Smoke // castano

𝗽𝗮𝗴𝗲 𝟬𝟬𝟲.

𝗽𝗮𝗴𝗲 𝟬𝟬𝟲: 𝗽𝗿𝗼𝗽𝗲𝗿𝘁𝘆
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𝗽𝗹𝗮𝘆 𝘀𝗼𝗻𝗴
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   it was kinda funny to be honest, mattia put up a good fight but he was no match for mariano. something about that boy, he was mysterious, different than mattia polibio or alejandro Rosario. but he didn't seem like vinnie hacker either.

"GOT ANYTHING ELSE TO SAY" mariano quietly yelled at mattia

"YEAH, STAY AWAY FROM MY GIRL" mattia tried to get out

"who the fuck is your girl?" mariano laughed

"y/n" mattia tried to punch mariano, but he missed

"not gonna lie bro, i dont think she like you like that" mariano kept laughing "keep telling yourself that though" he walked away

   i went into the hallway because i didnt wanna be around anyone. i opened my locker and tried to find something that would occupy my time.

"y/n?" i heard a deep voice say behind me

"yeah?" i turned around to see mariano with a bloody nose "are you okay?" i pointed at his nose

"oh uhmmm yeah ill be fine" he shrugged his shoulders "so you are or aren't with mattia?" he took a step forward

"im not WITH mattia but he's always had a thing for me and sometimes i lead him onnn" i stretched out the last part.

"oh you one of thoose girls?" he lowered his head

"NO NO oh gosh no, ive known mattia for years. its different i guess?" i felt shitty

"ohh well am i diffrent" he leaned against my locker

"oh yea but i dont know if it's good or bad" i smiled as he did

"figure it out than" he kept smiling

"do you deal?" i blurted out

he put his head down and nodded out of annoyance

"yep haha yeah i deal, you gonna walk away now?" he stared me dead in the eyes

"why were you fighting mattia?" i asked staring back into his

"because he accused me of stealing his girl, and i could never pass up the opportunity to fight someone" he laughed

"oh haha dont be fighting too much" for some reason i was expecting him to say he fought for me, i get ahead of myself.

i wanted vinnie. i wanted him here with me right now. why did i want him? i felt tears forming in my eyes. why did he have to hurt me so much? i loved him.

"y/n? you good?" mariano tried to rub my back but i moved away

"yeah ima skip the rest of the day, ill see you tommrow bye" i started to walk away

"AYE YOU WANT ME TO SKIP WITH YOU?" he yelled after me

"naw im good" i said back fake smiling

i ran home hoping my mom wasn't there, shit was gonna get real.

-at home-

thankfully she wasn't home so i ran upstairs and found my mini bag that had hella weed in it. i set my led lights to dark blue, blasted "maniac" by conan gray, and did what made me feel nothing.

15 hits later, i could barley feel anything besides the want for my ex. what fucks could i give if i let him hit one last time? maybe it might make this feeling go away.

i got in my car and 10 minutes later i was at his doorstep. whew, im actually gonna do this. i knocked on the door "coming" i heard his say from inside.

he opened the door and stood there in shock.

"hey babe" i let myself in almost falling over

      "cause people like you always want back what
    they can't have, but i'm the past you know all
that"

       "tell all your friends that i'm crazy and drive
    you mad"

         "you went to far, wrecked your car, called me
      crying in the dark"

         "you manic"

 
                          𝗺𝗮𝗻𝗶𝗰: 𝗰𝗼𝗻𝗮𝗻 𝗴𝗿𝗮𝘆