Error (Saeyoung XReader)

Chapter 30

Y/N 's POV

Can i really do this? Can i really?i know i just have to talk to him but... i feel like i'm going to break if i talk to him... but this is for the best right? I thought as i ate the food Saeyoung bought.

After finishing the food. I looked at Saeyoung and Saeran. I'm glad both of them have each other. Saeyoung was trying to talk to Saeran. But Saeran being  Saeran.... is making it hard for Saeyoung to start a conversation..

" Saeran, I'm so happy that you're here now and a part of RFA" Saeyoung said to him 

" Idiot. Don't come near me " my my what a tsundere.

" Saerannnn, Thank you "

" Don't .. i may not hate you but that doesn't mean that i like you. Y/N just talked to me and made me realize something " Saeran said as he avoided Saeyoungs hug and stood up.

" Awww...you don't want a hug from you're brother? I'm hurt Saeran ..." Saeyoung said as he put his hand on his chest and continued  " Where are you going?"

" Y/N needs to talk to her br- i mean with V and i assume he's in the hospital already and i want to buy something... " Saeran said as he made his way to the door.

" Awww... " Saeyoung whined as he looked at me " we'll talk later ok? Don't strain yourself too much.. " he said as he kissed me on my forehead and left with Saeran ... what the hell ... i  can feel myself getting hot. Am i blushing?

After a while i heard the door open to see V ...

" I heard that you want to talk to me  Y/N " he said as he entered the room .

" V, tell me... you don't really know about your sister?"

"No Y/N, i'm telling you the truth.. " he said as he looked at me and continued " I've been wondering for a while when you mentioned it.. and i don't really know anything about having a sister. I also asked father and he said that i don't have a sister. Why?"

" He said that?!"

"  Yes" he answered and it looks like he is not lying.

" How about your mother? Did she tell you something?" I asked. Please sah Yes... please tell me that i'm wrong for doubting mother ...

" No" he said and i feel my heart broke. Did she lie to me? What is the truth..

" Okay...I.. I.. nevermind " i said as i stood up.

" Y/N do you know something that i don't? And what did you mean when you said that you hated me? Please tell me if you know something Y/N "

" But ... your mother said she told you.. she said that.. that you said ..you'll come for her"

" What do you mean?" V asked and i can see that he is confused at what i had just said. 

" Y-YOU... I DON'T KNOW...I CAN'T.... " i shouted as i run off ... i can't believe i hated him for something he didn't know. But what if he's lying to me? I know how coward i am for not confronting him head on and tell him everything. I know. But i feel like i am not completely ready to know. I feel like everything I believe will crumble and i don't know what to feel about that. 

" Y/N!! "  i heard V shouted as he tried to run after me as i ran down the stairs. I am on the third floor  now and the only way to get out of here as fast as i can is .. to jump off the window and i did. I did this things all the time when i was an on 'that' mission and I'm glad i did. Right now i don't know what to feel... i don't know what to say.. and i don't know how to face them..Why did mom lied to me? Why did she acted like she cared when she is also like that bastard? Why? Why? I have a lot of questions that i want to ask her... but how can i ask her when she's dead?

I can see the people around...looked at me with amazement and shocked expression. But instead of caring i run off... out of the hospitals vicinity and walked around... i don't have money ... so i guess i can just walk... i want to go home...

I don't care how i look like ... i just want to get away from all of this.. I hate this... i don't want Saeyoung to see me like this.. maybe i can just get some things at home and leave. Saeran is here now.. so he don't need me ...right?

Saeyoung's POV

" So what did you and Y/N talked about?" I asked Saeran as he bought some ice cream on the cafeteria/ pantry  of the hospital.

" Nothing."

" Awwww come on tell meeeeee"

" I'm not in the place to tell you that  and it's none of your business " he said putting some distance between us.

" Awww what's with that... you're making me more curious" i said as he just looked at me...

" Saeran, please come live with me...once you're discharged...please come with me.. " i said looking down

" Okay" he said making my eyes widen. Seems like talking to Y/N these past few days helped a lot.

" Really? "

" Don't make me regret my choice " he said as i nodded my head . I'm so glad.

" i wonder what Y/N wants to ask V" i asked to no one as Saeran looked at me.

" You like her "

" I- i do like her " I said as i looked on the side.

" You're--" Saeran was cut off when we heard V shouting.

" Saeyoung!! Saeran !! "

" What? Why are you here? I thought you're talking to Y/N? Are you finished talking with her? What happened? " I asked

" I was with her earlier we were not done talking when she just run off and i don't know where she is now" he said

" Did you say something to her? Why the hell did she run off?"

" I don't know.. she was asking about a sister and i don't have a sister. You know that. She just run off after asking me a few questions"   he said making my eyes widen. I remember when Y/N told me she was the one who erased V's Sister's information...

" Do you have any idea where she went?" I asked.

" No .. i looked around but i can't find her "

" Shit "

" Did she bring her phone with her when she run off?" I asked. Maybe we can track her.

" No" he said trying to catch his breath and gave me Y/N's phone...  Shit.. Y/N where are you?

" You denied her existence..maybe that's the reason why she run off" Saeran said  as i looked at him in confusion

" What do you mean by that Saeran?"

" Are you dumb? Why do you think she's affected by you " he said as he pointed at V " and why do you think she would ask you those questions ? " he said making my eyes widen.

" What-- dont tell me"