Second Priority

how far, how deep

"Smile foe me sweetheart" he requested.

I am really sulking.

He just smiled and kissed my forehead.

I hold on his hand.

"Canni wtachbthe hazing?!" I asked.

He nooded.

"We have to go na." He said.

I nioded.
He pecked on my cheeks then walked to Leam's car.

Theu all saluted me before leaving Joong also folowed.

Benjamin and Nine walked to me. I stand and walked away from them.

"Dome." Benjamin called.

I sighed.

"How Earth needs your permission." He asked,

"He grew up by side like a brother. If i can adopt him back then i did." I said.

"Sorry na." He said.

Earth came to me and hugged me.

"It is okay na nong." I said and and brushed his haor with my hand.

"Then have this na." He siad and gave me a shake.

I smiled at him.

Ben and Earth talked and walked inside the rolm i eat what Pavel gave chicken wings. Where did it came from anyway. Then drink on the shake.

None sat beside me and the others also.

"What upsets you na." Mark asked.

I finkshed eating first then thrlw my garbage.

"First my food is ruined it was so good. Secomd my date is rukned and thrid the reason is simple. That i really wanna punch a friend right now." I said and the exact tome Benjamin entered the room.

"Get away form him for a while Ben he is mad at you. You ruimed this." Gun said and showed him a picture.

I guess i know what it is.

"The picture and caption says it all na, nl need to ask." Nine said,

"I have nothing to explain, nor nothing to deny" i said.

"Ohow!!! New Year happened na." Poyy said.

I shook my head.and smiled.

"Now i know why he tops all quizes inspired." Tingg said.

The door opened and more studenys came in.

Classes starts.

"Sorry na" .na.. na.." Benjamin said after our class.

"Take care of Earth Ben, na. I am nit mad because of tne food. Well a bitabout ruining my moment butguard Earth and show them why." I said.

"I know. I am a bit reserved on this area, i love him but cannot fight for him yet. I want him but .." he said.

"Loving is includes braverly na. Do you that the freshmen engineers knew firat before you guys did." I am not comftable but yhose guys backed down as well when they knew i am Dome. My name became always asociayed with him. People even knew it first before i know that i love him. But it took me courage to step on his door step and embrace what i feel for him. Their family is eash to acvept but the world is not. And we live in this world. That was my fear that js why i hide my real feelings for him. I am afraid of the world. But i am the one who will choose my happiness.

That night i faced my own family And said goodbye after gfamily party so i can meet Pavel. I faced his parents and told them what i really feel.
And tbe hardest to tell him what i really feel.

I had been through traffic and my car got flat tire. I called my cas company and asked them to pick it up. I walked kilometers before i found a taxui that took me to their house. And he was not there.
Por and Mae sent me ti where he is.

All my frears, fatigue, tiredness and negative vibes all gone when i saw him smile.

And when i finally admitted what i feel for him.

It lightened my heart and soul. Like i am free. And braver."

I narrated.

"Ben, how far  can you go for him and how deep can you het? Only you can answer that this is just the begining. Mark your territory. " i said.

I tapped his shoulder.

I grabbbed my bag went on.
I texted Pavel.
I need to talk to Vee conserning Poyy.

He gave me thumbs up.

I parked my car near Pavel's bike.

I walked firectly inside their Hazing ground.

I sit on the bleachers.

Vee saw me and signed. Leam.

Leam walked to Pavel and whispered something.

Then wlaked to Cooper.
Cooper walked towards me and sit beside me but a bit far.

"Are you forcing Poyy." I asked

He looked at me puzled.

"The midnight thing" i said.

He breathes

"No, i only asked him once. And i do not kiss him if he does nit want to. But when we kiss we both got frustrated after." He said.

I smiled.

"Just neatient, na." I said.

He nooded.

I gave him a link to watch and study.

He then went back to his position.

Few more minutes and they are dismissed.

Pavel walked towards me and kissed me directly.

I cannot protest.

I let him

"What do you wanna eat" i asked.

"Can i eat you fisrt." He siad.

"I have still have quizes tomorrow." I said,

He look so frustrated.

I laughed.

"Feeling batter now?" He asked.

I nooded.

We ride his bike and hunt for food.