The Lies We Tell

Chapter 8

A/N: only two episodes left! :((( Anyways thank you guys, who review my story I really appreciate it, lets me know people actually read my story. Sorry I haven’t updated it, but I’ll try to update as soon as I can. Hope you enjoy this chapter! :D

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“Are you sure?”

“I’ve never been more sure in my life” I responded as I let him pull me towards him and lead me towards his room.

He opened the door while still holding my hand. I looked at him very close as always he was dressed to the best. He was wearing a suit with a signature bowtie. He looked gorgeous.

He turned around to face me as he locked the door; we looked at each other for what seemed to be hours but were only seconds. He then touched my cheek, and that’s when I lost it. We both leaned towards each other and I felt his lips crush mine. His tongue made its way into my mouth and it was as if we were having a battle. He turned me around and now my back was against the wall as he was unbuttoning my dress. My hands were wrapped around his neck and I took this chance to take off his bow tie and unbutton his shirt.

He and I had been in these types of situations before but this time it felt different. He had finally reached the last button and I was now in only my lacy underwear and tights. As I reached his belt he lifted me up with the wall as my support I wrapped my legs around him and I could feel how hard he was. I couldn’t help but moan because I had never felt this before; I was actually going to lose my virginity with Chuck!

His lips were now slowing kissing my neck up and down. I threw my head back and moaned again, he then carried me to the bed and laid me down. He stopped kissing me for a while and just looked at me as if to admire me. And he didn’t make me feel insecure like I would feel with Nate, because I could see it in his eyes that he truly admired me. “You are beautiful” he said his eyes staring into mine, before I had a chance to answer his lips were on mine again. His hands were roaming my body, his touch so gentle. I felt like everywhere he touches me I was on fire. His hands made their way slowly towards my shoulders and I could feel him hesitating whether he should take my bra off or not. “I want you chuck” I whispered on his lips, which seemed to trigger his actions because he continued to explore my body. As the straps of my bra fell down my arms and chuck unstrapped the back he stopped once more to admire me before he continued to ravish my body. He took my chest in his mouth, and the feelings I got were like none other. I was being driven to insanity and he still wasn’t in me.

At this point I felt like I need him, I was done with foreplay. And so I took matters into my own hands. I slid my hands to his back and dug my hands deep, this earned me a deep moan from him. Finally it seems like I’ve only been the one moaning. After caressing his back my hands move to his chest and made their way down to his boxers. I pulled the elastic and only caught a glimpse of him before he moved my hand away from him. “Not yet” he said as his hands made their way towards my underwear. His hands seemed to caress the lace covering me before pulled them down. Now I was completely naked, but again he didn’t make me feel insecure.

His hands made their way down and they were now spreading my legs apart, I could feel how wet I was, because I was definitely ready for him. “Come on chuck!” I screamed to his ear. Just as I said I felt a finger go in me and this time I moaned louder than before. “Chuck” I screamed again “I need you in me!” I moved my hands towards his boxers again and this time I managed to pull them down. He seemed to stop torturing for a bit to grab something from his night stand and I realized it was a condom.  He ripped the packet opened and rolled the condom on, and I could barely wait those seconds because Chuck Bass had prepared me very well. He looked down at me again and leaned down to kiss me; just as his tongue enter my mouth he also entered me. I felt a splash of pain but as hi began to slowly move in me the pain went away and all I could feel was pleasure.

“Chuck” I screamed as we were done, all he did was grunt as his face laid at the crook of my neck. We laid like that for a while, he was still in me but I didn’t want him to move. I slowly wrapped my arms around his waist and I felt complete, were finally together like were always meant to be. The disaster that waited for us could wait until tomorrow because for now me and Chuck were finally together and no one could ruin that.

AN: I know it was short but… too much? Too little? Let me know. I’m not good are writing sex scenes anyways give me your opinion. And another question what do you guys think, give them their happy ending now? Or keep the story a little bit longer to make things more interesting? Just want to know what you guys think, doesn’t mean I’ll actually do it. Anyways follow me on tumblr: igetlostinwords.tumblr.com