.........sooo i just realized by listening to an actual therapist the problems i have....by thinking about dreams and nightmares i have.......
1.i have abandonment issues and i am worried about being left behind.....
2.i hate men purely based off of the pregnancy they cause and my tokophobia developed because of that..
3.I'm scared of being abused or kidnapped so i hate going outside by myself or in general in some cases because i have that fear of assault.
4.im losing interest in life yet death still scares me to the point of avoiding it and im always reminded of the widowed man and innocent child i would leave behind..
Maybe more when i realize more....
