The beginning of an end (Camren)

Chapter 2 - The kisses

*Camila's pov*

What happened? My eyelids were so heavy that I couldn't even try to lift them up, I know I'm not on the bus because there's nowhere in the tourbus that feels this open. I can feel the stinging on my hand again, I wonder what that was. After forever of attempting, I can finally open my eyelids. "Oh" I said aloud. I'm at the hospital. Looking over to my side, I see Lauren sitting on a chair at the corner of the room going through her phone. It's probably tumblr.

"Hi Camz, how are you feeling?" She asked with a smile full of concerns. She walked over to my bed side lifting up my hand to put it in hers. "W...wh.. why am I here?" I asked her. Lauren lets go of my hand, walking over to the corner to pull the chair closer to my bed side.

"Well, you got up to shower but then fainted." She answered. I looked down at the other hand of mine realizing there was a white cast wrapping around my hand. "And well" Lauren spoke up again so I looked over at her. "Remember that razor in your bunk?" Lauren asked. I stayed quiet while Lauren continues.  "Well, there was a razor in your bunk. When you fainted you tried to hold onto the covers and accidentally cut yourself." Lauren explained. Shit, now they know I was trying to cut myself, how annoying is that? Then the management's going to know and they're going to let my whole freaking family know and then what happens next? I don't even want to think about it.

"B... b.. but the show!" I managed to say. Am I really that exhausted that I can't even move my lips to speak? "The show ended already. Fourth Harmony did great! Maybe you should stay here a little longer." Lauren said sarcastically with a fake smile.

"Today's The Vamps' last day here and I didn't say goodbye." I sighed realizing that Lauren didn't get to spend the few valuable hours with her boyfriend, Brad. "It's okay, I said bye to them on your behalf already. They're leaving in 2 hours." Lauren said trying to comfort me.

"You should go see Brad" I suggested. Lauren shook her head with a smile. "No, I should stay here, what if you faint and accidentally cut yourself with .. I don't know.. a needle or something. We both know how clumsy you are" Lauren softly rub my hand with her thumb.

"B.. bu.. but..." I tried to tell her that her relationship with Brad is going in the right direction and she shouldn't ruin it but I was interrupted. "But nothing, I'm gonna get us a pizza and you're going to eat with me. Okay?" Knowing that I couldn't resist, I just nodded and let her go.

*Lauren's pov*

I got back from the cafeteria holding a box of a large and cheesy pepperoni pizza. I heard that food from the hospitals are gross but this pizza looks and smells so good. Once I stepped into the room, I found Camila on the bed sleeping with headphones in her ears. I put the box of pizza down on the table next to the bed waiting for Camila to wake up. I started pulling out my phone and starting to call the other girls to let them know that Camila has woke up.

"Hello? Is Camila okay? Ally answered the phone in a worried tone. "Who is that? Lauren? Where Mila at?" I can hear Dinah asking Ally in the background. They're probably still in the dressing room wrapping everything up since the background was really noisy.

"She woke up 30 minutes ago, I just got her some pizzas but she went back to sleep" I answered. I suddenly hear Brad's voice in the background. He was saying bye to the crew since they're leaving the US very soon. It's quite sad to think that we'll be apart for who knows how long. The calls, video chat, and texts just aren't enough, I want more than that. I want Brad next to me, looking at me from a distance, holding my hands, I want his hugs, his kiss, everything.

"Hey Allycat, is Brad there? Can I talk to him for a sec?" I asked Ally permission to talk to my boyfriend. Who would have known that I would be saying goodbye to my boyfriend through the phone. The long distance journey starts here, and now.