Reach For The Stars (Tommyinnit x Reader)

ℂ𝕙𝕒𝕡𝕥𝕖𝕣 𝟝

Tw/ mentions of self harm

Anyways chat if you want us to answer your questions and ask them through a donation," We all asked jokes when a dono popped up.

"Can I have some advice I just lost my mum and it hurt? You're helping a lot though so thank you" I smiled a little. "Well, I'm sorry for your loss. I know it's hard right now for you but it does get better over time. I just want you to let all of you know that is gonna be okay. Even though life likes to pull you down you just have to keep going. I'm sorry if any of you feel this way. It's a terrible thing to feel. " I take a deep breath

"If you even think about harming yourself in any way, take a second to breathe and think about the people around you every day. Your family is your friend. I want you to know that there are people who care, you just have to find them. So please don't give up. If you ever need help contact someone. If they don't care then contact me right away. Contract me because believe it or not I love you all and you guys mean the whole world to me. You guys are my family and I would hate to have anything bad happen to you" I wish I could take my advice sometimes but I will do anything to put a smile on someone else's face. I got another dono

" You seen you speak from the heart did something happen to you" I sat there shocked. How would they know? All the flashbacks came back at once. A tear drops down my face. I tried to speak but I couldn't. "Shit" Will turned my body to face him. "What's happening" Tommy yelled worriedly. Tubbo looked traumatized. Will quickly turned me on mute. He then quickly turned off the camera. Tears flowed from my face. My breathing got sharper.

"Shhh, breath. match my breathing to yours" He was panicked. He started to hum a random song. After a few minutes, my breathing was normal. I still felt dizzy and now sick. I turn back on my camera and unmute myself.

"Chat I'm afraid I'm gonna end the stream here. I'll make a serious stream about what just happened in the future. Please do not clip that part of this stream. I don't want it all over social media. I wave by and end the stream. Tubbo and Tommy are on the other side now. "Are you okay" Tommy frowned.

" Yeah, I'll be fine just a small anxiety attack. " I scratch the back of my neck. " Small you think that's small that was huge. " I disagree with Will. "Nah they get a lot worse" his jaw dropped. "how are you so calm about" Tubbo questioned. "I have no clue" I shrugged. I have to stream tomorrow with a dream and my friend is gonna be fun.

"Well let's change the subject, what are you guys doing tomorrow? '' I smiled. "I'm streaming modded Minecraft then helping Tommy with the SMP '' Tubbo looked at me through the screen and smiled. "I'm just gonna be on the SMP. But may i ask why Will is at your house" I forgot to mention why he was here? "Oh, my sister looked at my phone and contacted him. He's here for a few more days. I could always fly us both out to Britain. I would fly you guys here but I don't think your parents would let you" I shrugged

"wait you would do that for us even though you just met us" Tommy looked confused. Tubbo just smiled "yeah I'd say my house is big enough for all of us" I explained. Will laughed knowing my house is a mansion. "Yeah, I'd say so" I playfully roll my eyes. "Hold on let me go ask" Both of them ran to go ask their mum.

"I've never seen Tommy run that fast" Wilbur jokes. Tubbo came back with his mum. "Ello I just wanted to say he can go but who's paying for things and if he needs it I can send him with some money" She sweetly smiled. "Oh no don't worry about money I'll pay for it all. " She nodded. "Oh are you sure dear" She looked through the computer screen

"Oh yeah, it's no problem ms. He would be my guest and I would hate to make any of them pay for it" I smiled brightly. "Such a nice girl ok Tubbo you can go" He jumped up in the air and started dancing. "Does tomorrow work for you?" I asked and she nodded. She left the rooms. "Thank you so much," Tubbo smiled back. Tommy then came back with his dad.

"Ello on this trip, are there any expensive things that I need to pay for, and is there going to be an adult?" He smiled while Tommy sat there nervously.

"G-day sir. There will be no expensive thing that you will have to buy. I'll be paying for the whole trip. Wilbur will be here with all of us" I politely replied. Tommy's mum then walked in.

"Are you sure you don't want us to pay for food" I shook my head no."No miss I would not make a guest pay for their stay. The money was not a problem" Will was shocked at how I dealt with the situation.

"When is the trip?" They both said in unison. "Tubbo flying out tomorrow could Tommy do the same if not that's understandable" She took a quick look at Tommy who was aggressively nodding his head yes.