Self Doubt

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How the hell do I feel good about myself?
I try so hard, so fucking hard but nothing seems to work
I hate my body
I hate my anxiety
I hate my depression
But I can't seem to stop
I want to change but I also can't seem to have the motivation to do so
I'm tired
So damn tired
I've tried to stay afloat
To survive
But it's so fucking hard
How am I supposed to stay confident and love myself like everyone says?
How am I supposed to feel good about myself when I feel this bad?
Somehow I'll breakout of this
I hope
I beg
I just want to be free
Fucking free of everything
The anxiety
Depression
Stress
Pressures
I just want to be free
Is that too hard to ask for?

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