Overwatch characters x male reader

Widowmaker x Reader Part 2

My mistakes were mine but they made you suffer.
Everyday I saw him change. He wouldn't look at me, barely did any missions with me. I just want to forget everything we had so we maybe could start over. Please (y/n), I know we can have a future together. Just let me try.

I'm sorry.
"Baal. Please. I haven't stopped thinking about you. Even when Moira changed me nothing of what I felt for you changed."

"Stop it Widow."

I stare at him as I feel myself start to break on the inside.

"Everyday, I relive all my regrets in life. Most I don't care about but the day I lost you was the biggest mistake in my life."

I love you.
"(Y/n)."

"Stop! Just fucking stop!"

I take a hesitant step closer, it breaks my heart to see him break like this. He's holding his head and his eyes are shut tight. I don't think he knows I'm walking to him. I touch his shoulder and I see his eyes widen.

"(Y/n) I still love yo-"

A warm sensation takes over my chest. What is this, why does it, hurt so much. I look at (y/n) and see the horror in his eyes.

"I-I didn't mean to. Amélie. Fuck. MEDIC!"

I fall to my knees as I look down. A knife in my chest, not fully through but enough to make me bleed. My vision starts to go blurry as I try and find (y/n) but I'm all alone. A single year falls from my eye as darkness take over.

I try as I might but everything is never how you plan it.
"Baal! What in gods name were you thinking!"

I'm awoken from the darkness by quiet noise that gets louder.

"You could've killed her and compromised Talon!"

I can't wake up but I hear everything around me. Why is there so much yelling.

"I know sir. I wasn't thinking sir. I was in a state and I didn't see what I was doing until after it happened."

I try and move anything even a finger but my body is in too much pain. I let myself fall back to sleep even with all the yelling around me.

Now I realize it's too late
"Do you really think it was an accident."

"The way the knife entered her body couldn't have been anything other then an accident Akande. If Baal wanted her dead he would've been more precise."

"I want them away from each other. I can't have them killing each other during missions."

"Of course. I'll have Baal join the front lines instead of the ambush team."

I feel my eyes start to sting, but I keep quiet. No point in crying over what I can't control. Why does it hurt so much?

How can one sentence break every wall I created,
"Sombra where's Baal."

"Not here."

I glare at the hacker as I slow my breaths. I can't do too much after my surgery, thankfully nothing vital was hit but I still cant over exert myself.

"I need to talk to him."

"And he's on a mission. You can wait until later."

I growl and leave her room. I close her door but I stay near it as I hear Sombra answer a call.

"Hey, I'm working right now so you'll have to hurry."

"How's Amélie?"

"Don't know, I don't think Moira's let her out of the infirmary. Why do you care? Don't you hate her?"

"So what? If she died then I'd have to deal with talon because it would've been my fault. I could care less if she'd die on a mission but by my hands and I'm the one in deep shit."

I feel my eyes sting as I walk away from her room. Why can't I accept that he isn't the one I fell for all those years ago.

Because you are my everything, and now I'm nothing to you.

"Baal. How'd your mission go?"

"Good."

He walks past Sombra to goes to the medbay. I lightly pick myslef up as I walk to where he is.

"So Baal. How are yo-"

"DONT talk to me. I have nothing to say to the likes of you. You used me, made me look like a complete asshole, and when I was finally ready to start my life over and have my own happily ever after you tell me you love me? I don't know who you think I am but I won't be fucked over like that again. I'm in talon for the money and once I have enough I'm leaving."

He walks past me with heavy footsteps. My voice goes so quiet as I realize the sad truth. I never had him to begin with.

"I-I, I'm sorry."

That won't stop me from seeing the stars in your eyes or the love in your smile.