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chapter eleven ***
Dear Diary,
It's Chami again, and this is the second time writing in this diary. Now I've been thinking about Soobin this day and also, I forgot and moved on to Junkyu. So earlier, I went to class without Junkyu, only Doyoung and Yedam. It feels so strange without him. I was heartbroken and I realized that I was so stupid for rejecting him. While were chitchatting, but the bijj showed up again try to flirt my friends again. I'm so frustrated!! But then Soobin just popped up out of the blue. And my heart skipped a beat I just fell in love at him. Its confirmed. But I tried to go away but Tzuyu hold my hand to stop me and said I wanted him to be mine. I couldn't keep it, so I just stay ugh!! I wanted to make him mine! Then thankfully Tzuyu unnie give me some tips. But then nothing worked. But it's okay someday he will be mine soon.
We were at the dance lesson then our teacher divided us two by picking the names into the hat by the boy, then Soobin just picked my name, I can't describe what I'm doing right now in the short I have no words. IM SO HAPPY! I still can't believe my crush choose me well thanks for the hat. Then at the cafeteria he thanked me as a friend, my heart just sank, but I just kept my feelings. I kept the pain inside my heart, he friend-zoned me but it's ok. After that, we went to my house to practice our performance project we will dance that next week. We're chitchatting then Soobin suddenly said that he also slept at Nancy's house then I became sad again. I don't understand what I feel but sadder than sad. I'm so crazy in love with him. We're practicing our steps then my back hurts because he is so tall my legs are trembling then gladly our slow waltz finally finished. Soobin was going home but the rain suddenly came out of nowhere, so it means he'll stay here. And yeah, he's still here waiting he'll come back to his home when the rain will stOb
I stopped writing by the sound of the thunderstorm. I looked at my handwriting my letter "o" became big that ruins my diary.
I grab my hair "What should I do!?" I started tearing up.
