Smoke // castano

𝗽𝗮𝗴𝗲 𝟰𝟵.

𝗽𝗮𝗴𝗲 𝟰𝟵: 𝘁𝗶𝗺𝗲 𝘄𝗶𝗹𝗹 𝘁𝗲𝗹𝗹
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>𝗺𝘂𝘀𝗶𝗰 𝗱𝗶𝘀𝗮𝗯𝗹𝗲𝗱<
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dreadful. that's how i'm describing the car ride. absolutely dreadful. not one pleasant word was said.

stuff about how "he would never hit me or hurt me again" or even the "i still love you" card was played. he needs to realize that i've changed, i'm not his puppet anymore.

funny how i say that as he's signing me into school. he's only one year older than me and he's like my legal guardian? way to go y/n, way to fucking go.

"y/n, i can stay in the office if you want" he nudged my shoulder to get my attention

"uhm yeah, yeah" i pushed him away and agreed

"actually, can you walk her to class, just because erm he hasn't signed into class and we don't want her running into him in the hallways" the office lady said, i could tell she was uncomfortable

"wait, who?" i asked in confusion

"don't be mad, all i said was that you two had a breakup" he whispered, coming closer to my ears

"i can handle myself vinnie" i scoffed and headed out the door

i could handle myself, i know i could. i'm a responsible teenager, i don't need another one looking after me.

"Y/N WAIT" i heard him yell after me

"go away" i said not breaking my focus on the hallway

"no, listen to me"

i felt a cold hand reach for my shoulder and pull me back;

"WHAT THE HELL? just leave me alone"

"atleast listen to me" he pleaded

"about? listen to you about what? we've done this before"

i had zero, absolutely no sympathy for him. he ripped a 15 year old away from her friends and family, hid her from the world, and basically abused her. and he's the one that wants sympathy? give me a break.

"what did you say?" he said in shock

"w..wha..what?" i asked, really hoping i didn't say that out loud

"i... uhm... i didn't mean to do that"

he pulled his hand away forcefully and stood there, staring at me.

"look.. can we not right now?" i begged, knowing the whole school was about to hear this

"what do you mean not right now? i've been wanting to talk for ever now? and you blow me off like i'm some piece of shit"

"because that's what you are" i mumbled under my breathe

"what?"

"nothing" i hope he didn't hear that "later though, okay?"

not only was i uncomfortable, i was embarrassed. i know atleast one of the classroom doors was open and fully heard us. i also knew h that the door were most close to, was my room.

the one that had ale, mattia, katie, and mar.

"can i go to class" i lowered my head, disappointed in myself

"go ahead"

he opened the door for me as i stepped in. fuck.

"mattia did you tu... goodmorning y/n" the teacher "greeted me". she looked behind me and saw that i was not alone "goodmorning vinnie"

i wanted to die. in that moment i wanted nothing more than to curl up and die.

katie was staring at me in shock, i could tell she didn't not want me here though,,

alejandro and kairi couldn't care less,,

mattias mouth needed to be screwed back together,,

and mariano was sitting there. his eyes resembled a red cloud. his pupils were bloodshot red and his eye bags were the most visible part of his face.

it was all my fault.

"k, have a good day, i'll be down the hallway" he whispered closely and planted a light kiss on the crook of my neck

knowing that mariano was staring, i kicked him away lightly, hoping it was visible. i heard him groan and taking that as his que to leave, thank god.

today was gonna be a long day.

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thank you guys sm for all the love <3