"Give yourself and heart--- a time to breathe."
Sinabi sakin ni Raid nun nakita nya 'kong umiiyak ulit. This past few days, madalas kaming magkausap at magkasama. He's the one who knew everything what Ive experienced.
Yung mga dating ginagawa ko kasama si Tristan ay kaming dalawa na ni Raid ang gumagawa at silang dalawa naman na ni Shen. Nagkikita pa naman kami ni Tristan pag sa school pero madalas talagang nakadikit sya sa gf nya. Its hurt everytime I saw them pero like Raid said, siguro nga I need time to breathe as well as my heart.
Kaya nga alam ko mang mali.. tina-try kong ibaling sa iba yun pagmamahal ko. At yun ay kay Raid. He's aware that I am using him but he actually don't care about it. He loves me more than I deserve. And, all I can do is give him a chance. He deserves it actually. Who am I not to give him a chance?
Masaya syang kasama. Madalas kaming lumalabas at pumupunta kung saan-saang lugar. Andami ko nang lugar na napuntahan dahil sa kanya. Alam kong iniiwas nya 'ko sa mga lugar kung san madalas kaming tumambay ni Tristan dati, and it's okay with me. Nababawasan yung sakit na nararamdaman ko dahil lagi syang nakaalalay.
Kung pwede nga lang maturuan ang puso ginawa ko na. Raid is so sweet. Hindi nya makakalimutang ipaalala sa'kin kung gaano nya ko kamahal. Damang-dama ang pagmamahal sa bawat kilos nya.
Raid is so handsome, too. Haha. Nakakatawa mang isipin pero sa tinagal-tagal na naming magkaibigan ay parang ngayon ko palang syang nakikilala ng lubusan.
Napakalakas ng hatak ni Raid sa mga babae. Sino nga bang babae ang hindi magkakagusto kay Mr. Talented na sobrang gwapo pa? (Though, mas gwapo pa din sa paningin ko si bes. Hahaha.) Hays. Raid Vince Alcantara, napakaswerte ko na ako yung minahal mo.
Is it okay to be selfish? Coz I really like Raid and I need him to be beside me.
*heavy long sighs* Matagal-tagal na din akong walang entry na walang tulo ng luha, ngayon na lang ulit. You should thanks Raid, my diary. :)
-YAM
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