Even Death Can't Kill My Feelings To You

chapter 6

                       Octanes POV
I looked at my phone and it was 7:00 AM well that's pretty late for me. I got up from my bed, quickly dress in my games uniform bc match was today and I wanted to train my aim. I go to the cafeteria to drink some energy drink and there was Caustic. "Buenos dias Nox" he then looked at me with angry look but I didn't payed attention to him. I got the drink and then I feel Caustics hand behind me and he chokes me to the wall. "Listen here Addict if you will break her hearth I will break yours but physically" I got out from his choke and tell him."look if I will break her hearth I'm gonna go and kill myself. I don't need your help to punish myself." He then looked at me again and walked aways in silence. I then open can and drink the juice and make my way to the firing range.
   
                          3 hours later.

I was listening to music while I was alone at the firing range and shooting targets. And then I feel someone's soft hands on my shoulders. "What are you listening to?" It was Nat she scared me. "Santa mierda u scared me conejita" she giggled, every time I see happiness on her face I'm always happy and calm. "I was just listening to 'Don't stop me now' by Queen" she then looked at me and said in happy voice "I love Queen. I think, that song   fits you bc no one can stop you" I looked at her "Only you can stop me and that's my favorite song of all time" she blushed with smile on her face. Then we trained together her aim improved since the last time. After idk how many hours finally I hear tose buetiful words "Attention drop ship is leaving in 30 minutes"
In 1 hour and 30 minutes I will feel the adrenaline. I hope that me and Nat will be on the same team I don't want to hurt her. After those 30 mins we are all at the drop ship and getting ready for the match. Me and Elliot where talking together and then he asked me a question "Hey, I just want to ask you something and u must answer ok?" I looked at him with nervous look "Ok I guess" "Ok cool the question is... Do... You... Love... Natalie?" My hearth started pounding rly fast "Well... How to say it she's rly good friend and I like her but I don't think that I love her... Ok maybe I love her" I was lying to him of course I love Natalie she's giggle, laugh, smile, accent, blonde hair and blue eyes always puts happiness in my life. He looked at me with his smiling face. "So u love her?" "Yeah I do but if u will tell anyone I'm gonna cut your tongue off" he chuckled "Not telling any soul" then we hear Announcer "Attention approaching drop zone. Here are the teams"  I quickly looked at monitor and... we are not on the same team. In our squad were Me, Path and BH. I like them both "Yay! Octane we are on the same team. High five!" "Sure amigo" and I high five him. We had 5 more minutes so I ran to Nat "Good luck conejita" she smiled "Good luck. And if I will win can u tell me what 'conejita' means?" "Hah okay señorita" and I ran back to my squad. Hey amigos let's land here I pinged market "Okay." "Ok friend!" And we dropped there.

                 
                       Wattsons POV
If I will win he will tell me what that word means I must win. I had Wraith and Gibraltar on my team so we can win easily. Gibraltar was Jump master  "Let's land here" he pinged Airbase "Okay" "Oui" other squads haven't landed here so we could just loot. I had Wingman and R-301 with blue  bodyshield and white helmet Wraith had Purple bodyshield and Gibraltar had blue too. We had enough meds and ammo so we were good "Attention there's a new kill leader"  "There's a new kill leader I'll make sure they don't sneak up on us" I said and looked at the banners to see who was the kill leader and it was Octy I smiled at that "Ring is closing in 45 we must go to the ring" Said Gibraltar, we both agreed and go to the ring. We haven't met any other squads we only founded death boxes and we all had Purple bodyshield a lot of ammo and meds. There were 3 squads left last ring was closing in Gauntlet Octavios favorite place. I was scared of fighting him I don't want to hurt him and I think he doesn't want to hurt me either but we'll be fine. And then I hear a gunshot "I'm down!" Gibraltar got downed, we get to cover and I revive him. 3 squads left and everyone is here. Octavios squad pushed the other team and they killed them. Pathfinder shot Gibraltar Wraith shot path then BH shot Wraith and I shot BH it was only me and Octane. I heard his stim and he was close to me we both had Wingman I quickly aim down sight and shot him he got downed but he wasn't dead he had golden knockdown. "Hah good job conejita u improved more" I giggled at that "So that means you are telling me what conejita means?" "After the match conejita" I smile and shot him again and we win. Everybody congrats me for my second win in a row but I wanted to be alone with Octavio. He was talking to Mirage I didn't wanted to interrupt them and was waiting them to finish conversation. After they finished I go to him "Hi Octy" he turned back and said with his happy voice "And here's the champion of apex games second time in a row" we both laughed "And the prize of winning this game is meaning of conejita and that is b-" I interrupt him "Can you tell me that when we will be at complex? In my room" I said with nervous tone "He looked at me, he still had mask and googles on but I knew that he was smiling "Ok conejita" when we made to the complex I go to my room and after 20 minutes I hear knocks on my door. I open it and it was Octy with plushie bunny. "Hola conejita, and here's a little conejita for you" I blushed and turned red "S-So conejita means B-Bunny?" He was looking me in the eyes "Sí" he said with calm and soft voice. "Btw it means 'Bunny girl' not just bunny I love bunny's they are cute like u that's why I call you conejita" I blushed even more and I hugged him tightly. I whisper "I love you" he didn't hear that "What?" "No nothing" he shrugged and hugged me back. I loved that moment I didn't wanted it to end. "Ok I'm gonna go now" I stopped hugging him "Oh ok Octy" "Adios conejita" "Au revoir!" I closed the door and was thinking about that hug I wish that we could hug like that every day and after that I was thinking only about him.

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I'm trying to write it faster and that stuff. Btw I used Google translate for both of them so ' Santa mierda ' is holy fuck.