Love was not on my to-do list
And maybe even friendship too
But the day I met you
I didn't even have a clue
That soon every list
Would be lost in the blue
If someone asks me today
To describe my journey with you
I'd say it was unplanned
Yet strangely planned
Just like how time is always unknown
But a tide still reaches the shore
It wasn't a roller coaster with you
Full of excitement, thrill
And adrenaline rush
No, instead it was smooth and slow
Like a sip of hot chocolate
Warming our soul
In the mornings that
Turned us to snow
It started with friendship
An unbreakable camaraderie
Between us two, we had a world
That everything else seemed blurry
I wonder when I fell in love with you
Everyday searching for the answer
It was right in front of me
Yet I couldn't see it through
They say, love starts with yourself
I never understood it until you
But now I know
How to travel the long distance
From I to U and U to I
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That you are me and I am you
And in this vast world of choices
I'll always choose you
It sometimes felt surreal
All my moments with you
Making me wonder
Is this all true?
But your love never betrayed me
Proving that indeed everything is true
We laughed and we cried
Fought and made up a million times
Crossed each obstacle
Hand in hand, with a bright smile
There were times when our grip became loose
Or times when we held too tight
Yet what outshined was that we never
Let go of each other no matter the plight
We fought together every battle in our sight
And that is how our love took flight
I was captivated
By everything that made you "you"
The sound of your joyful laughter
That mischievous slow smile
The gleam in your eyes
It all felt like sunshine
Soon I was treading along with you
Singing and walking miles
On the roads inside
Of both you and I
And then I realized,
I wasn't lost
Until I was found
I wasn't sad
Until I was happy
I wasn't living
Until you came along
And I had nothing to lose
Until I had you
You raised me up
Higher than I've known
And I couldn't be more happy
In all that we have been through
I love you
And can only give you a promise in return
A promise to stay by your side forever
A promise to walk along with you in any weather
A promise to love you like no another
And a promise to make you smile brighter
Always and forever.
ČTEŠ
Withering petals of my hurting heart
PoezieA collection of poems that I wrote when my whole existence felt like a joke and I felt shackled by my own demons.