Dia:if your happy and you know it clap your hands!
Everyone she knows in mm:...
Dia with a scowl:if you hate your fuckin life clap your hands
Everyone:clap clap
Dia:.....i....hate all of you with mild passion.
Dia:can or can i not kill my shadow?
Mei:........................................................-
Dia:im not leaving until i know babe.
Dia:...hmmm
Mei:whatcha thinkin about bby?
Dia:how i want to die,i still dont know if i want it to be by cleaver or holy water..
Mei:ummm-
Dia to Everyone else:i wuv you all!MWAH!!
Dia to kiki:their all liars...every last one of them....and i hate it........
Dia:imma ✨whore✨
Me:shut the fuck up im trying to sleep.....please...
Me:is my d.i.d. and loneliness getting worse ooorrrrr?
Dia and mod:no you good f-
Literally everyone else:YES
dia on the brink of tears late one night was laying in her bed and started thinking"i just want to know the truth...why does everyone lie....why bother?whats the point...god i WANT SO FUCKING BADLY TO LEAVE .....but i don't want to abandon the friends i made and i ESPECIALLY don't want to leave mei.....what am i going to do...they think im an idiot and don't know whats going on.....the fake smiles,the'im doing great today'.....stop"*loses composer as her eyes turn red and she pleads into her pillow*"p-pl.please s-stop..."
Dia smoking a hemp cigarette:........
Kiki:*small cough*
Dia:....*puts cigarette out and eats it*....sorry baby.....
Ivyline holding dia through a panic attack:breath didi your ok~its fine to let it out..
Dia:*bawling intensifies*
Dia leaning against her door after throwing up:hhhgg.....maybe i should shower........no......whatever ill be fine if i die like this....
Might add more later byebye
