Weeks have passed since the break-up. Oikawa was pestering you everyday and asked you to forgive him but you just couldn't. He knows what you've been through, he helped you boost a bit of your confidence, he was your everything until that day. Where ever you go Oikawa was there and you're super pissed about it
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You groaned as you had woken up to your alarm. The sunlight hitting your face as you gently rubbed your eyes. You stood up and went into the bathroom to take your morning shower. You stared at the mirror as you began to take of your shirt leaving you with your undergarments and you sweatpants. You looked at the scars that were barely visible on your arms and hips. You continued to stare at it and suddenly you felt your head throb as you tried to remember the scene that happened five years ago. Your breathing was starting get uneven, and your heart was palpitating as you tried to scream for help. Your brother instantly heard you and burst through the door as he pulled you into a hug and gently pat your shoulders as he carried you towards your bed.
'This was far more worse than her previous panic attacks' he thought 'how'd she get a panic attack again? It's been years since her last one'
"Y/n it's okay, it's not your fault, it's not your fault." your brother said with tears flowing down his eyes
You always blamed yourself for what happened and you never forgave yourself. You kept thinking 'what if I wasn't there?' 'what if we just stayed home' 'what if we didn't pick her up' 'what if I didn't talk at that moment' 'what if I-' your thoughts immediately got cut off as your mother pulled you into a tight embrace. It was comforting, her smooth skin rubbing against you, along with her slender fingers stroking her hair she said "Y/n sweetie, it's not your fault okay? It was nobody's fault" you nodded "So don't blame yourself please, just please sweetie"
Silence
Silence everywhere, all you heard was your mother's heartbeat and the birds chirping outside. Your mother was the first to break the comforting silence as she said,
"Takanobu go get water for your sister" he nodded and went downstairs. After a few minutes your brother was carrying a glass of water and handed it over to you, you quickly drank the water and handed it over to your mom
"Now, both of you go ahead and take a quick shower because you stink, I'll head down and set the table okay?" "Hai.." both you and your brother said
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