RUINED HEART(Company series#3)

C H A P T E R 17

"V-Venice.... Tell me, are you just joking yesterday right?" I'm hoping that she was joking, I'm hoping.

"Faith..." Her voice broke, lalo akong nadudurog dahil doon.

"I'm sorry...." Napa pikit ako at umiling.

"Can we m-meet?" I asked nervously.

"Are you sure?"

"Y-yes," suminghap ako at mabilis na pinahid ang luha.

"Alright, I'll s-send the location," the moment I ended the call, my tears fall like a falls.

The pain is still here, I can't accept the fact that he soon have a family, and it's more painful when I realized that I'm not the one who's with him when he build a family.

I remember when he said that he wants to love his future wife more than anything else.

Bumagsak ang luha ko kasabay noon ang paninikip ng dibdib ko.

Ang sakit, iyun lang ang naka tatak sa isip ko hangang sa naka rating ako sa meeting place namin ni Venice.

Kahit naka make up siya ay halata kung gaano ka paga ang mata niya.

Pina kuha ko nalang sa driver namin ang mga gamit ko kay Aedrix.

Nasa malapit na coffee shop lang kami, the umbrella outside the shop looks pleasant.
Naupo ako sa harap niya.

"I'm sorry," we both said in chorus, I bit my lower lips and look away. Man this is awkward.

"Uhh don't worry, walang nakaka alam nito, pwede kayong mag p-patuloy ni Aedrix," seryoso akong tumingin sa kaniya habang nag hihintay ng idudugsong niya.

She flipped her hair and look at surroundings.

"Even my family doesn't know about this, nor my sister..." She looks at me and smiled, in her smile I felt a sharp metal stab my chest. It's very painful.

"At wala akong balak na ipa alam pa ito, well pumunta ako sayo kahapon, para sana mag pa check up....gusto kong samahan mo ako, but.... Jen told me not to bother you, she only know nothing," huminga siya ng malalim.

"Dahil ang sinabi ko, mag papasama ako mag mall," Napa yuko ako nang maramdaman ko ang pag iinit ng gilid ng mga mata ko.

"I... I will abort this-"

"No!" Agap ko.

"Ang kapal ng mukha mo nung ginawa niyo yan tapos ngayon hindi mo kayang panindigan?" Mahina ngunit mariing bulong ko.

"I want him Venice, for myself.... But I'm not that selfish to deprive the child that you're bearing... A father,"  tumulo ang luha ko habang siya ay umiiling.

"The most important for me now is my career, Faith....this is the only thing that I have, ito lang ang meron ako at hindi ko kakayanin na mawala pa ito," Hindi ako maka paniwala sa sinabi niya.

"My family ignored me, they only want is Jennice, for them she's the best and I'm just nothing..." Muling namuo ang luha sa mga mata ko nang malaman ito sa kaniya.