"you better be here to eat dinner with me your dad and Anthony" my mom says through the door and she walks away I go to my vanity and look for a blade I find one and start cutting 1,2,3,4.. cuts on each wrist I put it down and walk to the bathroom I look in the mirror "god luna you are such a mess" I say to myself "why can't you be perfect like avani,or cynthia,or Nessa,o-o-or" I start crying really hard I punch my mirror and the glass shaters i look at my bloody hand with bits of glass in it and start crying harder I start taking the pieces of glass out of my hand I throw them away when I'm done I sigh and start getting undressed I turn on the shower and get in I stand there in the hot water calming down my hands sting same with my wrists I wash them off and than wash my hair and body after I'm done I get out and wrap myself in a towel I walk to my room and get clothes I dry myself off and put on
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I dry my hair and brush it I put on mascara in the mirror in my room because that one's not shatered "damn luna I know your gonna get high tonight" I say to myself I take my depression meds and get up I plug in my phone and check the time it's 4:27 pm I sigh I put my phone down and look at the ceiling and think suddenly my phone goes ding a text from "boo thang 😏😩🥵💔" I open my phone and read the text Boo thang 😏😩🥵💔:babe you have to get to chases house now something really bad is happening. Luna:omw bub I get up and grab my phone juul and my skate board I jump out of my window and start skating to chases house I get to his house and I walk in because he told us we could and as in us I mean our friend group the first person I see is nessa "so ness..." I say she turns around and looks at me "well payton he um did something.." she says "what did he do?" I ask "well..."
Keep going
Bsf your almost there
I like gay people anywhore
"He ummm.." she pauses "what the fuck did he do?" I say impatiently "he kinda made out with Avani" nessa says "h-he wha-a-at?" I say "he-" "WHAT THE FUCK THAT SON OF A BITCH WHERE THE FUCK IS HE!?" I say trying not to cry "he's in the kitchen" nessa says "k thanks" I say I push through the crowd of people and walk to the kitchen and see payton with two girls under his arms (does that make sense?) I walk up to him "ouuu hey Mr I'm gonna cheat on my girlfriend" I say he looks at me and his eyes get really big I smile "so did you ask Avani how my lips taste? Cause I'm 100% sure she isn't straight and she may have told Charli that she's gay and she has a crush on me" I say "I-I u-uh u-um I'm sorry" he says "sorry? Really pretty boy that's all you got? Your not even gonna explain to me why you kissed her?" I ask "because payton you know karmas a bitch and when it's between me and someone else it's a fucking asshole" I say "we are over mr moormeier" I say I look at the girls "oh and lady's if you like the taste of his thoung than you really must like the taste of my cum" I say walking away
