It's been 1 year since that day. I can still feel the wet red liquid in my hands. It was terrifying. I wish I was in place of him. I wish I could take away all his pain. I wish I was driving. Oh how I wish I was sitting here with this expressionless face that knows no emotions.
Yes,it has been exactly 1year since me and my boyfriend or you could say my fiancee, Kenma, met with a terrible accident. I got some injuries but Kenma went into coma. I spent days and months in the hospital waiting for him to wake up. But he showed no signs of waking up. The doctor suggested that we should pull the plug but I wasn't ready. Thats when an organisation contacted me and said that they can save Kenma but he will suffer some consequences like memory loss or speech loss.
I decided that it's better if he is alive even if he forgets me. Atleast I will see him walking and living life. I agreed and they took Kenma for the treatment.
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Today,they returned Kenma back to me. I was so excited but my spirit was crushed when I saw his emotionless eyes. He looked dead inside. The man beside him smiled sadly and explained to me how he functioned. He told that if Kenma malfunctioned,I should immediately tap the choker thingy around his neck and contact them. I understood everything and went back to Kenma.
I treated him like I used to. He barely talks to me but just stares at me. I sighed getting exhausted bby trying to make him remember. I sat beside him on the couch and said,"Heh! You know Kozume,we would have been getting married today. I even got you a PS5 as a secret gift for our wedding. I am broken Kozume. Come back to me. I know you can't remember me or even if you do you forgot how to love me....I am sorry I am rambling again." Without my notice,tears started flowing down my cheeks. I looked ta Kenma and he just looked confused. I got up and hugged him repeatedly chanting 'I love you' to him in hopes of making him remember what love is.
I felt so hopeless and stupid when he did nothing back. I shot out away from him and dashed to my room. I can't I just can't do this anymore. It hurts way too much. Maybe I should also become a droid. No that's stupid. Someone needs to be here for him.
Kenma's POV
Why? Why can't I reach the sunlight? I want to touch it. I want to feel it. The light is fading away. No don't leave me. Please come back.
I don't know what happened to me. Everything is a blur. I just faintly remember an orange haired boy and his beautiful smile. I woke up a few days ago seeing all dark. Then suddenly I was approached by a ray of light. I want to touch it. Everything around it seems dull and monochromatic. I need to chase it. I slowly got up and chased the light. I heard a slam. It must be heading out. I followed it quickly. I walked behind it feeling it's warmth and kindness. I want to touch it but I am scared to taint it.
After walking for awhile,the light brought me to a building,the building lit up in my eyes. It is a beautiful and breathtaking building. I looked ahead and saw that orange haired boy from my dream. A sharp pain hit my head and loads of pictures and memories flooded my mind. I felt something wet drip down my cheeks.
It's Shoyō! He is alive.
The whole place lit up and I ran to him. He looked up startled and asked,"Why are you here Kozume?" I smiled brightly and said,"Isn't it our wedding today Shoyō?" His eyes widened and he asked almost choking on his tears,"You remember me?" I smiled and nodded. He jumped into my arms and sobbed vigorously. I patted his head and said,"Now now,let's call Kuroo and Kageyama and get married." He nodded happily and went to make the calls. I never thought this day would come. I thought death was the end but clearly it's not. I am here Shoyō. I maybe the first droid to retrieve back my memories and emotions and I am glad I could do it.
I love you Shoyō. I will always be there by your side.
A/n:
I am sorry for not updating during last week. I had to complete all my projects for submission and then out of nowhere my mom fell ill and is in the hospital. I am sorry I am just really anxious and depressed. I will write longer and better stories once my mom gets home safely.
Thank you for your support and yeah thanks for 1K+ reads. I love you all. Stay safe, stay healthy and socially distanced. Also pics ain't mine.
