Be My Peace

Chapter 9:Unthinkable

"In order to do the unthinkable, do not think about it."

un·think·a·ble
/ˌənˈTHiNGkəb(ə)l/
adjective
(of a situation or event) too unlikely or undesirable to be considered a possibility.

Jaleesa POV
Jasmine Home|January 15th 2017|

"Honestly Jasmine I don't think we will ever have the bond we used to have."I say as I took a scoop of cookies and cream ice cream out of the container

"That's your sister. I'm pretty sure she will come around eventually. But how would you feel if she went out, and got with Jersey?

"I would be pissed, and honestly hurt!"I say as my face frowned and I slammed the spoon "because that means she-"

"Wanted to be with him the whole time while y'all were together. Jaleesa I'm gonna be honest with you because you're my best friend. You always think about Jaleesa, and not others around you.What makes you think this man will treat you any better. You saw how he did Monica!"

"I'm not Monica!"

"That's the problem there! You will not admit your jealousy towards your little sister. For what I don't know! If anything I saw how she admired you. When you both were going through the rough time with your parents she went to you for comfort. Because she felt safe with you. It's not right she lost her connection with her brother, but her sister too? You have to do better Leesa." Jasmine says to me as I deeply sighed

"Okay I'll admit it. I'm jealous. My little sister is doing the damn thing. She has used her talents and made them into something big. Meanwhile I'm stuck on what I really want to do in life."

"Have you not seen what you can do? You're an amazing hairstylist, and makeup artist. If you stop focusing on your sister blessings then maybe you can see you have a blessing waiting for you in your face. Monica,Lucas, and you all have different things that was meant for you all." Jasmine says as she grabbed my face "Take that jealousy, and put it into some action. Hold yourself accountable when you know you're wrong. We're not children anymore!"

"So what should I do first?" I asked as I wiped a single tear

"First start by finding a school that's for cosmetology, or provides it."

"You know Dallas does not want me going to school."

"Girl fuck Houston,Austin,San Antonio, Dallas whatever his name is. I'm sorry when did we let niggas start controlling our lives? This is not you Leesa!"

Buzz buzz

Hubs💕

You need to come home. You been out to long. And pick me some food up while you're out.
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"Leesa...you have to start making better choices in life. Hating on others success will not allow your blessings to come in. Do you hear me?" Jasmine says and I nodded

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Jaleesa and Dallas Home | 4:23 P.M

"Baby I'm home." I say as I walked into Dallas and I home

"Bruh come on! Why would you let him take the ball from you!" I heard him yelling to one of his friends while playing 2k17

"Hey baby." I say as I walked into where he was and tried giving him a kiss

"Not now Lessa I'm trying to focus." He says as he moved his face from me and continued to play the game

"Oh...okay. Your food is on the counter." I say as I walked away to my office