𝐾𝐸𝐸𝑃𝐼𝑁𝐺 𝐼𝑇 𝑅𝐸𝐴𝐿 2(Philia)

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Aria
Baby how the hell did she survive that"
Ion know"
You think kairi saw anything"
That's what I'm scared for forreal"
Ion think she did bully said she was still talking to ya mom so she was distracted"

I heard the door bell ring an looked at the clock
Who the hell is that"
Ke put his gun back on his waist and we walked downstairs
Who"
Aria it's me"I heard and I knew that voice
I swung the door open and seen herb standing there
Ke stepped to him

Wassup"
I need to talk to ari"
You talking to her man so wassup"
Man I just wanna see my son"
After how long my nigga you abandoned yosohn"
I had to find my daughter how would you feel with a piece of you missing my nigga"
Fucked up but you done just leave the one you got"

Look I found her can you just lemme see my son"
Hol up"
Ke stepped back and slammed the door
Ke let him see yosohn"
No"
Why not"
He ain't finna be in and out my son life like that"
But just let him see yosohn"
You keep giving this nigga chance after chance I said no baby ion want yosohn fucked up like that he gotta good stable father in his life already"

Baby then what you want me to do"
That nigga will be fine with updates about his son but nah baby I ain't fucking wit it"
Ok baby"
Commer don't look like that"he said and pulled me in a hug "he don't deserve ya kindness and yosohn don't deserve that either"

I nodded and he rubbed my back and I went back to the door
Herbert you can get updates on yosohn but as for seeing him no"
I'm asking for 5 minutes with him that's it"
No if you love him you'd understand that he don't need you in and out his life like that he don't deserve that herb"

Look I know I fucked up but I just wanna see him one time just one"he said and I looked back at ke
You got 2 minutes wit him"

Ke went upstairs with him and I stood there shaking my head
You just let him make decisions bout our child"
Watch ya damn mouth our child you ain't been shit of a parent he been there when yosohn cry when he sad when he upset when he growing up when he started talking and all you been gone he more of a father then you'll ever be"
He didn't have shit to say after that
Here"ke said to me and I held yosohn in my arms and slowly handed him to herb

I backed up a lil giving them they space and rolled my eyes As ke sat and watched herb with yosohn
I felt tears coming and just held my head back
Ion know I just feel for yosohn heavy like how is he gonna feel when he's 13 or 14 or shit 10 when he finds out that ke not his real dad and that his dad won't shit to him and left him for his sister and another female

My baby didn't deserve that but I had to be lucky for somebody like ke that accepter yosohn like he was his off the bat
Aight it's been 2 minutes let's go"I heard ke say
Yosohn was placed in his arms and ke walked from the door
And I walked back to the door and stepped out talking to herb

So we're you going now"
I'm gonna be with my daughter in Idaho and Stacy"
So your just leaving yosohn"
He gotta father figure and a stable mother I gotta be there for her"
I her you Herbert but what I'm supposed to tell yosohn if he remember this"
Tell my son the truth he deserve it but I gotta go"
Bye"

I walked back in the house and closed the door locking it and walked twords the stairs and sat down I'm shedding tears for my baby man and it hurts I wiped my face and went upstairs to yosohn room and sat on his bed
Mommy who that"he asked and got up touching my face
That was your dad"
Dada"he said pointing at a picture of ke
I'll tell you when you get big"

Get to be big boy"
Yup"
Yayyy"he smiled and I smiled and kissed his cheek
Let's get you to bed lil one"
He laid back down and I covered him up and kissed his cheek and turned his nightlight on
Night night mommy"
Night baby"

I walked from the door and went and looked in kairi room and she was sleeping I went in kyla room and she was sitting up
Ok cause you just trynna be grown at this point huh"I said and picked chunky self up
Hi mama"I said kissing her cheeks and she cheesed really hard

That's my baby girl"I said and rubbed her hair
All this hair what imma do with it"
I went in me and ke room and sat on the couch he came out the closet and was dressed up

Ke we're you going"
Finna handle some business"he said and I stared in his eyes and let him see all the hurt I went threw
Don't do that aria"he said looking away
You know how I felt when I thought I killed Millie that guilt I felt, that's all that's gonna happen to you you gonna be guilty for the rest of your life"
He ain't finna just abandon yosohn and get to live the fairytale life"

If I would have killed my father for this or had somebody kill my dad cause he abandoned me I would not be able to ever be happy with myself or that person Kenen, that's herbs fault but give yosohn the option to rekindle with his father in the future or not don't hold yosohns future in your hands and what if it goes bad you get caught what about yosohn  what about kairi what about Kyla"I said and he looked at kyla and rubbed over his face
Like you told me baby don't let one decision fuck up our entire future"

You right"he said and came and hugged me and kyla
Were would I be without you baby"
Maybe lost in Alice and the wonderland"
Boy please"
He grabbed kyla
Why you up lil girl"he asked her and she rolled her eyes
Ooh"

Ke looked shocked and I turned around turning on the tv
Hmmm the discovery Chanel sounds nice"
Aria why you teach her that shit"
MEEEE" I said in my soldier boy voice