened, and he hated himself for it." 

 "That does not give you a right to forgive him, but please just talk to him for us."

"I forgave him hyung, I had since he told me, I just wanted him to suffer like how he made me suffer for 1 year, and I didn't want him finding out about what I did. I feel selfish and like a hypocrite for just thinking about myself," He sobbed as he looked down and to his hands.

"I hope you do" No one was aware that Yoongi was behind Taehyung. "Because I am going to fuck you up,"  and Yoongi meant it. Yoongi had Taehyung pinned to the ground within a second, and both a gun and a knife were on Taehyung. Yoongi was about to start shooting nonstop when he was being dragged by his collars like a dog to Jimin's room and the door closing behind him.

"What just happened? I blinked," Jin said as he finally noticed

Namjoon chuckled. "That's how fast Yoongi is."

"I almost died," Taehyung said as he held his chest. 

"Oh, shut it," Jin said with a smile and pulled the younger into a hug.