"Not the same way you do" my heart plummeted at his confession. Am I the only one who had a good breakup? Am I the only one who can still talk shit with their ex and not feel an ounce of want or desire to be with them?

"Oh" I whisper. I close my eyes for a moment then take my hand in his "I'm sorry if my ex is still a part of my life, I'm sorry if I talk to him about you, I'm not sorry that my ex is still my best friend and will remain to be my best friend regardless of any relationship I am in" I take a deep breath and sigh "If you don't like that I continue to talk to him, I'm sorry that is not something I am willing to stop doing, I don't love him in anyway like I use to, I can't even imagine getting back with him, he's not who I desire and want to be with because I'm so madly in love with you" I cover my mouth and try not to gasp. I quickly stand up and walk out of the room.

I can't believe I just said that to him like that. That's not what or how I wanted to tell him

"Fuck fuck fuck" I mumble walking towards my end of the house when I'm grabbed from behind and placed against the wall

"You don't get to walk away from me after what you said without hearing me tell you I'm just as madly in love with you" I pull him close without hesitation and kiss him "I love you so much"

"I love you too, I can't imagine being without you" I reply smiling

"It's going to be hard" He voices with his forehead against mine "So damn hard"

"Well if you want we could always try sexting, phone sex, fuck we could even try video sex" He groans pulling my waist close to his, to feel how hard he is for me

"I'm going to need you so much before you leave"

That week he got me every chance he could get. I've been on the phone with him as much as I can with the time difference. Its been a bit of an adjustment.

Liams parents are excited to see him as am I to see all my favourite guys.

"How excited are you?" Adam asks

"You both don't understand what this long distance shit is like, 3 months away is torture but I guess people do it for much longer" I say smiling at Adam and his girlfriend Trish "I'm glad they are here for 2 weeks and then we all fly back together, me with a permanent visa"

We watch the arrival terminal is suspense. Well I do because the one man who I've been missing the most is nearly here. He messaged me on Facebook messenger saying he's just going through customs and I am shaking.

Over the last few months, I've had paparazzi following me around. It's not overwhelming here like it is over there but I was not use to it and may not ever get use to it.

My parents freaked out when they seen me in magazines with Jayden. It showed how loved up we've been. In the last few days we've been headlining with rumours of cheating scandals. I've cried so much in the last 48 hours than I ever have.

Liam reassured me it's just groupies and he'll always tell me the truth but I knew one article of me with Adam really affected Jayden when he called before his flight. Adam thought it was a good idea to pick up Liam and Travis with Trish while I take Jayden with me to mine. At the same time he wanted to meet the man I cried days over.

I spot a familiar black baseball cap turning his head every which way and I smile when he catches sight of me. Adam chuckles as he watches me run up to Jayden

"Baby" He says as he catches me in his arms. He holds me close and picks me up to wrap my legs around him

"How shit he's big" I chuckle hearing Trish say behind us

Adam is a big guy also but with Jaydens job he had to be big and lean

"I have missed you so much" I whisper down as I kiss him. I feel his smile behind his kiss back when we hear an excuse me behind us. I look up seeing Liam and Travis with their arms folded looking at us.

I jump down and give them a big group hug when I feel my shirt being tugged at "That's enough I've missed you more than them"

They both gasp placing their hands on their chest. I scratch my head knowing we all forgot about the 2 people waiting not far from us

"Adam!" Both Liam and Travis yell as they make their way over to hug him.

"He came with you?" Jayden whispers. I shake my head no. He sighs

"I wanted you to meet the people I've been spending my spare time with, I wanted to get it out of the way, Adam actually suggested it" I smile taking his hand softly "Come on, he's taking them home while I take you home" I smile wiggling my eyebrows "I need to help you with your jetlag, we have a day to ourselves before you meet my family"

The introduction was awkward for a little before Trish came over with coffees smiling as if there wasn't anything wrong. It was just what these testosterone filled males needed, especially mine

We didn't make it to putting his things away before he dumps his bag near the couch and pulls me back into his arms.

His lips claim mine, I pull the hat he has on his head and throw it across the room. When I hear it knock something we both chuckle but that dies down to a squeal when I'm picked up

"Where's our room baby?" He asks against me

"The door on your right" I say placing rough kisses on his neck

He groans and shakes a little with opening the door while enjoying my kisses. I soon feel the comfort of my bed on my back, my leggings slide down along with his body placing kisses on my bare skin as he goes

"This is going to be hard and fast babe" I nod my heading groaning "But I need a taste of this first" He pushes my underwear aside and dives straight in. My back arches off the bed moan at the onslaught of tongue to clit.

He tongue fucks me so good I can't help but pull at his head, if it were possible to pull him more then I would

He moves away quickly, starting to remove his clothes which prompts me to remove mine "I need you Jay" I moan with my fingers now circling my clit. He licks his lips and moves over me, spreading my legs with his frame, rubs his cock to moisten it with my juices and enters me. There is a tightness as he enters me, a little discomfort but it feels so damn good to have him inside me, fucking me so good

I pull him close by his hips "Fuck me" I moan against his lips as his devour mine. His thrusts are hard and fast, just like he said and feel so damn good I feel like a mess of passion

He grabs onto the headboard and fucks me hard making me scream his name as he thrusts. My hands move from his hips to his ass, I give it a slight smack and pull him in as he thrusts. I need it harder, I place my lips on his chest, kissing him gently then in an open mouthed scream with no sound coming from my mouth I cum all over him. Few thrusts after he has reached his orgasm

"It wasn't as quick as I thought but it was quicker than what we're use to" I chuckle at him as he rolls over and out of me then pulls me in "I've missed you"

"I've missed you too"

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