𝐦𝐲 𝐥𝐨𝐬𝐞𝐫 | 𝖯.𝖬

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We walk to class "dude how does it feel to have guys all over you" Cynthia asks "I dunno I kinda hate it" I say chase comes up to me "bumble bee" "hoodie" "can I pleaseeeeeee stay at your house tonight or can you stay at my house I'm home alone for a few days and you know how much I hate it" he says I laugh a little "ya I'll stay with you chase" I say "yes thank you" he hugs me picking me up "you're welcome" I look at charli and she mouths 'ship' I giggle and chase puts me down "com'on y'all let's go to class" chase says grabbing my hand and walking towards class we get to class and I sit between payton and chase "so luna I was thinking maybe tonight we could make a fort and watch a movie like old times" chase says I smile "ya I'd love that" payton looks at me and than chase and glares me and chase continue talking
Paytons pov
As chase and luna were talking I got jealous chase has liked luna since 3rd grade it always bothered me how close they are I look back over at luna and chase and she has her head on his shoulder HIS FUCKING SHOULDER she used to put her head on my shoulder in class while we'd play rock, paper scissors I feel a warm tear fall to my cheek I quickly wipe it what have I done I lost her like lost lost her I'm so stupid "hey payton" I look up and see riley? RILEY PERFECT I CAN GET HER TO FUCK ME AND MAKE LUNA JEALOUS "oh hey riley" I look up "I was wondering if you wanted to hang later" she says I look at luna and chase flirting "um ya I sure" I say "great" she says smiling I smile back
End of paytons pov
Me and chase were flirting well more like he was flirting with me when riley came up to us which made me more uncomfortable I took my head off of chases shoulder as the teacher said "alright class today we will be talking about depression again" hm I hate this class I get up and walk out without the teacher seeing me I go into the janitors closet and cry I hear the door handle turn I quickly wipe my eyes and look up at the door it opens reaveling payton "hey.." he says softly "hi" I say back softly he comes in and closes the door and sits next to me "why'd you leave" he asks "I was uncomfortable" "why?" "Riley and chase was flirting with me" payton looks at me "I'm sorry" he says "why?" "I fucked up" "it's okay Payton shit happens that's just life" he nods "ya.. I guess" he says I give him slight smile I look down at my wrists and realize they we're bleeding payton looks at them and then looks back at me "why?" He asks "they hurt me payton really bad" "who hurts you" "my parents.." I say tearing up "like how bad" "like I just started cutting everyday again bad" he frowns and pulls me into his lap and hugs me "I'm sorry" I burry my head into his chest "I-its okay I guess" "you should come live with me" he says I look at him "I dunno" I say "just for a bit until we get everything figured out" he says "umm.. well hm"

Keep going beb

I spilt my water sad

Hiii do you think luna will say yes or no?.. word count 608