Wounded Not Defeated

12: Blaze

'We're always running away! And we don't even stop to think about it! The world is in our hands! They don't need to understand!'

I look at my phone half asleep, Arianna.

"Hello?"
"I thought you were gay!?"
God, she yells so damn loud.
"No, Im dating Fran."
"I know fucktard. She tells everything."
"Oh. So why are you calling me?"
"Why would you pick Fran over me?!"
Here we go with the yelling again.
"Uh, um.."
"I thought we were closer!"
"We are-"
"So you still chose her?!"
"Let me finish-"
"You could have asked me first! Well it's not like I'd say yes but still-"
"Let me finish my sentence! Damn. We are closer but as friends, I could never date you, I'm sor- wait. What was the point of you calling me complaining and yelling because I didn't ask you, if you were just going to say no?"
"Because.. Um.. Hehe, uh. Oops, my moms calling me, bye!"
"Later." Click!
Her mom calling her, ha! Bullshit.XD

'We're always running away! And we don't even stop to think about it! The world is in our hands! They don't need to understand!'
Holy fuck!
"Hello?"
"Hey babe, how are you feeling?"
"Okay, I just woke up."
"Me too, okay well I just wanted to see how you were doing being back home."
"Okay, bye."
"I love you.."
"I love you too."
"Bye."
"Bye." Click!
I get up and go to the bathroom, I look in the mirror. Blue eyes, black hair, pale face. I walk into my moms room and get a needle and look for an earring. The only earring I find is a dangly one. Great. I walk into the kitchen and grab an ice cube. I go back into the bathroom and put the ice cube on my lip. I hold it there until my lip is numb and stick the needle through. I stick the dangly earring into my lip and walk into my room. The floor is now hardwood instead of white carpet. The walls are still red. My sheets and comforter got thrown away. Now I have a black comforter. I turn my docking system with my IPod on it. 'Same Damn Life' by Seether popped on.
"Now I'm living the same damn lie and its shame but nothing's forever!" I sing as I'm getting dressed. I grab a Three Days Grace band shirt with grey skinny jeans and converse. I grab money out of my allowance which is fifty dollars, and walk out the door. I walk to the town outlets and into Hot Topic.
"Hey man, can I help you with anything?"
"Uh, actually yeah. I need a stud earring," I pointed to the dangly earring in my lip,"for this..this earring isn't working."
"I thought you were making a fashion statement." He chuckles and the clears his throat getting all serious, "All right there are earrings, studs, plugs, gauges, you name it we got it."
He pointed to the large cabinet to the right of the cash register.
"Okay, thanks."
I got a stud, bought it and walked back. My mom's going to flip.

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'We're always running away! And we don't even stop to think about it! The world is in our hands! They don't need to understand!'

"Hello baby." I said smiling, oh no. Why am I smiling?
"Hi babe, can I come over?"
"Sure you can, oh! I have a surprise but I don't know if you're going like it though."
"Okay, I'll be over in like ten to fifteen minutes."
"Okay, love you!"
"Love you too!"
Click!
I clean the earring and stick it in my lip. There! Damn. I smile, I look good.

Knock! Knock!

"Is it my lovely girl friend?"
"I don't know, open the door and figure out." It doesn't sound like her..
"Oh mom. Hi." Oh God here we go.
"What's that?"
"What?"
"On your face."
"My nose, eyes, lips-"
"I think I know I gave birth to you. what's on your lip?"
"Chapstick."
"I'm going to beat your ass. For fuck sake! Did you pierce your goddamn motherfucking lip?!"
"Yes." I said in a small voice.
"Take it out now."
"No."
"I will rip it out!"
"The fuck you will!"
"Get your ass over here!"
"Why? Cause if I do come over there you'll be kissing it!"
"Leave my house."
"Fuck you. It's my house too!"
"Fine." She walks upstairs, I hear things being move around. Fuck it. I go sit in the living room and watch Soul Eater. (Anime show.)
"Here you go, you little asshole, go to your so called girlfriends house and live with her!"
She hands me a box and a suitcase. I open both up, suitcase has clothes, box has my iPod, docking system, chargers and other things.
"Really you're kicking me out because I pierced my fucking lip?!" I stood up grabbed my stuff, opened the front to see Fran walking up the stairs, I turn and say,
"Thanks for packing my shit. Oh and no wonder I almost committed suicide. Fuck off, bitch!" And slammed the door. Fran stood there confused.
"I'll tell you later."
"O.k.a.y.. so to my house?"
"Yeah."
"Okay, I like your pierced lip, it makes you look even hotter."
"Thanks," I kissed her. Every time we kiss she blushes, horribly. I chuckled,
"Shut up," she said with a big smile on her face, covering her cheeks and punching my arm lightly.
"Ow." I say teasing her,
"Oh shut up." she smiles,"put your shit in the back and we'll go see a movie, okay?"
"Okay, but I'm paying,"
"No, I am."
"Babe."
"What?" she says giving an attitude in a joking matter,
"I love you my precious babygirl."
"I love you too my wonderful pain in the ass." She sticking her tongue out.
"That's it!" I drop my stuff on the deck and chased her, around the from yard and I picked her up, she was screaming and laughing. I made us both fall backwards in the snow, we both laughed and out of breath. I start to nibble on her warm neck, and I suck on the soft spot of her neck.
"Blaze.." she lets out as a moan,
"Yeah, baby?"
"I don't want a hickey, lets go, its gonna look like I pissed myself because of my wet pants," she pauses and smiles, "From the snow." I laugh, she's so adorable. I grab her face and kiss her, soft, slow and gentle.
"You drive me crazy," she says in a soft voice.
"What movie do you want to see?" I ask when we are both in the car,
"Hunger Games?"
"No."
"The Fault in Our Stars?"
"I'm not becoming you're walking tissue."
"The Maze Runner!"
"Fine, but I don't want to hear how hot Styles from Teen Wolf is."
Btw..The throughout the whole movie I heard how hot he is 800 times and he's not.

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(・ω・)ノ Hi loves:) Aren't they cute? Say yes because I know you want to!

-Alex;)