You wanna know how depression feels like?
Its like having a blackhole in your head, or in your heart
Or your mind, whatever you wanna call it
It sucks your happiness as soon as it pops up
And would drain you of every positive emotion till you can't cope up
You seek escape through experiences, but wherever you run
As soon as it ends, the sadness has begun
So yes, its like having a sieve
The water is your happiness, as it goes you grieve
And there's no neutral mood you can stay in, you've been deceived
When your mood falls it falls until you hit rock bottom
And getting back up from there is not easy like cotton
More like stitching a sweater by slow hands, while shivering in the cold
And if snow or rain falls it gets undone again, making you lose hope
So yeah, having a monster in my mind isn't dope.
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Eternal Pain
PoetryAlone in the night, nowhere to hide Just me and my trash thoughts to write